Babygirl

sometimes i feel alone because i see most people hanging out with others on social media and having fun and laughing and then there’s just me sitting at home doing nothing because no one wants to be around me, facetime, or just hang out. no matter how many people i ask, every single last one it just doesn’t work out. some people just rather hang out with their boyfriends then their so called friends. then there’s some who always shoots you down but you don’t know the reason why but later on you figure out they’ve been lying to your face this whole time. it makes me cry and feel sad because i have between 1-3 friends and none of them can hang out with me or they never ask me too. If they cant hang out that’s fine too, i just wish i would be the first person you ask to hang out before hanging out with someone else. i tried making new friends and it’s hard because everyone at my school is either too popular, too quiet, or ghetto. online friends is hard becsuse you either deal with trolls or they are pedophiles. i have always felt alone because i don’t have any siblings, there’s no one around my neighbourhood that’s my age, and on top of that there’s no one to tell my feelings too. i’m always the one to text people first because if i didn’t then no one would text me at all. when people do text me it’s only if they have a question or they need something from me. it sucks so much because no matter how many times i tell this story people don’t actually care they just want to reply.