iβm so fucking anxious
a bunch of people on my partnerβs team got fired/are getting fired today & we donβt know if they will be one of them.
after kicking their ex out theyβve barely been getting by as it is. & i canβt afford to support both of us even making βgood moneyβ bc the economy here is getting worse every day. i literally make 5x more than they do & iβm still struggling.
iβm really angry at myself for not ever actually starting my stationery shop bc i already needed extra income before this potential termination.
we want to move later this year & need several thousand dollars for deposit money. i have so much debt iβm trying to pay off, i need dental surgery, my partner wants top surgery. i have already been crunching numbers for months trying to make all of that work as it is.
uggggghhhhhh send hugs or ideas pls π















