Nyrvie

"To have someone to talk to would be my biggest need right now. I'm not a loner, by standards I am not, but yet I am lonely. I have enough friends, and yet I have no one to talk to. All the conversations I want will be stuck in my head because no matter how much I commit to it or talked about it to anyone they usually don't reply after hours or days or even weeks— by then the excitement I had is long gone, and a bone of loneliness was left. It will never change. No matter how much friends I made or how many of them vowed to not be like the others, the outcome will remain the same. It's not their fault. They have actual lives and studies and problems to attend to, while I have nothing but them."