Name's Jay, pronouns he/him. You might also know me as Meridok or Ganymeme (on AO3). Personal + fannish blog. See my pinned post for details & tagging. White Canadian trying to be anti-racist & anti-fascist & stand in solidarity w Indigenous ppl, #LandBack, the personal is political. Sidebar image art by @annaleigh
I actually don't remember if I updated Tumblr or not... but I had to put my cat, Batgirl, to sleep a few weeks ago when she went into sudden kidney failure. (She was 18 years old, so not exactly a surprise.)
(you may remember a version of this post with a paypal link. Removed, because I am absurdly blessed in who I have as friends. <3)
Have a pic of Girlie napping in the sun, on one of her last good days:
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please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
• infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
• youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
• only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
• manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
• journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
• even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
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We need to lay more blame for "Kids don't know how computers work" at the feet of the people responsible: Google.
Google set out about a decade ago to push their (relatively unpopular) chromebooks by supplying them below-cost to schools for students, explicitly marketing them as being easy to restrict to certain activities, and in the offing, kids have now grown up in walled gardens, on glorified tablets that are designed to monetize and restrict every movement to maximize profit for one of the biggest companies in the world.
Tech literacy didn't mysteriously vanish, it was fucking murdered for profit.
happy pride! remember that being transgender is everything but fiction. there are so many real historical figures from every century about whose transgender identities we aren't even aware of
on this picture i drew Alexandr Andreevich Alexandrov - cavalry officer of the russian imperial army that participated in napoleonic wars. people persistently keep on misgendering mispronounsing deadnaming and calling him a crossdresser although alexandrov clearly stated that he didn't want to be called by his deadname and being treated like anything but a man. that's an interesting historical figure and i wanted to draw attention to his person. i can't tell everything about him in only one post so i recomend you to read about alexandrov by yourself
also be proud of yourself and remember that you're valid! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
idk i would personally rather give up access to certain products seasonally or locally than have people enslaved to give me the ability to have any product any place any time. i think i can go without tomatoes in january.
one time I went over to a friend's house and their housemate was making paper in the living room, and we saw this big tub full of water they were using to dissolve old scrap paper into a slurry, and everyone was immediately like "oh, you need scrap paper?" and started turning out their jacket pockets and producing expired coupons and bus tickets and crumpled receipts and old shopping lists and whatever else they'd been carrying round with them for no good reason, and passing it all to the paper-making housemate to make sure it was suitable before it got torn up and dropped into the tub, while people took turns stirring the slurry with a big wooden stick. it was strangely ritualistic, like presenting an offering to some kind of temple elder for inspection before placing it in a watery shrine to be devoured and reformed. pulp for the pulp god.
Transmasc & Nonbinary Health & Wellbeing (2022 USTS)
Here's some data from the 2022 United States Trans Survey Health & Wellbeing Report relevant to trans men & nonbinary people assigned female. This is the study's way of dividing the data, not mine. I included race & disability where they also provided that data. This is just the data relevant to transmascs that I found in a cursory look-through, I recommend people go to the actual report to see the data for themselves.
Trans men (32%) and nonbinary individuals assigned female at birth (AFAB) (24%) were the most likely to avoid care due to mistreatment concerns. American Indian/Alaska Native respondents (32%) and Middle Eastern/North African respondents (37%) reported the highest shares of avoiding care.
Nonbinary AFAB people and trans men reported the greatest proportions of negative experiences with healthcare providers (55% and 53%, respectively). Respondents with disabilities also had higher rates of negative experiences, compared to those without a disability (58% vs. 41%, respectively).
Among gender categories, trans men and AFAB nonbinary individuals showed the poorest self-reported health (64% and 58%, respectively).
Trans men and AFAB nonbinary people show the highest burden with 31% and 34%, respectively, reporting that they did not see a healthcare provider because of cost. Cost was disproportionately a prohibitive factor for Multiracial (34%), American Indians/Alaska Native (33%), and Latine respondents (32%).
In 2022, AFAB nonbinary respondents and trans men faced the highest shares of hormone therapy denials at 14% and 13%, respectively. Trans women (21%) and trans men (19%) reported the highest shares of transition-related surgery denials.
While transgender men and AFAB nonbinary individuals often seek similar forms of care, nonbinary individuals experience a larger gap between desiring a procedure and receiving it, possibly due to systemic barriers or variations in how medical providers approach nonbinary transition-related care.
Methodology:
"The 2022 USTS was accessible exclusively through the USTS website (USTransSurvey.org) and was hosted on Qualtrics. Data collection occurred from October 19 to December 5, 2022. The 2022 USTS sample includes 84,170 adults (18+) and 8,159 youth aged 16 and 17, for a total sample 92,329 transgender identifying individuals from all 50 states, the District of Columbia, five U.S. territories, and overseas military bases. In this report, we limit analyses to adult respondents only. [...]
Key characteristics of 2022 USTS adult respondents include:
Gender: Thirty-eight percent (38%) of respondents identified as nonbinary, 35% as a transgender woman, 25% as a transgender man, and 2% identified as a crossdresser.
Intersex Status: Five percent (5%) of respondents reported they were born with a variation in physical sex characteristics or had an intersex variation or Difference in Sex Development. Seventy-two percent (72%) reported they were not, and 23% reported that they did not know.
