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He kissed my forehead before pulling back, his hands sliding away reluctantly, like letting go meant breaking a promise.
âYou wanna grab breakfast? Or coffee? You look like you need about a gallon of it.â
My instinct was to say yes â to cling to the noise, the people, the daylight. Anything that didnât look like my dorm room. But my throat felt like it was closing up. The thought of sitting still, pretending everything was fine, made my skin crawl.
âI justâneed to get my stuff from the room,â I said instead. âThen maybe.â
He nodded, but the crease between his brows didnât ease. âOkay. Iâll walk you back.â
I started to protest â but the word no caught somewhere in my chest and never made it out. The truth was, I didnât want to go back there alone. Not after what Iâd seen.
So I nodded.
We cut across the quad, sunlight finally spilling over the red brick buildings. It shouldâve felt warm, safe â but it didnât. The light looked thin, washed out. Like even the sun didnât want to linger here.
Randy was talking â something about film theory, his professorâs obsession with symbolism â but his voice felt far away. Every few seconds, I looked over my shoulder. Nothing but students rushing past, a couple of bikes clattering over pavement, the faint hum of the campus radio somewhere nearby.
Normal.
Totally normal.
Except it wasnât.
When we reached my dorm, I hesitated at the door. My hand hovered over the handle, the metal cold against my fingertips.
âYou sure you wanna go in?â Randy asked quietly.
I nodded again. âItâs fine.â
It wasnât.
The key stuck in the lock for half a second before turning, like the door didnât want to open. The air inside was colder than I remembered. Still. Like the room had been holding its breath too.
I stepped inside, every sound amplified â the soft creak of the hinge, the thud of my bag hitting the floor, Randyâs footsteps just behind me.
Nothing looked different. The blinds drawn, the lamp buzzing faintly.
But the smellâ
The faintest trace of something that didnât belong.
Cologne.
Not Randyâs.
Something sharp. Heavy. The kind that lingered after someone walked out of a room.
Randy noticed it too. âYou leave a window open?â
âNo.â My voice cracked on the word.
He frowned, stepping toward the bed. âHeyââ
And then he stopped.
So did I.
Because there, lying neatly on top of my pillow again, was another Polaroid.
Same angle. Same lighting.
Except this timeâ
I wasnât asleep.
I was sitting up.
Staring straight at the camera.
Eyes wide open.
And I didnât remember that picture being taken.
My breath hitched, the sound too loud in the stillness.
Randy picked up the photo, turning it toward the light. âWhat the hellââ
I snatched it from him before he could finish. My fingers shook as I flipped it over.
Something was written on the back in that same jagged handwriting.
âYou look better when youâre awake.â
Randy froze, his usual quick-fire sarcasm gone.
His mouth opened, closed, then opened again â but nothing came out.
He looked at me, really looked, like he was finally seeing what Iâd been feeling all along. The tremor in my hands. The dark circles under my eyes. The way I kept glancing over my shoulder like the walls might move.
âOkay,â he said finally, voice low, serious. âTell me what the hellâs going on.â
I shook my head, gripping the photo so tight the edge cut into my palm. âI donât know. I swear I donât know. He was here last night. He was in here, Randy.â
His eyes flicked to the door, to the locked window, then back to me. âWhat do you mean, âin hereâ?â
âI mean he took this while I was sleeping!â My voice cracked. I didnât care. âHeâs been in here more than once. He leaves notes. Photos. Heâhe took my bracelet.â
Randyâs jaw clenched. âThe one your dad gave you?â
I nodded.
He swore under his breath, pacing once before turning back to me. âYou shouldâve told me sooner.â
I laughed â sharp, hollow. âYeah? And what was I supposed to say, Randy? That someoneâs breaking into my room to watch me sleep? That they slide notes under my door in the middle of the night? You wouldâve thought I was losing it!â
âI wouldnât,â he said, quieter this time. âNot about this.â
The air between us felt heavier now.
He crossed the room, checking the window first. Locked. Then the closet. Empty.
He even dropped to his knees and checked under the bed.
Nothing.
When he stood again, he looked rattled. âYouâre moving in with me. Iâm not asking.â
âRandyââ
âI mean it.â His voice left no room for argument. âYouâre not staying here another night. Whoever this freak is, heâs not getting anywhere near you again.â
I wanted to argue, to tell him I wasnât running, that I wasnât going to let some faceless psycho control me.
But when I looked around the room â my room â I couldnât bring myself to lie.
Because I couldnât stay here.
Not after that photo.
Not after knowing how close heâd been.
âOkay,â I whispered.
Randyâs shoulders eased a fraction. He brushed a hand through his hair and let out a breath. âGood. Pack what you need. Weâll figure the rest out later.â
He moved to grab my bag, but the moment he bent downâ
Something crackled under his shoe.
We both froze.
He lifted his foot.
Another Polaroid.
This one face-down.
He slowly crouched, picked it up, and flipped it over.
It wasnât me this time.
It was us.
From just seconds ago.
Me standing in the middle of the room, Randy at my side, his arm half-extended toward me.
