forestfolke

I do not have 5 favorites at present because I have only been obsessively listening to one band. Recommending Jordan: The Comeback by Prefab Sprout to all onlookers.

Ah, my floor...

Thanks. Smiling a bit at the resurgence of interest in this ship lately. I still love characters whose relationships are ambiguous, kind of distressing, and fail to be anything in particular.

I was writing another one recently.

Thank you. I don't know. Kind of, sometimes. I had been drawing them a couple days before you sent this ask and I was hoping perhaps those drawings would turn out by now but haven't yet, so... Well, here's a redraw I did a while ago of the first picture I drew of them together.

i'm really sorry to hear how things have been, it's deeply unfair that you're having to deal with this. i hope things change for the better!

despite that thing i said, please don't feel compelled to use this blog, or this site, if it doesn't make you happy! but don't be afraid to reach out to folks you trust either! i'm sure you don't need me to tell you any of this of course, but. i just would like to say something possibly helpful, even if obvious.

i wish you all the best for the future! (if you don't wanna post/reply to this for any reason that's totally fine)

Hi, it's alright. I'm sorry to have used you as a scapegoat. I'm so paranoid but at the same time I'd love to receive your kind messages in good faith, which makes things difficult. ^^' The clarification puts me at ease, though. Thank you. I really do appreciate you sending positive thoughts my way. It's so nice.

Thanks for caring about me, Anon. I'm trying not to view your message as something frightening seeing as I turned asks back on the other day and I've been doing a poor job at not liking posts, thus I invited the attention, and should not be as scared of it as I am.

I don't think things have been going well. I don't particularly think they ever were.

I think about starting a new account often, because I don't want to use this one anymore, but I doubt I could make that go well either. I miss when I could tolerate it, because I miss being around people.

I'm really unwell and I'm not able to get help for it so I've been trying to isolate myself so that I don't infect others. I guess this also serves as an explanation to any of my friends who see this as to why I am so cagey when it comes to art or talking in general. Something horrible occurs during the process of Creation > Communication > Interpretation and it has become one of the most abhorrent and painful concepts in my life. This is an evil website where evil things are conveyed to me. You specifically probably aren't trying to do something bad to me but I don't know because this is the lens that I see everything through.

I kind of want to elaborate on why I think the way I do now but I don't want to invite bad things. 🧿 My useless emoji, lol.

I hope you're doing well, too.

I still post drawings and occasionally diary entries on my website if anyone wants to pay a visit. https://forestfolke.neocities.org/