Hi, we're plural, and usually sign off with name. if you have any questions feel free to send us an ask.
every alter is comfortable with he/him last time I checked, so you can use those pronouns if you don't remember or the alter isn't listed (of course you can also ask, but we can't reliably get contact with every alter). the system has a complex relationship to gender, but is mostly masculine.
we identify as a traumagenic system. we are somewhat recently discovered and have struggled a lot with denial. we are self-diagnosed as a system but professionally recognized as having dissociation
edit: ok so I probably also do fairly normal switches.
some identities/parts/alters:
Rowan
they/them
signs off: -rwn
labels: lithplatonic, aroace, romance indifferent, sex repulsed
Blade
he/she/fire
signs off: -blade
favorite song: Robert frost by mal blum
labels: firegender, aroallo
gray as coal
dark/dark/darks/darks/darkself
alternate version: drk/drk/drks/drks/drkslf
signs off: -coal
labels: aroace
linkard / Ink
he/lemon
type: group that often blends, sometimes we consider ourselves as separate, sometimes not
signs off as: -nk
labels: romance repulsed, sex favorable
Roxanne / Alexandra / Alexander
they/them unless otherwise specified
signs off as: -xn
labels: aroace
Fray:
he/him
labels: alloplatonic, fraysexual
nameless 1
ray/rays/rayself
signs off as: -blnk
labels: asexual
lilly
she/her, (he/him ok)
signs off: lilly
in-sys age: 14 (younger than the rest)
labels: n/a
Other identies (just the collective for everyone else)
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the real system feel is the "I'm trapped in my own body". feeling like someone else is controlling your body's movements and activities is fine when you don't have any strong opinions, but I notice how it sucks and still happens when I do
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I think we switched again cause I forgot what a previous fronter wrote in notes. We just ignored it huh. I wasn't really aware until someone else brought it up.
At least we're writing and some alters are communicating. hopefully it gets better not worse. we didn't do anything really bad, but we did let said alter down.
one of the most obvious signs of a switch now seems to be inexplicably wanting to change our clothes. like we didn't spill anything, we aren't going anywhere, but the main fronting alter really want to change clothes
the "having different wants and needs" part of being different alters is still so confusing to me. as a system we really need to get better at that. it's difficult to find where to compromise, but I'm trying to let each alter get a wish fulfilled at least once a week. It's worst when our wishes are directly conflicting, but I hope the current approach works.
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