The angle was from the doorway.
Taken from inside.
Randyâs face went white. âThatâsââ
âImpossible,â I whispered.
But the fresh chemical smell of Polaroid film hung faintly in the air, sharp and undeniable.
And from somewhere down the hallâ
A soft, familiar laugh echoed.
Low. Mocking.
Male.
Randy dropped the photo, moving toward the door, but I caught his wrist.
âDonât,â I breathed. âThatâs what he wants.â
He looked back at me, torn between instinct and logic, fear and fury.
Outside, the laughter faded, replaced by silence.
But the damage was already done.
He was here.
Heâd been watching.
And now he knew we knew.
Randy slowly backed away from the door, every muscle tense. âGet your stuff,â he said. âWeâre leaving. Now.â
The prison didnât feel like the same place anymore.
The harsh, cold walls were still here, but they were softened nowâby gardens stretching along the yard, by childrenâs laughter echoing faintly from the cell blocks. For the first time in a long time, it almost felt like⌠life.
Almost.
I wiped the sweat from my forehead as I knelt in the dirt, pulling weeds from the tomato plants. Maggie worked a row over, her belly flat but her hand lingering there more often these days. Glenn hovered like he always did, pretending not to stare at her every five seconds.
Across the yard, Rick knelt beside a patch of beans, a faint smile on his face as he watched Carl talking with Patrick and Lizzie near the fence. Farming Rick was something I never thought Iâd see. A few months ago, he was a man held together by rage and grief. Now, he was⌠something else. Someone else.
Maybe we all were.
I felt him before I saw himâDaryl, his presence like a shadow at my back. He crouched down beside me without a word, pulling weeds like it was second nature.
âYou missed one,â he muttered, nodding toward a stubborn stalk.
I shot him a look, but there was no heat behind it. âThanks, farmer Dixon. You want a medal for spotting it?â
The corner of his mouth twitchedâhis version of a smile. âNah. Just donât want you slacking off.â
It was easy, these little jabs. Easier than talking about the night in the janitorâs closet. The kiss that still burned in the back of my mind every time he was close. We hadnât said a word about itânot once. But sometimes, when his hand brushed mine or when his eyes lingered too long, I wondered if he thought about it too.
Before I could say more, a shout went up near the fence.
Rick was already on his feet, running toward Carl. I followed Daryl right beside me, his crossbow slung over his shoulder.
The walkers were pressing against the fence again. Dozens of them. Their moans were low and hungry, a sound that never stopped chilling me to the bone no matter how long Iâd been hearing it.
âDamn it,â Daryl muttered, moving ahead of me to help reinforce the supports as they groaned under the weight.
This was the part that never changedâthe dead always pushing, always wanting. No matter how much we built, how safe we felt, it was never enough.
Later that day, when the sun dipped low, Daryl gathered a group for a supply runâGlenn, Sasha, Tyreese, Bob, Zach, and me. He didnât have to ask if I was coming. He just looked at me, and I nodded.
The Big Spot! The store wasnât far, but the world had a way of turning short trips into nightmares.
And it did.
The yard buzzed with nervous energy as we loaded up the truck. Runs were routine now, but they never felt safeânot really. One wrong move, one second too slow, and you didnât come back.
Daryl checked the crossbow slung over his shoulder and scanned the groupâGlenn, Sasha, Tyreese, Bob, Zach, and me.
âAll right,â he said, his voice carrying that steady calm that always settled the rest of us. âSame deal as always. Keep quiet, grab what we need, and donât get greedy.â
âCopy that,â Sasha muttered, adjusting her rifle.
I tossed my pack into the truck bed and glanced at Daryl. âHow greedy counts as greedy?â
He shot me a look that was all rough edges and hidden amusement. âDonât start.â
I smirked but didnât push it. Heâd been different since the closetâwarmer sometimes, sharper others. Like he was always on the edge of saying something but never did. Maybe I was too.
We hit the road. Zach sat in the back, grinning like this was a road trip instead of a supply run in the middle of the end of the world.
âSo,â he said, leaning forward between the seats, âanyone wanna take bets on what I find first? Big screen TV? Flat-screen maybe?â
Sasha snorted. âYeah, hook that up to what? The walkersâ entertainment system?â
He laughed like it was the funniest thing heâd heard all week. Part of me envied thatâstill being able to laugh like this world hadnât chewed us up and spit us out.
The Big Spot! looked quiet from the outside. Too quiet.
Daryl signaled for us to spread out once we were inside. Shelves still lined the aisles, dusty but full. It was the closest thing to a goldmine weâd seen in months.
âGrab what you can carry,â he said, voice low. âWater, canned goods, batteries. And keep your ears open.â
I stuck close to Sasha as we swept down an aisle. Bob drifted near the liquor shelves like a moth to a flame, fingers trailing along the glass.
Zach reappeared at my shoulder with a grin. âFind anything good?â
âNot yet,â I said, keeping my voice even. He seemed sweet, but sweet got people killed.
The first sound was faintâa groan, low and wet. My stomach turned cold.
