Crying to sleep is becoming a regular thing

I have no idea why I am an absolute psychopath I just am

not even surprised at this point tbh

I’ve successfully ruined most of my relationships and my hair so many times and I just keep doing it

Hm ya I don’t think I can do my fave drugs anymore :/

I did actually love you.

Wanna leave wanna go wanna dieee

Maybe I’ll be happy again soon

Crazy how much I wanna kms.

Want to die now thx

Hope I get hit by a ffucking car

Why in the fuck am I even alive

Cannot spend time on the internet today. It’s getting bad again. I’ve been trying to force myself to write because I think I need to get it out.

Need to make myself look pretty tomorrow bc Im at an all time high self loathing and I don’t know what else to do and that actually makes me hate myself more