* / LET ME SAVE YOU HOLD THIS ROPE !

imagine for a moment if you will a sibling type dynamic with aventurine and robin. robin is down one brother. aventurine is down one sister. robin being as famous as she is has never quite felt a sense of true belonging since leaving school to pursue her music career, robin is partially a persona anyway. aventurine is also a persona. are you picking up what i'm putting down?

sometimes i think about the fact that there are other sigonians out there but they're not avgins and revealing his background in a lot of situations puts a target on his back and i get. nervous

what if u kissed him.. huh ... what then...

frequently wanna be like "teehee ship call" but aventurine is allergic to vulnerability the only reason i can get away with posting ratiorine content is the inherent vulnerability of putting on an act with someone. which is insane to explain if you have not done theater but trust me it's inescapable especially when stakes (fictional or literal) are high

i really cannot explain how not normal aventurine would be if you were to come after one of the few things that in his mind are for him. you know.

sometimes i'm like pretty normal and then wham i'm reminded of how lonely aventurine is and how painful it can be to put on the persona of aventurine and his somewhat awkward but good natured attempts to purchase friendship

imagine astral express aventurine.... imagine it

thinking abt how aventurine's most cherished things aren't new and shiny and glamorous they're worn and old and fragile and i'm going to go insaen