âDaryl,â I called softly.
He looked up, following my gaze.
The ceiling.
It was moving.
Something shuffled above us, slow and heavy. Then another sound joined itâthe groan of metal under strain.
âOh, shit,â Bob muttered.
The ceiling gave way with a scream of tearing steel.
And then it all came down.
A helicopterârotting, rustedâcrashed through the roof in an explosion of dust and debris. Walkers rained down with it, bodies bursting against the floor like sacks of meat. The sound was deafeningâgunfire, groans, screams.
âGo!â Daryl roared.
I fired at the first walker that lunged at me, the recoil jarring my shoulder. Another came from the left. Sasha dropped it. Bob screamedâpinned under a fallen shelf. Liquor bottles shattered around him.
âHelp me!â he yelled.
I was already there, shoving glass aside, blood slick on my hands. Daryl appeared on the other side, muscles straining as he heaved the shelf upright just enough for Bob to crawl free.
âMove!â Daryl barked, hauling me up by the arm.
We spunâand froze.
Zach.
He was on the ground, a walker straddling him, teeth sinking into his throat. He thrashed once, twice, then went still.
âDammit!â Sasha shouted, firing a shot through the walkerâs skull.
Darylâs hand closed around my wrist, yanking me toward the exit. The ceiling was still groaning overhead, more cracks spidering out like veins.
We ran.
Out the back door. Into the daylight. Hearts pounding like drums.
Behind us, the Big Spot! groaned one last time and collapsed in on itself.
No one spoke on the ride back.
Zachâs blood was still on my boots.
And all I could think about was Bethâher soft voice, her bright eyes, the way she looked at him like maybe there was something good left in this world.
The room felt smaller. Like the walls were folding in, pressing against my skin, trying to keep me here.
I didnât even realize Iâd grabbed the landline until the coiled cord brushed my wrist. My fingers hovered over the keypad, but who was I supposed to call? Campus security? Theyâd take an hour to get hereâif they believed me at all.
And the police? God, no. The last thing I needed was for them to dig into my name. My blood. My family.
Billy Loomis.
It was still poison in this town. In every headline. Every hushed whisper on campus when they thought I wasnât listening. Her brother was the killer. The killer.
If I called the cops, thatâs all theyâd see.
Not a victim.
A Loomis.
I slammed the phone back into the cradle before the dial tone could betray me.
The note burned in my hand, the words seared into the back of my eyelids every time I blinked. I just wanted to see you dream.
My stomach turned. What kind of person writes that? What kind of person wants that?
I staggered to the dresser and yanked the drawer open, pulling out the first thing I could findâa pair of scissors. Pathetic, maybe, but it was sharp. Cold in my hand. A false sense of safety.
The silence pressed harder. I swear I could hear my own blood moving, rushing too fast, too loud. I strained to catch something elseâa breath that wasnât mine. A shift of weight in the floorboards. Anything.
Nothing.
And thenâ
The phone rang.
I jumped so hard the scissors clattered to the floor.
One ring. Two. Three.
I just stared at it, my throat closing. Every instinct screamed donât answer it.
Four.
Five.
The machine clicked, my own voice spilling into the room, cheerful and oblivious:
âHey, itâs me. Leave a message.â
The beep sliced through me like a blade.
And thenâhis voice.
Calm. Slow. Almost tender.
| âYou looked beautiful last night.â
My knees gave out. I sank to the floor, shaking so hard I could barely breathe.
| âYou donât know how long I watched you⌠how hard it was not to touch you.â
I slapped my hand over my mouth, biting down on a sob until I tasted blood.
| âNext time, baby⌠maybe I wonât be so good.â
The line clicked dead.
The silence after was worse than the voice.
I crawled forward on trembling hands, snatched the phone, and ripped the cord out of the wall so hard it nearly took the socket with it.
But it didnât matter.
He was already here once.
And now he knew I was awake.
My hands wouldnât stop shaking. I stared at the ripped cord dangling from the phone like it could somehow undo what I just heard.
But it didnât matter. The line was dead.
Just like Billy.
I pressed my back against the wall, dragging the scissors closer until the metal bit into my palm. Pathetic defense. Heâd laugh if he saw me clutching them like a child with a toy.
Heâs been here.
Not just tonightâbefore. Watching. Waiting.
The photo burned behind my eyesâthe tilt of my head, the curve of my arm under the blanket. Peaceful. Vulnerable. I didnât even remember sleeping like that. Which meant heâd been close enough to see details. Close enough to breathe the same air.
My stomach turned to ice when the memory slammed into me. Two days ago.
His voice through the doorway, smooth and lazy, like we were friends. Like we had something normal between us.
âYou know Iâve got a key, right?â
Iâd laughed thenâbecause what else was I supposed to do? Pretend I wasnât terrified? Pretend my pulse didnât stutter every time he looked at me too long?
He told me to run. Chased me down the hall like it was a game. And then he just⌠stopped. Smiling like a cat that didnât feel like killing the mouseâyet.
And now this.
This wasnât a joke.
