SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY...

today ive felt alone, but not in the pity me type of way. Ive felt like its only me so i should only worry about that. Idk. Ive been really nostalgic lately. I think about a lot of past situations. Idk what to make of it. I should look forward to the future but i guess sometimes the past looks better than whats yet to come. I wouldnt say im sad, ive felt sad before and this is certainly not the feeling but i think about what couldve been. Idk. I wish things were going better with my situation sadly its just whatever. Im happy but for how long. It doesn’t matter i guess im used to the feeling of being alone. I should be used to it. I miss typing on here but i guess i only come back when im not feeling my best. In a year i hope to be in a much much better position. I know it will happen

God. Im so horny

you know? I normally make sad or sappy post today may actually be my first angry post. I hate the way you address my family i get that you might not like them but lets be clear theyre still my family. I hate that tone you got with them. Honestly I can’t wait for that shit to be over with you because you really been a bitxh. I dont like this hating ass energy you got. Shit is sick.

Im the problem

Is it me...have i been the problem all along?

here i am again thinking of the same thing all over again. get me out of here before you leave

another moment in my life where im eternally grateful to have you. you build me up more than I could imagine. Im so grateful for you. Thank you baby. Thank you for being by my side. You complete me.

Life is incredible with you. You make me want to continue to experience it.

things are looking good and im very grateful for that. I really like how my relationship is going and honestly this feeling i have is so unusual but in a great way. I finally feel like i have a partner that tries to understand me. we have our little back and forths but ultimately things get resolved and im very happy about that. going thru my finals week i wish we would’ve been living together to get some of her support but talking to her and having her thru this time was still good. Im gonna miss her for the holidays but im very hopeful there will be plenty more.

Very stressful times but extremely happy to have my girlfriend by my side. Definitely grateful for her.

you really are purely a circumstantial friend, it’s sad. Honestly, I thought you’d be better than that. It is true when they say that the people that leave your life are usually doing you a favor. I hope that all of you that decided to leave me and turn your back on me when shit got rough find the happiness that you are seeking

I always write when im sad about my situations I figured id change that for today. Im decent i cant complain. Things are looking good for us. We had a cute little picnic date in my bed bc it was raining, watched a good documentary and had some real magical sex. It really is mind boggling how good we are at fucking. Im talking about round after round after round, I didn’t think shit would be possible but here we are always some real intimate pleasure shit. It dont get better than this