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Its okay to take breaks from regression.

I have to remind myself a bunch about this. Right now i have taken a break from age dreaming (fuzzy but use that term more with age(d)re stuff)

I have been taught from a young bio kid age that i have to be the one that comforts myself and others. Not only this but to be independent and not asking for help, even when i should. Plus a bunch of trauma which is why i have stopped age dreaming. It became "negative" and honestly unhealthy for me to do. In my journey with therapy and healing my inner child i would end up in these depressive fit states where i would become a small child again (age dreaming wise) and go back mentally to those negative thoughts when i was a bio teen/kid. It wasnt okay for me to do so. I went back to the actions and words i would use when i was that age (again very blurred).. As i have learned more about myself the more i have realized that i do need to heal my inner child, be it regression or not, but i shouldnt end up in harmful states that make me think my progress isnt actually occuring.

Disclaimer: this is not everyones case but my own!

I will try to be more aware of my agedre state and have asked a friend (or two) to maybe assist in this redirection of my age dreaming journey.

This is to share if anyone else has ever felt this way or might feel their regression is becoming something they didnt anticipate it to be. It happens, but what we do to combat this. Again, occasional trantrums and such are OKAY! It will happen. My case is that all of my dreaming state was super negative and wasnt helpful or healthy for ME.

To obtain this goal i am going to start small. Coloring here or there, moodboards when i feel like it. Using gear when i so please even if i dont feel "small" in any capacity.

I made a cakeee !!

life is soo amazing when u do what makes u happy !!

Pubpy board for anon

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