I fumbled on my desk for somethingâanythingâuntil my fingers found a crumpled Post-it and a pen. My hand shook so hard the letters slanted downhill as I scrawled the words:
âChange the lock. Tomorrow.â
I slapped it against the lamp where I couldnât ignore it. Like that would save me. Like a piece of yellow paper would keep him out.
The room felt smaller. The corners darker. My skin prickled with the certainty that he was still out there, maybe even pressed against the door, listening. Smiling.
Another sound cracked through the silence.
Tap.
Soft. Against the glass.
My head snapped toward the window.
The curtains swayed from the heat kicking on, nothing else. Stillâmy breath locked in my throat as I edged forward, scissors raised like they meant something.
I yanked the curtain back.
Empty.
Just the quad below, washed pale under the yellow glow of the security light.
I let out a shaky laugh that died in my throat when my eyes caught the glass.
Something smeared across the pane.
Not dirt. Not rain.
A word.
One finger dragged through the fog my breath left earlier:
âAWAKE?â
I stumbled back so fast I hit the dresser, the scissors slipping from my hand and clattering against the wood.
My chest heaved. My brain screamed at me to run, to get out, but my legs wouldnât move.
Because if he could do that without me hearing a thingâ
If he could touch the glass while I was standing just feet awayâ
The door.
My eyes darted to it, cold horror crawling up my spine.
The key.
He told me he had a key.
And now I wasnât sure if the lock had even clicked.
The room was too quiet.
I stared at the door, every muscle in my body locked tight. My ears strained for anythingâthe shuffle of feet, a whisper of breath, the rattle of the handle. Nothing.
But that didnât mean he wasnât there.
I forced myself to move, one step, then another, the carpet swallowing my footsteps. My fingers brushed the dresser, the cool wood grounding me for a split second before slipping away.
The scissors lay on the floor where I dropped them. I crouched down, grabbed them, and held them like a lifeline.
Another step. My throat burned with each shallow breath.
The door loomed ahead. The thin strip of light from the hallway cut across the floor, fractured by the uneven edge of the doorframe. Too bright. Too exposed.
I crouched low, watching for shadows under the crack. Nothing.
Finally, I reached out with my free hand, my fingertips barely grazing the cold metal knob.
Locked. Please be locked.
I turned it slowly.
It moved.
Not much, just a twitch, but enough to send my stomach plunging.
The lock wasnât thrown.
I slapped my palm against it, twisting the tiny dial until it clicked into place. The sound was deafening in the silence.
My back hit the door and I slid down to the floor, scissors clenched so tight the handle dug into my palm. My pulse roared in my ears.
I tried to tell myself I was safe now. That a simple lock could stop someone like him.
But then I remembered his voice, calm and smug, echoing through the doorway two nights ago:
âYou know Iâve got a key, right?â
A fresh wave of panic surged through me, prickling along my skin. I scrambled back from the door, dragging myself toward the bed like that extra two feet of space would save me.
My eyes darted to the window again. The word was still there, a pale streak in the glass: AWAKE?
My stomach turned. Heâd been close enough to write that while I was in the room. While I thought I was alone.
Something snapped inside me. I wasnât going to sit here and wait for him to come through the door.
I crawled toward the phone out of habit, even though I knew the cord was shredded. My fingers brushed the broken wire, cold and useless.
No 911. No Randy. No one.
Just me.
And him.
The thought barely formed when the knob rattled.
Once.
Slow.
Deliberate.
I froze, every breath locked in my chest.
The metal clicked again, a whisper of movement like someone testing how much give the lock had.
Then his voice, soft through the door, almost playful:
"Not asleep yet, huh?"
I clapped a hand over my mouth, choking on a scream.
The handle turned harder this time, pressing against the lock with a dull thud. Not forcing, not yetâjust reminding me how useless that little piece of metal really was.
"Come on, sweetheart." His tone was light, teasing, like this was all some game he knew heâd win. "You donât have to be scared."
I pressed myself against the bed frame, scissors trembling in my fist.
Another push on the door. Harder this time. The wood shuddered against the frame, and I felt it in my bones.
"Youâre making this harder than it has to be."
My vision blurred with tears, hot and sharp, but I didnât make a sound. Couldnât.
The pressure eased. The knob stilled.
Silence stretched, thick and suffocating.
And thenâ
A soft knock. Three taps.
"Sweet dreams."
His footsteps faded down the hall, unhurried, like he knew I wasnât going anywhere.
When the quiet finally settled, I collapsed against the floor, scissors slipping from my hand with a hollow clatter.
But I didnât move. I couldnât.
Because no matter how far away his footsteps sounded, I knew the truth:
That was all Y/N had said, voice barely above a whisper, but it lit something primal in him. A fuse that had been burning for twenty years.
Ellie. Gone. For a cure no one was sure would work.
No.
Not her.
Not this time.
Joelâs hands clenched at his sides. He stood in the hallway just outside the Firefly infirmary, gun heavy in his hand, body still aching from the blow that had knocked him outâbut it didnât matter. Heâd moved through hell once. Heâd do it again.
