Ellie

5 notes* and i let them out

You have some purpose ✨

(please don't reblog spam too much)

5 notes: shave my face ✅

10 notes: wear panties to school ✅

15 notes: wear lipstick

20 notes: open asks to body writing and post it (either here or on reddit): send me stuff!!

25 notes: nair my pussy

30 notes: not wear a sports bra or binder to school

35 notes: wear panties to school again

40 notes: let people send me whatever they want me to write as if i said it (like being told to post ''i love my girly tits 💖💖" and having to post it without saying i was made to)

45 notes: paint my nails w a transparent glitter nailpolish

50 notes: not wear underwear to school

55 notes: hump the toilet

60 notes: sleep with my dildo in my pussy

65 notes: nair my pussy, happy trail and ass (or at least try lol)

70 notes: edge in a public bathroom

75 notes: go try on skirts

80 notes: wear my pushup bra to school

85 notes: wear my fakeboy boxers to school/in public (cut up boxers)

90 notes: leave my wet panties in a men's public bathroom

95 notes: no underwear to school

100 notes: buy a butplug

105 notes: nothing under tight tee to school

110 notes: post on a cis nsfw subreddit? (which one?)

115 notes: train myself to keep the butplug in as long as possible

120 notes: thrift a skirt

125 notes: fakeboy boxers again

130 notes: paint nails black

135 notes: nair pussy

140 notes: post upskirt w no panties

145 notes:

150 notes: make a motherless account

stretch goals:

200: buy a vibe i can comfortably keep in me

300: change my pronouns to they/them on my real social medias

400: post a video fucking myself

500: give away my binder to a real trans man

600: make a grindr

more?

(not making repeatable ones cus that's overwhelming tbh) - keep me accountable tho ^^

editing it to make pink the goals i've met, green check mark when i've done them!

it starts as a kink but eventually it always becomes real. detransition is the only thing that turns me on anymore.

For some of you this really is just a kink, but for some of you it's a very real glimpse at your future.

But it's probably okay right? It's probably still just a kink right? Just keep rubbing 💕 you're probably not one of those ones.

Your womb knows best!

If the social media algorithms are serving you videos of babies and the pregnant mothers that bring them into the world and your womb starts aching with emptiness, it's trying to tell you something!

You're looking at those women with jealousy! You want to feel your breasts get heavy and full with milk, marked with veins and stretch marks and capped with widened and darkened areolas and nipples meant for feeding!

You want the widened hips, padded with the softness of motherhood and fueled by food cravings. You want to waddle like them, jiggle like them, exude motherhood like them.

But most of all, you want their bellies. You want that domed middle, rounded out, stretched so far that the skin seems to shine in the light. Bellybutton? What bellybutton? Nothing but smoothed out skin, a whole section to your body devoted to nurturing the new life inside you.

While twins or triplets would get you the size you hunger for, the kind of size that tells everyone around you that you're a good slut who surrendered their body to a load of cum, having a child inside you is the most important thing. Watching as they grow inside you and your body grows around it and you're completely helpless to stop it.

Listen to your instincts.

Listen to your womb.