the show

evil One Direction: bitch you fuck up my world like nobody else

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

anyone else feeling the Effects lately. due to all the Things

LOL I just locked something away in my heart

my parasocial relationship is better and more ethical and less gauche and passé than yours

i just listened to the band for the first time since thursday morning when wmyb on the radio made me break down in a park on my way to work. i saw that post saying that you shouldn’t avoid listening to their music to the point of getting scared of it. so. i listened. and they are MY boys. every song brings back a memory, a feeling, a thought. the songs i thought would make me cry didn’t, some of the songs that used to make me smile made me sob. it’s an awful thing, to have what is most precious to you be connected to so much heartbreak. but it’s also the most beautiful thing to have something so precious. they will always be my band, my boys, my comfort. it just might be a bit different going forward.