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Disgusting. If Eren heard that internal monologue heâd be sporting a scowl akin to the one that surfaces each time said bara makes a bad joke (spoiler: theyâre all bad).
His eyes shift back up to her face while he slowly absorbs her words. He doesnât like what heâs hearing, of course. He canât take her down? The legion is dying? The latter heâd already come to terms with, at least. Half of the members are gone and the ones remaining have turned in their jackets. Erenâs hanging on by a thread, bound by a sense of duty and a drive to take down the titans with the only group heâs familiar with. Thereâs no army. He knows that. But thereâs a force, and there always will be.
"I⌠I know." He stares at the wall behind her. "I wonât blame myself for itâI know sheâs the only one to blame. If she didnât exist, I wouldnât have messed up in the first place.â Itâs skewed logic, and not quite what Hange was trying to say, but at least it makes sense in his own mind.
"But⌠I did take her down. Once." Voice a little spacey, he narrows his eyes, trying to catch onto the wandering memory. All at once, his eyes brighten and he straightens his posture. "I did! I managed to take her down, but thenâ!"
A heavy pit of dread settles in his gut. âThen⌠there was a crystal.â He closes his eyes in an attempt to envision it. âShe encased herself in a crystal that we couldnât break through.â Eyelids flutter back open. âDo you remember that?!â
Wow. Â Please don't hate on my jokes like that. Â You're kind of hurting my feelings, you inconsiderate douche. Â Maybe she was so proud of that internal dialogue, and you have to go and stomp on it--
To someone like Hange, the Legion's demise was obvious before the process had even started.  The mission was gone, no goal to unify them once more.  It had allowed the former soldiers to drift apart, unable to come together once more once the goal was in sight.  Frustrating.  The thought called for Hange to let out a sigh, before she shook her head.
"That's a better way to think about it, at least. Â To be honest, I wish everyone who could shift into a Titan was on our side, like you. Â Their goals are-- wait, what?!"
Her body jolted forward, and honestly, she looked like she was about to tackle Eren down. Â That look on his face is so familiar, he's remembering. Â He's the first to remember the outcome of the female Titan situation, and Hange would be the second. Â As he spoke, her eyes widened in realization, before she put her hands on Eren's shoulders.
"Eren! Â I know what you're talking about, I know!! Â We found her identity and... the plan, in Sina! Â The wall..." Â She looked like some sort of creep as she slunk away, holding her head in her hand as she recalled the events that put the Scouting Legion at risk. Â Holding Nick over the edge of the wall... Yes...
"I... I can't remember who she is. Â I remember being so frustrated over not being able to question her... yelling at a soldier in my squad when he tried to break open the crystal..." Â She drew in a sharp breath, before she finally looked at Eren again.
"We... We have to figure it out. Â Again. Â We'll use the same resources we did last time, we have to. Â We can capture her here, before she turns into crystal! Â We can avoid the same mistake, we... we can question her and find out what they want!!"












