I feel like God is trying to tell me that He is more present in my life than I realize.
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I feel like God is trying to tell me that He is more present in my life than I realize.

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September 18, 2020 10:23 AM
WOW life has changed lately. I totally crushed the interview, didnāt get the job. But I told the (now ex) boyfriend that I did get it...Ā I donāt know why I lied. I told him IĀ got it but iām not taking it. I guess I just wanted him to know that IĀ was really invested in our relationship and that I was ready to move for him. And he was ready to break up.Ā
IĀ know itās the right thing. I know weāre not supposed to be together, I just thought we owed it to ourselves and one another to give it a real, full-send try.Ā
So now Iām single and it really really hurts. Iām trying to stay optomistic about it, becuase I know that God has greater plans for me but this change is just really hard to get use to.Ā I feel like Iāve been annoying all my friends about it because I need people to talk to about this, to process this. Maybe I should seriously go to therapy.Ā
August 25, 2020 6:05 PM
WOW SO NERVOUS.Ā
Itās been a while since Iāve felt this nervous yet excited about something. IĀ ām incredibly anxious about this in-person job interview Iāve got on Friday. Iām praying it goes well but IĀ DEFINITELY need to brush up on some skills.Ā
First I have an hour-long interview and then Iāve got an hour-long assessment where I have to brush up/showcase my skills. Iām seriously so anxious. The assessment will consist of four parts:Ā
1. WritingĀ
2. Planning
3. Social MediaĀ
4. Graphic DesignĀ
IĀ need a course of action, a plan. Something that wil help me get to a point where I feel a bit more prepared than I do now. (Also, weāre allowed to bring our own laptops for the assessment and I use Google Docs with Grammarly so I hope thatās not cheating.)Ā
Also, IĀ need to pick an outfit, remember to take my glasses, chug a bottle of wine, and pray for several hours.Ā Ā
August 24, 2020
Good day! Great weekend. Iām thriving. It feels good to feel good again. I feel energized, alive, and ready to take on the world. IĀ want to bottle up this feeling and sell it.Ā I donāt really know what the change is but IĀ actually have the desire to do things and not just lay around and be mega lame. IĀ know the boyfriend likes me better when Iām in this up mood so hopefully IĀ can hang onto that. (Although, to be fair he still loves me and tries to make me feel better when Iām in my down moods too)
August 21, 2020 9:29 AM
Had the job interview this morning. It was weird. I feel like I couldāve done better but I think I need to accept that therās nothing else I can do now. Is this even something I want?Ā

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August 20, 2020 9:24 PM
Got a pretty exciting call today. Iāve got a job interview first thing tomorrow morning. I definitely need to brush up on my interview skills and Iām a little nervous. Praying everything goes well. I guess weāll see!
August 19, 2020 4:52 PM
Good day! Nothing especially special but I think itās really good that Iāve had some minor victories. Iāve taken the initiative (for once!!) to do things that I know make me happy.Ā I started the day with exercise, got some work done, did some laundry, and... well thatās pretty much it. But, itās a start.Ā IĀ think itās important to document the wins, no matter how small they are. Iām ready to stop focusing on the negative so constantly. Itās just annoying and thereās no happiness in it.Ā
August 18, 2020 3:27 PM
V confused about one of my jobs.Ā
The internal communication structure SUCKS.Ā
August 18, 2020 2:11 PM
Sitting at work in a chilly office but thankful to have a cozy sweatshirt.Ā
I donāt give him enough credit but my boyfriend is fantastic. The last time he came to visit, he brought me a whole buch of his sweatshirts/tshirts he was getting rid of so I could choose what I wanted before he donated them. Thatās the kind of thoughtfulness that I recognize as love.Ā
August 17, 2020 5:38 PM
Today started off not great. I was just trying to waste the day away and didnāt have a single thing planed. Spent the majority of the day feeling super sorry for myself and depressive. But now, Iāve gotten out of the house for a bit (only running errands but so what?) and Iām in a much better mood. I also got bojangles fries so that makes me happy.Ā

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Not Doing Great
I always thought I was a person who was good at being alone. That I hated being bored and IĀ would always find activity and fill my life with things that mattered. Well here we are, balls deep in quarantine and Iām worse off han ever. Iām constatnly overthinking everything and questioning all my decisions. Iām not doing anything that will actually benefit me or make me feel better and wehenver IĀ do, as soon as Iām done, IĀ bounce right back.Ā
Take this weekend, for example. IĀ had an amazing time going to the beach with some old college buds. It was an absolute blast and I truly love being arond them. But as soon as IĀ got home IĀ went right back to doing nothing, not being exctied about anything, super major depressive bullshit that I know IĀ am better than. And yet, here IĀ sit. Not making any changes and dwelling in my own sorrows with no actual cause for my negativity.Ā
Quarantine? More like ātime to pick up old hobbiesā
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Feb 15
February 15th is a day that I will never forget. Itās a day that is etched in my mind even more than my own birthday. February 15th is a day that I will always remember and a day that I will always be sure to schedule some time to reflect on how wonderful my life is. February 15th is a day that I used to hate but now, February 15th is a day that I celebrate.Ā
Because on February 15th, 2011, I was told I was going to die.Ā
Spoiler alert: Iām still alive.Ā
Iām beyond thankful for my sweet friends who make constantly make me smile.Ā

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Let me break down some of my bitterness rn...Ā
I went on a date with this guy the other day, nothing serious so thereās no reason to be upset. But, then I saw a video of him on snap making out with some random girl.Ā
Iām not saying thatās wrong of him, but, Iām definitely canceling the second date. Iām sorry, but Iām not interestedĀ in someone who just randomly hooks up with girls at bars.Ā
I feel like God is trying to tell me that He is more present in my life than I realize.