receipts on an abuser

4.5.16 - literally telling me he doesnt want a romantic relationship with me

4.9.16 - huge guilt trip for dating someone and not telling him straight away & tried to coerce me into abusing him. he ended up cutting me off when i started biting back

4.11.16

4.11.16 - threats & interrogation from an “alter”

4.11.16 - fake apology after a fake alter interrogated me over my feelings on him and threatened me

4.12.16 - guilt tripping by another “alter” into making me feel bad for not having romantic feelings for someone jesus fucking christ. also, the last screencap is literally me describing having to walk on eggshells because i dont know what’ll set him off, wtf @ my past self for not telling them off? 

i was afraid and uncomfortable and didnt want to tell him, initially, that i didnt feel for him and then was called a traitor for getting together with a longtime crush 

4.18.16 

4.18.16 - pressuring me to post pda when i dont want to, which in hindsight seems possessive now

4.18.16 

4.19.16 - shitty qpp is shitty, no surprise, i tell him im worried about a friend attempting suicide , he proceeds to make it about him

4.19.16 - 1. this is petty 2. guilt tripped for having anxiety and being nervous in 1 on 1 calls? and with reason considering he’s abusive?

also calling her slurs when shes not interested

4.24.16 - me telling him about a friends romantic advances on me somehow turns into... a weird manipulation attempt @ getting me to “stay” 

4.25.16 - “caught” jay playing video games with someone he had cut off for “abusing” him prior to the conversation, continued to drill her when she said she wasn’t aware of what caelin had “done” (he essentially called caelin abusive for depending on him) instead of educating her

4.25.16 - cant speak my opinion about feeling positively towards someone he dislikes due to threat of being blocked