think of me please

You found someone new and I'll never cross your mind again, and it's killing me

I figured out what love was when I met you, and now you’ve taught me that it’s just a synonym for heartbreak 

Crossing my fingers and closing my eyes. He said, "Sometimes you need to take a leap of faith." He is capable of hurting me and worse, deceiving me. I love him with all my heart but I still shake in fear of what he'll do to me.

It's 2:21pm and I love him so so much. I opened up to him and I think he's the person I trust the most. He tells me such sweet things. But he's in a relationship that he can't get out of yet. She's abusive and threatens to kill herself whenever he tries. He's stopped trying. I don't think that's the worst part. I don't feel as guilty about it as I think I should. That he tells me such sweet things, that I say such sweet things back.

I ran because that’s the only thing I’m good at but when I looked behind me you weren’t there. Its been years and I’m still running but now I’m running from the thought that you were never there to begin with.

i thought the things you told me were real, but now you’re saying them to someone else

the pain you inflicted hurt in the moment, but now it’s all I want

I face a lot of problems and facing you everyday just makes it even worse

I don't know how to be loved unless it hurts

I thought I was doing the right thing for both of us, but in the end I only broke my own heart

I have become painfully aware of my own mortality. And so I became aware of my isolated heart.

I now understand that when you said I couldn't save everybody, you meant I'd have to give up on saving myself