And this time, he wasnât alone.
Y/N was already scanning the corridor, her jaw set. âTheyâre prepping her now. Sheâs in the pediatric wing. Second floor. Two guards by the elevator. One outside the OR.â
Joel gave a tight nod. No hesitation. No fear. Just that old steel rising in his chest.
âIâll kill every last one of them.â
Yn
I didnât even try to stop him.
Because the truth wasâI wanted the same thing. I wasnât losing Ellie. We didnât go through all of this just for her to die on a damn operating table.
We moved fast, shadows in the fluorescent light, hearts pounding but hands steady. Joel took point, but I wasnât far behind. I kept my rifle close, eyes sharp.
Two guards at the corner.
Bang. Bang.
Joel dropped one clean, and I surged forward before the second could raise his weapon. Slammed the butt of my rifle into his temple and watched him crumble.
We didnât speak. Didnât need to. The grief, the rageâit was fuel now.
We took the stairs. Quieter that way. My heart was racing so loud I could barely hear Joelâs footsteps behind me.
We found the pediatric wing, white and sterile. The sign said âAuthorized Personnel Only.â
Fuck that.
Joel didnât even pause. He shoved the door openâ
And there she was.
Joel
The room was cold and humming with machines.
Ellie lay unconscious on the table, IVs snaking from her arms, a sterile cloth pulled up to her collarbone. The surgeon had a scalpel in hand, his back to the door, and two nurses turned in surprise.
Joel didnât hesitate.
âUnhook her,â he growled.
The surgeon froze. âYou canât. If you take her out now, sheâll die. Weâre doing this to saveââ
Joel raised the gun.
âI said, unhook her.â
The surgeon stepped toward him.
Joel pulled the trigger.
Blood sprayed the tiles. One of the nurses screamed.
âUnhook her,â he said again, voice like stone.
This time, they listened.
Yn
I burst into the room right behind Joel just in time to see the surgeon collapse, a red bloom on his scrubs. I swallowed the bile rising in my throat. No time for guilt. No time for anything.
Ellie.
I rushed to her side while Joel grabbed a nearby gurney and yanked it toward us.
âWe have to move, now,â I said, unhooking the IVs from her arms as gently as I could. âTheyâll have heard that.â
He nodded once, grabbing her beneath the knees while I got her shoulders. She was so limp. So small.
My stomach twisted.
We ran.
Alarms blared behind us, footsteps closing in.
Joel led the way through the emergency stairwell, Ellie in his arms like she weighed nothing. I covered our backs, shooting out the lights above us as we went, anything to slow them down.
But we werenât gonna make it to the exit.
There were too many.
Joel
By the time they reached the parking garage, Joel was soaked in sweat and Ellieâs blood.
They were surrounded.
A dozen Fireflies. Guns drawn. Flashlights in their faces.
âPut her down!â someone barked.
Joel tightened his grip.
But thenâ
Bang.
Marleen stepped forward. Her gun lowered. Her eyes were tired.
âYou canât save her,â she said. âEven if you get out of here, what then? She dies for nothing?â
Joel didnât respond.
He just stared.
Then he lowered Ellie into the back seat of a nearby car. Y/N slid into the front. Hands trembling.
And when the moment cameâwhen it was her life or theirsâ
Joel made the choice.
Yn
I held Ellieâs hand in the back seat, watching her chest rise and fall.
Still breathing.
Alive.
Joel was quiet the whole drive. I didnât ask what he did. I didnât need to. The blood on his hands said enough.
She stirred as we neared the edge of Salt Lake.
âWhâwhat happened?â she mumbled.
Joel looked back through the mirror, forcing a smile.
âFireflies⌠they had others like you. They ran some tests. Turns out⌠youâre not the only one. Youâre free now.â
I stayed silent.
Because the lie felt like a betrayal.
But the truth?
It wouldâve destroyed her.
Joel
They didnât speak much after leaving the city.
Joel drove as long as the tank would allow. When the truck finally coughed its last breath somewhere along an empty stretch of highway, he didnât curse or even sigh. Just stepped out, adjusted the rifle on his back, and opened the door for Ellie.
âWe walk from here.â
She didnât ask questions. Just nodded, slid out of the truck, and fell into step beside him.
Y/N brought up the rear. Always watching, always quiet.
The mountains in the distance stretched long and pale beneath the morning sun, green returning to the land after a long, bitter winter. Spring was blooming â but it didnât feel like a new beginning.
It felt like the end of something.
They passed cracked signs for towns that no longer existed. Billboards bleached by twenty years of wind and rain. Joelâs legs ached. His back throbbed. But he kept going, eyes forward, heart heavy.
He had her.
But heâd never be the same again.
Y/N
The silence between us felt heavier than any infected horde weâd ever faced.
We hadnât talked about what happened at the hospital. Not in the truck. Not on foot. Not even while we set up camp that first night under a rusted freeway bridge.
I couldnât stop thinking about it.
The surgeon.
The lie.
Ellieâs face when Joel told her she wasnât special anymore.