Race: One percent (1%) of respondents identified as American Indian or Alaska Native, 7% as Asian/Asian American or Native Hawaiian/Pacific Islander, 8% as Black or African American, 14% as Latino(a)(x)(e)/Hispanic, less than 1% as Middle Eastern or North African, 56% as white or European American, and 13% identified as two or more races. Less than 1% identified as “a racial or ethnic identity no listed above.”
Age: Forty-three percent (43%) of respondents were age 18 to 24, 6% were age 25 to 44, 9% were age 45 to 54, 6% were age 55 to 64, and 7% were over the age of 65.
Educational Attainment: Thirty-five percent (25%) of respondents had completed high school or obtained a GED, 26% had completed some college, 13% had not completed high school, 11% had a bachelor’s degree, 7% had an associate’s degree, and 7% had a master’s degree or higher.
Geographic Location: USTS respondents resided in all fifty states, the District of Columbia, American Samoa, Guam, the Northern Mariana Islands, Puerto Rico, the U.S. Virgin Islands, and U.S. military bases overseas. Based on U.S. Census Bureau regions, 41% resided in the South, 23% in the West, 19% in the Northeast, and 17% in the Midwest."
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Shit I didn't know all of that about scientology, I thought it was just a cult rich people in US join to have tax write offs (buy making "donations" to the church, lowering the tax they owe) and have a private place that has "religious protections" that allow them freedoms that other spaces wouldn't. Didn't know the members actually believed in the religion, I assumed it was all a front. So I did support the raids under the idea it was just fucking with the rich.
I'm glad I helped you learn a bit more about it!
I highly suggest anyone who wants to understand Scientology better watch the documentary "Going Clear." Its on HBO but I'm sure it can be found pirated in other places. Its based on a book by the same name and goes into the history of Scientology, its beliefs, and exactly how it abuses its members.
It has a lot of rich people in it because it was built pretty nakedly by the founder to be a source of tax-free money for him personally, and he targeted Hollywood elites for that reason. But it preys on plenty of regular people, and its central practice (auditing) functions for many people in a way similar to talk therapy, which is why a lot of people got in it in the first place; they felt it genuinely helped them, and that the church as a whole was dedicated to helping the world.
Actually, great news, Going Clear is free on Youtube with ads (and with good captions)!
Again I sincerely recommend people watch this film if they have the time/are in the right headspace. It includes accounts of emotional and physical abuse (both domestic abuse and high control group abuse), severe neglect of an infant, forced labor under horrific conditions, and the kind of manipulative behavior you would expect from a cult.
But I think it is really important that people hear about Scientology, not in the "kooky rich people religion" context, but from the actual victims who believed in it and who were horrifically hurt by it.
it is my experience that people with dermal implants and eyeball tattoos and 34 visible piercings are the sweetest people you'll ever meet and will cry if they see a pigeon with a broken wing. it is also my experience that clean-cut people in polo shirts with perfect smiles will vote against your rights and say the most disgusting things imaginable once they think you're out of earshot.
So I 100% agree with the sentiment here but... there's a principle behind it that I think is more important than any specific Subculture Signifier. Making it about the Subculture Signifiers can wind up twigging people out when they don't need to be twigged out.
There's nothing wrong with wearing polos. Or keeping your house clean. Or shaving, or 'politeness', or whatever. But.
... A very important test of someone's character is how they deal with things that Society (TM) in general, and their social circle in particular, thinks are Not Okay. If society says it's Not Okay to be gay, are you capable of being decent to gay people? If society says you Have to like drinking, and you can't stand the taste or effects of alcohol, are you gonna let people pressure you into drinking anyway, to get along with others? If your social circle says that it's Not Okay to listen to certain music, are you going to listen to that music anyway? If your social circle says that people with Political View A are all evil bastards, are you able to be decent to someone with Political View A? (Or someone with Political View C or Religion Q that vaguely looks like Political View A, if you squint?) Things like that.
If you see someone who has stripped their life of anything that society disapproves of, that's not a great sign. If you see someone who has stripped their life of anything their social circle disapproves of, even if they're alt and anti-government, that's also a bad sign.
You need to have something in your life that is yours, that is not dictated by someone outside you, that no one is going to take away from you. You need to have some part of your life that you will defend and hold onto, even if everyone else is telling you that it's wrong. Even if everyone you know thinks you're dangerously bad and stupid for it.
Because if you don't have that, if there is nothing that you will face god and walk backwards into hell for, if there is nothing that you know is right and good regardless of what anyone else says... that is when you turn into Polo Guy from the OP. It has nothing to do with whether you like normie bullshit and fold your underwear- there's plenty of punks and goths and metalheads who don't have it, and there's plenty of people who look like your mom who do.
Even in a post-capitalist, post-consumerist world, you still need to produce goods, as a result of this, you need factories because it is more effective to have a few people making a lot of clothes in a factory than every woman being forced to sit down and spin wool all day.
Some excellent comments here. The problem isn’t the factories that make manufacturing more efficient, it’s that the people working there often have poor working conditions, are only there because they have no better options, and don’t get any real benefit out of their employers’ success. Fix that, and we can absolutely keep the freedom that comes from having people specialise in specific skills, instead of having to do everything needed for individual survival ourselves
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