@artrocities-fr @yoxboxx @diamondpuppers @olive-stripe @thefailingthief @triifox @gatorgnash
Hey itâs me, the op, your friendly neighborhood Spider-Man Loblolly. Now from this Iâm sure youâre all convinced of what a terrible person I am. And if thatâs the case, I probably wonât be able to change your minds, but I would still like to clear up a few things.Â
I have, lets call it a condition, that sometimes really makes me come off as an asshole with zero social skills. Something Iâm really working on, but sometimes stuff like this slips through the cracks. And what tends to happen is Iâm too honest about what Iâm thinking, without awareness for if its rude or not. And without really even thinking to just not say anything at all. Plus sometimes balking at rules simply because theyâre rules. But after a little I tend to realize my mistake one way or another, and delete the comment. Which is what happened in this situation.Â
An excuse? Not at all, simply an explanation. I donât think people have to like the things I like, or like me, and in the end I donât even join group chats anyways due to my tendency towards oversharing. So none of you need fear running into me. Â
Honestly you can all think whatever you want about me, I just really hope you donât think that because people have an interest in horror that you can somehow tell theyâre 100% a terrible person from just that.Â
My gf introduced me to horror, and sheâs the best person Iâve ever known. Thatâs the only part about all this that really upsets me is dragging her into this as if sheâs some sort of accomplice to something awful. The whole truth about the ping list is I am genuinely clumsy with pings and coding and didnât want to accidentally ping the wrong people. So she was sweet as usual, and did it for me.Â
So please donât let how you view me, affect how you see her. Because sheâs amazing, makes awesome art, and is always really helpful to anyone who needs it. Plus sheâs funny as hell.Â
Bottom line is, Iâm sorry, and thanks for giving this a read. Â