i have fucking covid and the only thing im upset about ishow i might not be able to see you for your birthday. i’m hoping i’ll test negative this weekend.im hoping you’ll want me there.

unconditionally in love with you

i love you and i will always love you and i will go into the unknown future with you nothing needs to be hard we just need to share our lives together and grow

everything! is going to be okay. we’ll learn and grow together, it’s a heart warming feeling to know how i think and feel is reciprocated in this. it will all fall into place.

i’m stupid fucking hopelessly in love i care so much and love so unconditionally for him and i can’t even get the fucking response and respect i deserve ive been so fucking understanding and patient and waiting and hoping and loving and i feel so fucking rejected i can’t believe i’ve actually considered marriage for the first time in my entire life and it just feels like i’m holding onto something that they don’t even fucking want i feel like a fool and a burden and annoying why can’t i stop thinking about this constantly i need a break from life yet i’ll still 100099% be here if he did truly mean what he’s said because i still believe it and he still wants this when he’s ready lmao but i don’t think it’s happening everyone thinks i’m fooling myself