She hadnât said a word to me since that conversation. Not out of anger. Just⌠quiet. Like something inside her had dulled.
I wanted to say something. Anything.
But what could I say?
That I was proud of Joel?
That I wouldâve done the same thing?
That I had done the same thing?
I kept walking.
The air smelled like wildflowers. The sun was warm on my skin. But all I could feel was the weight of what weâd taken from her.
Joel
They were less than five miles from Jackson when they found the old trailhead.
Joel recognized it from before the outbreak â a family hiking path that led through the hills and down into the basin where the dam stood. Tommyâs community would be just on the other side.
They stopped for a moment, catching their breath at the edge of a bluff. Joel leaned on his knees, glancing over at Ellie as she kicked a rock off the path.
âYou know,â he said, âIâve been thinkingâŚâ
She didnât look up.
He hesitated, choosing his words with care.
âYouâdâve liked Sarah. She was⌠she was a lot like you. Smart. Funny. Kind.â
Ellieâs head tilted slightly, but she didnât speak.
Joel swallowed the lump in his throat.
âYou wouldâve gotten along. I think you two wouldâve really liked each other.â
Silence. For a long moment.
Then finally, Ellie spoke.
Yn
âI had someone once,â she said. âBack in Boston. Her name was Riley. We got bit⌠same night. She turned. I didnât.â
I looked over at her, my heart tightening.
âI keep thinking about her,â Ellie said softly. âAbout Tess. About Sam. Henry. Marlene.â
Joelâs jaw clenched, but he said nothing.
She turned to face him.
âSwear to me. Swear that everything you said about the Fireflies is true.â
The world held its breath.
Joel looked her in the eye. Steady. Calm. Lying so well it almost sounded like the truth.
âI swear.â
Ellie stared at him. Her face unreadable. Then she turned to me.
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There wasnât much time to process what had happenedâwhat we had survived. When snowstorms rolled in, we found shelter wherever we could: abandoned cabins, burned-out barns, even a wrecked old train car once, curled up inside with Joel between Ellie and me for warmth.
We took turns keeping watch. Took turns keeping each other going.
Joel healed slowly. Too slowly for my comfort, but eventually the fever broke, and the fire came back into his eyes. He started walking more each day. Carrying weight again. Talking more. Smiling, sometimes. Not a lotâbut it meant everything when he did.
Ellie⌠changed. Not in a way you could always see, but you could feel it in the quiet. She laughed less. Slept even less. Something in her had hardened after that night with David, and no matter how close I sat beside her, there were pieces of her I couldnât reachânot yet.
But she still cracked jokes when the silence got too loud. Still leaned into Joel when he told her stories. Still curled into me on the coldest nights like she was fifteen again and the world hadnât taken so much from her.
And then⌠the snow melted.
It happened slowly, like the earth was waking up. Bit by bit, the white thinned, the gray sky shifted, and the first sliver of green pushed through the frost.
By the time we reached the edge of Utah, the air was warmer. Softer. Cleaner.
Now, spring bloomed around us in quiet pastelsâbuds on trees, fields kissed with gold and green. Salt Lake City shimmered in the distance, a broken skeleton of what it once was. But it was where the Fireflies were supposed to be. Where this journey was meant to end.
We were walking along an overgrown freeway, the sun just starting to dip low behind the rusted out remains of cars. Joel walked beside Ellie, the two of them tossing conversation back and forthâhim telling some old story about teaching Sarah how to play the guitar, Ellie making smartass comments every few minutes just to poke at him.
I stayed a few paces behind, watching them. Smiling to myself.
Weâd come so far. Lost so much. Changed in ways I didnât even fully understand yet.
But we were here.
And we were still together.
Salt Lake shimmered in the distance like a promise.
The highway ramp sloped down into the city, cracked and overgrown, but still solid enough for us to walk. Joel led the way, his boots steady on the pavement. Ellie was close beside me, her eyes scanning the empty streets, tense but quiet. We didnât speak much â the silence stretched between us like the road itself.
Salt Lake City was a ghost town, but it felt alive in its own way. We passed rusted cars half-buried in weeds, boarded-up storefronts, and piles of rubble. The air smelled like spring â damp earth and fresh grass fighting through the concrete cracks.
We turned off the highway and moved into what had once been a bus depot. The buses sat rusted and silent, their metal frames twisted by time and weather. Joel climbed onto one of the broken seats, scanning ahead.
Ellie wandered near the edge of the depot, frozen suddenly.
âEllie?â I called.
She didnât answer at first, just moved closer to the shattered wall.
Beyond the crumbled brick, through the overgrown field, stood a giraffe.
A real, living giraffe.
Its long neck reached up to the tree branches, plucking leaves with delicate motions. A few others grazed nearby, calm and majestic in the spring sunshine.
Ellie stepped forward slowly, hand outstretched. The giraffe bent its head toward her, its tongue flicking gently against her palm.
She laughed softly, the sound like a spark in the quiet world.
Joelâs eyes met mine, a flicker of something unspoken passing between us â relief, wonder, maybe a hint of hope.
