things i left unsaid

Here you go again

I can't find any poetic words to describe how much i missed you, it just hurts.

You became so complacent knowing that i'm always around, always there for you, always understand you and that i love you. You are so selfish that you do not at least try to see and look at a different angle and know how, what I would feel and think. You know that your (lack of) actions and words would hurt and upset me yet you still continue to do the things I hate because my feelings doesn't matter. It never did. But here I am still talking to you, replying to your messages, making myself available for you, caring for you, loving you still and writing this frickin thing that you won't even get to read. Fuck. Fuck you.