Flower Crowns And I Mix

“Blossom smiling for the camera.”

eliott wrote this story (and i think a lot of people who write fics or something like that can agree that we often channel our own feelings , emotions and dreams into our writing ) . so , what that means is that polaris is literally the definition of love and romance for eliott . it’s what he wants , it’s what he dreams of , it’s what he wishes would happen , but also thinks never will , because things you dream of never happen - not like that , not with him .

and then he brings lucas to this place , the place that partly inspired polaris too , his favorite place in the city . and he doesn’t bring him there with the intention to fullful that perfect romantic dream of his , because he doesn’t know that lucas knows about polaris and it just seems too much like wishful thinking to actually think it would happen . he doesn’t fully realize it’s happening even when he’s already standing in the rain .

but then lucas reaches out to him , just like in eliott’s most desirable fantasy , and suddenly he understands and knows and gods … this boy , this boy he met that he likes so much goes ahead and just … brings his ideal of romance and love to life , just like that . by reaching out to him and kissing him like there’s no tomorrow , and eliott just can’t believe it happened .