We lingered there, just watching.
Eventually, the giraffes moved on, disappearing into the trees.
Joel nudged Ellie gently. âTime to go.â
We pressed on, walking toward an old military medical camp that lay ahead on the outskirts of the city.
The camp was deserted, tents sagging, equipment rusted and forgotten. It looked like a snapshot from the early days â a desperate attempt to save whoever they could before everything fell apart.
Ellie picked through a box of old bandages. I found a medical journal, filled with faded notes and dates from twenty years ago.
âThey tried,â I said softly.
Joel shook his head. âNot enough.â
As we moved deeper into the camp, shadows flickered just beyond the tents.
Suddenly, a smoke bomb rolled into our path.
âDown!â Joel shouted, pulling us both down just as a cloud of choking gray smoke filled the air.
I coughed, trying to clear my vision as footsteps closed in fast.
Before I could reach for my gun, a heavy hand slammed into my back, sending me crashing to the ground.
Ellie screamed somewhere behind me.
Joelâs voice cut through the haze. âEllie!â
Darkness swallowed me whole.
Everything was muffled at first.
Voices echoed like they were underwater. Boots scraping concrete. Metal doors creaking. A distant beep⌠beep⌠beep that kept time with my heartbeat.
My head pounded.
I blinked hard against the harsh white light above me. Cold sheets. Sterile air. An IV in my arm.
Where the hell�
I sat up fast, groaning at the stab of pain in my shoulder and the burn behind my eyes. âJoel?â
No answer.
I swung my legs over the edge of the bed, heart racing, and stood. The room was smallâclean, too clean. White walls. Medical equipment humming. A door with a narrow window.
I moved to it quickly, just in time to see Marlene walking down the hallway.
She saw me and stopped. Opened the door without a word.
âYouâre awake,â she said calmly, but her eyes were guarded.
âWhere are they?â I demanded. âWhereâs Joel? Whereâs Ellie?â
âTheyâre safe,â she said.
âThatâs not an answer.â
She hesitated, then nodded once. âFollow me.â
I didnât waste a second.
She led me through the hospital hallsâreal hospital halls. Not makeshift or abandoned. This was fully operational, powered, stocked. I passed nurses, soldiers, and other Fireflies. None of them looked twice at me.
We stopped outside a set of double doors. Marlene turned to me.
âSheâs fine,â she said, softer now. âYou all made it here safely. Joelâs awake too. Heâs⌠downstairs.â
âAnd Ellie?â
She looked at me for a beat too long.
âSheâs being prepped for surgery.â
The words hit me like a punch.
âWhat surgery?â
Marlene drew in a breath, steeling herself. âTheyâre going to remove the cordyceps from her brain. Itâs the only way we can reverse engineer a vaccine. We think itâs why sheâs immune.â
My blood went cold. âBut thatâll kill her.â
âShe wouldnât feel a thing,â Marlene said. âAnd if she knew the truth⌠she wouldâve wanted to save everyone.â
My fists clenched. âYou didnât even ask.â
âSheâs the key,â Marlene said, eyes hard. âTo everything. We donât get a second chance.â
My heart thudded in my chest. âAnd Joel?â
âHe didnât take the news well.â
Of course he didnât.
She opened the door behind her. âYou can see him. Then youâll both leave.â
âYouâre just going to kill her,â I whispered. âAfter everything sheâs been through.â
Marlene didnât answer.
I walked inside.
Joel was sitting on the edge of a bed, half-dressed and tense, bruised and raw. His eyes met mine the second I walked in.
âWhere is she?â he rasped.
I closed the door behind me. âTheyâre gonna kill her.â
He didnât blink. Just stood up, fast, like a storm building behind his eyes.
âWeâre getting her out,â I said before he could even speak.
He looked at me, jaw clenched, eyes wild with grief and fury. Then he nodded.
I stared at the box on the floor like it might grow teeth.
The bracelet glinted in the dim lamplight, silver charm shaped like a tiny heart catching the glow before spinning slowly to a stop. I remembered the day I got it â my sixteenth birthday. My dad had saved for months. It had a single charm back then. Now there were eight.
Eight memories.
Eight pieces of my life.
And he had it.
He had it the whole time.
I backed away until the backs of my knees hit the bed. Then I sank down, the mattress creaking under me, the air thick and stale like it hadnât moved in hours. My mouth was dry. My hands wouldnât stop shaking.
I wanted to scream.
I wanted to cry.
I wanted to throw the box across the room and watch it shatter into a thousand tiny pieces.
But I didnât.
Because I knew thatâs exactly what he wanted.
Fear. Power. Control.
He wasnât just watching.
He was playing.
And I was the game.
My eyes darted to the window. Still cracked open from earlier, just enough to let the air in. Or someoneâs eyes.
I shoved it shut. Locked it. Pulled the blinds down and backed away, heart hammering against my ribs like it was trying to get out.
The campus was dark outside. Still. Too still. Like it was holding its breath with me.
I turned the note over in my hand again.
You drop things when youâre not paying attention.
