Training Of A Fucktoy

....some black dick in my mouth. Long, slow cock worship, licking and sucking his balls, followed by him backing me against a wall and being violently face fucked. Then being held down by his friends while they take turns raping my cunt. Filling me with cum, then scooping it out of my cunt and making me eat it.

Daddy and I are discussing his possible ownership of my pussy. More specifically, my pleasure.

For a long time, I wasn’t allowed to cum when I was with him. Now I can cum, but only when I’m sucking him off. And I have. I have had orgasms, of a sort, while my pussy is empty, untouched.

It’s not the same, though. And I really, REALLY love orgasms.

But Daddy and I are growing closer. And I want to please him. It would delight him to know that I will never cum again without his permission.

Im still poly, so all bets are off if I’m fucking someone else. Sadly, I seem to attract men who get seriously into that shit (right, @atlatone ?) so there aren’t any guarantees.

Just thinking about it I’m aroused. Knowing that he wants me to suffer for him, wants my cunt to be drooling and empty for him. Already my ‘blowjob orgasms’ mean that when I get really horny, I crave his cock in my mouth.

This may be a huge mistake. I should probably write the contract (he wants a title to my pussy, as the owner) for 90 days so we can reflect at that point. I also have to come up with punishments if I DO cum.

Hmm.

...is to be chained down and have a black owner let 5 or 6 of his friends run a train on my pussy and mouth. I want him to invite them over to rape his white fuckmeat. I want to hear one of them take a phone call and tell someone that he’s busy raping so-and-so’s white bitch. I want them to cheer each other on to use me harder and harder. I want them to ignore my begging them to stop because that’s not my safeword. I want them to fill my cunt with cum and cum on my face as well. I want them to scare me by making plans to sell my pussy out of the back of a van or in the men’s room of a seedy bar. Tell me over and over that I’m only for black men now and I’m to offer my fuckholes to any black man who tries. Put my temporary queen of spades tattoo on my ankle and make me go into a gas station in a sketchy part of town. If any men follow me out, bend me over into the trunk and lift up my skirt. Pimp me out.

It’s almost midnight and we’re in your car. The windows are down and we’re in an area where I am noticeably the only white woman, particularly a middle-aged one. I’m in the passenger seat with a cheap animal print shirt on. My skirt is inappropriately short and since im not wearing panties, the jeweled assplug will show if I bend over.

It’s Atlanta in August but we keep the windows down because you enjoy humiliating me. Any time we’re at a stoplight and a man looks our way, you reach over casually and start squeezing my tits. Flicking my nipple. You’re looking for something but until you find it, you enjoy treating me like fuckmeat.

Finally we pull into a sketchy looking gas station. Under the glaring lights, you tell me to tilt my seat back. Once I’ve done that, you get out and start to pump the gas. A group of black men are looking over and you lean in to tell me to put on my blindfold. I do, and the men start paying more attention. You lean in and rearrange my shirt so that my bare breasts are completely displayed. You resume pumping the gas.

You indicate with a nod of your head that they can come closer, and when they do, you tell them that they can go ahead and play with your whore’s tits. There’s a brief pause before one reaches forward tentatively and then the rest follow. They are mauling my tits under the fluorescent lights. You soon finish up and you have a decision to make: are they ready for this? Are they alpha enough to use my fuckholes, to demand that I suck them clean after they drop a load in my cunt, while also letting you be in charge? Or do you stop it there and drive away?

Or do you compromise and drive around to the darkened back of the gas station and let them jack off onto my face and tits while you taunt me about what a desperate, cum-hungry cunt I am? Do you order me to suck you all off, while you brag to them that owning your own white fucktoy is the only way to go, that you’re going to start offering my pussy up bareback for $20 a load?