dancing with death

Animals are pretty amazing. They’re this little soul wrapped in floof that lives in your house and the way you take care of them doesn’t even compare to the way they take care of you. Stella, you won’t see this cause you’re a fucking cat but girl I love you so much. Thank you for healing me and relieving my anxiety. You help me every day in so many ways. Happy birthday ⭐️ (at Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3SFWz6hI5Q/?igshid=unkh4mpdca1s

You can now add “godmother” to the list of things I am exceptional at. And to celebrate our new status as godmother and goddaughter, Diana and I were forced to stay in the same exact pose to document the moment for at least six photos. (at Sunnyside, NYC) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3DeBjFhVue/?igshid=8y2991wc2qjh

Looking up at Mother Nature like bitch where the fuck is spring 🌻 (at Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvnZXVzA-mS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8yn1ice6ctd9

My cat is basically a meme https://www.instagram.com/p/BuPYmHYg00A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=42f01w2jko5l

New mugshots 🔪 https://www.instagram.com/p/Btt1RpEghrf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xwcvzeobs5fc

She looks like she’s over it but I swear she’s having a good time 🐾#justlikehermomma #wcw https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs_SU0JAM-y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i6d8hec341lz

Happy birthday to my badass babe! Never thought through my fucked up youth I’d find someone quite like you. Thank you for being born today cause without you my world would have a little less sunshine and a little less tenacity. I also wouldn’t have someone to laugh at these old ass pics of us when we would go underage drinking at Cranberries. 11 years strong girl and here’s to 11 more; I love you! @reptarbro #happy birthday #bestfriends #11years https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs6UXnDgnpQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vpkk9f36hsjg

Can't let a f-boy eff up my nice vibes✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs364zHg2i9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qydjibxyqkco

Sereno 💫🌛 (at Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsylasXgh1S/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16g8m3rm330xu

Bella and Luna were my beautiful moon. Now meet the little star to my forever beautiful moon, Stella. ✨ . . . #estella #kitten #persian #persiankitten #baby #floof #cutekitten #persiancat #cat #catsofinstagram #cats https://www.instagram.com/p/BsOkuwmAYz5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jr46p4574auw

In this picture I was at my friend’s funeral and in a whirlwind of only a few days, I touched up her makeup, held her hand and cried, dealt with people who hated me, gave love to those I care about most, felt her pain through my own, and said goodbye to a beautiful soul. And despite the heartbreak and sorrow, I found the strength to smile even at something as silly as being able to pet some koi fish. It’s during these kinds of moments in life where you realize how resilient you truly are. Whether you’ve had a good year or a rough one, please always remember to smile. Cheers to 2019 and to all my beautiful friends who continue to give me nothing but love and support on the regular. I couldn’t have gotten through this year without you all by my side. ❤️ #happynewyear https://www.instagram.com/p/BsEUYLvgWBh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6qqb83j0na1x

When you’re 5 minutes into being with your family on the holidays #merrychristmas #helpme (at Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/Br02Oj4A68F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m5436ddml5ob

These iPhone cameras are getting pretty good tbh . . . 📷: @deanwest ❤️ (at Rocky Sullivan's) https://www.instagram.com/p/Brvt6tQgmqX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16ffhpisdphwj

These iPhone cameras are getting pretty good tbh . . . 📷: @deanwest ❤️ (at Rocky Sullivan's) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvtiowgCLl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=77o57d2a3dmn

Thank you so much to everyone who came out to support me yesterday at the show, your presence means a lot to me and I really have the greatest of friends. And a special thank you to my right hand lady and ride or die who continues to warm my heart even after 15 years. 👯‍♀️ #bae (at Catch 22) https://www.instagram.com/p/BreTT5gAAt6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wh7tyiy5fqpp

My beautiful woman crush for life ✨🐱 #wcw #bellalunaforever #angelmush https://www.instagram.com/p/BrTbiAvAM_C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13mjy387bb6u9

Sis glow up ✨ (at Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq5tgW7g1Di/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mk7etu6fn0qb