Blue Skies And Goodbyes

My partner doesn’t care that I’m minutes away from kms so I guess I should just do it

I’m sad cause our anniversary is in a day but I know nothing special has been planned by my partner. I’m the only one who celebrates what we have so that kinda sucks.

U ever wanna so cute shit in your kitchen but then remember u got roaches 😂 GOTTA BLAST

I haven’t master debated in a long time so you could definitely say I’m depressed… :/

Going to put me first always because you consistently show hope little I mean to you.

I can’t believe I’m at this point in my life. Again. Lol oh well. Maybe I’ll off myself this time.

I’m having an anxiety attack about wanting to do what I want because my boyfriend always throws a fit about leaving the house when I want to do something.

Why do I have to do so much for my partner and he doesn’t have to do anything for me? I asked to go to the gym last night and he threw a fit. Anytime I want to do something, we don’t fucking do it. But anytime he needs me to go somewhere I’m there. I’m done man I’m just done. I’m not doing it anymore.

Ready to die lol

I hate the days when I want to kill my self so bad and then I remember I have bills to pay. Like why. Why do I exist. Why must I live this life.