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welcome to my blog, I like to post all my interesting thoughts and miscellaneous bits of writing here.

Like a selfish child, I want only what I know I cannot have.

Let me love you forever— fully and wholly, for there is no other way i can love if not with every fibre of my being. Entwined in you, growing like moss.

i am sick—ill with worry—for i fear even my greatest love hath forsaken me.

To be seen is one thing, to be known is something else entirely. To be known is one of the most terrifyingly vulnerable states a person can be in, yet it is also the most rewarding and beautiful.

together we dance alone in this world, content and unbothered.

the past will always be more romantic than the present but the present will always be more real than the past.

i wish i could say i wrote for you, but i rarely write for you.

even though it’s over i’ll still treasure everything you said to me like fragments of glass from something that broke long ago.

the jealousy eats me alive

I’m like a bird in a cage of my own disparity.

The silence hurts more than your words ever could,

Am I a good dog? or is it just that I bite my tongue when you step on my tail.

A Comfortable State of Suffering.