But donât worry â Iâm always watching.
It was taunting. Intimate. Personal.
And I hated that it worked.
I didnât sleep.
I couldnât.
Every shadow became a silhouette. Every creak became a footstep. I left the light on, curled up in the farthest corner of my bed, knees hugged to my chest, the desk chair still shoved under the doorknob like it would do anything if he really wanted to come in.
Because thatâs the thing I couldnât stop thinking about â
If he wanted to hurt me tonight⌠he couldâve.
But he didnât.
He wanted me scared.
He wanted me wondering when.
Because the not knowing â
That was worse.
It was nearly dawn when I heard it.
Rustling.
Just outside the door.
My blood went ice cold.
I crept toward it, silent, barefoot, heart a ticking time bomb.
No knocks this time.
Just the sound of something being slid under the door.
I waited. Counted to thirty. Then to sixty.
Nothing.
No footsteps. No retreating echo. Just silence.
I inched forward and picked it up.
Another photo.
This time it was me.
Just me.
In my room.
Sleeping.
Except â I hadn't slept. Not once.
My body locked up.
Because it wasnât from tonight.
It was from a week ago.
Same pajama shirt. Same blanket. Same scar on my ankle from when I tripped on the curb.
A week ago.
Heâd been inside.
Heâd watched me sleep.
I stumbled back, bile rising in my throat, lungs tight with the pressure of a scream I couldnât release.
I looked around the room like I might spot him in the shadows. Behind the closet door. Under the bed.
But I was alone.
I was always alone.
Except when I wasnât.
And now I knew for certain:
He wasnât just outside anymore.
He was in.
He had been.
And I didnât know when heâd come back.
Only that he would.
My fingers trembled as I stared down at the Polaroid.
It wasnât from earlier.
It wasnât the kiss. It wasnât Randy.
It was me.
Sleeping.
The photo was grainy, shadowed around the edges â but clear enough. Too clear. I was curled on my side, facing the window, hair draped over the pillow like a dark halo. The blanket was twisted around my legs, one shoulder exposed. My mouth slightly open. Completely unaware.
Completely vulnerable.
The worst part?
It wasnât taken from outside.
There were no curtains in the frame. No glass. No distance.
It had been taken from inside the room. Just a few feet away from where I slept. A perfect angle from the edge of the mattress.
My bed.
My room.
My sanctuary.
And he had been here.
I didnât realize I was backing up until the wall stopped me. My spine hit cold plaster and I slid down slowly, knees folding in, the photo still clutched in my hand.
I stared at it again, hoping I was wrong â hoping I could find some detail that proved it wasnât recent. But I recognized the t-shirt Iâd worn last night. The one I tossed in the hamper this morning. The glass of water on my nightstand. The book Iâd left open beside it.
Heâd been here last night.
Standing right where I was sitting now.
The air felt thinner, tighter. Like the walls were closing in. Like I was still being watched.
I didnât move. Couldnât. My eyes scanned the corners of the room like they might give me something â a clue, a sign â anything to make this feel less real.
But everything looked untouched.
Perfect.
Just like Iâd left it.
Except it wasnât.
Because someone had been here.
Someone had stood over me.
Watched me breathe.
Watched me dream.
And Iâd slept through it all like a fool.
My stomach twisted.
Was this the first time?
How many nights had he done this?
And thenâ
Another knock.
Soft. Precise.
The kind of knock that wasnât looking for attention. The kind that knew you were already listening.
I froze.
No footsteps. No voice on the other side. Just silence. Waiting.
Then something slid under the door with a faint hiss of paper against wood.
I didnât move for a long moment.
Not until the quiet stretched too long. Not until it started to feel heavier than the noise.
I crawled toward the door, my legs unsteady, and picked up the folded piece of paper.
Same notebook paper. Same messy, slanted handwriting that sliced through me like glass.
My throat tightened as I read.
âDonât worry, baby.
I didnât touch you.
I just wanted to see you dream.â
That was worse.
So much worse.
Because it wasnât about hurting me â not yet.
It was about access. Intimacy.
Permission without consent.
He wanted me to know he could get in â that I didnât even stir when he did.
That he had all the control.
And I had none.
I looked up. Slowly. Toward the window. The closet. The crack under the bed.
Because now I wasnât sure if he was ever really gone.
The tension was thick in the truck as we pulled up to the feed store. Darylâs knuckles were white on the steering wheel, and Rick hadnât said a word since we left. Hershel sat beside me in the back, his face drawn and quiet. I didnât know what we were walking into, but every part of me screamed it was a trap.
Still, we had to try.
The building loomed in front of usâworn-down, silent, and ominous. Rick gave a curt nod to Daryl, who killed the engine.
âThis is it,â Rick said, reaching for his Colt.
âLetâs be smart about this,â Hershel muttered. âNo one goes in hot.â
Rick opened the door. âIâm going in alone first.â
âIâm not lettinâ you go in there alone,â Daryl argued, his voice low and deadly. âWe donât know what the hellâs waitinâ.â
Rick turned to him. âYouâre staying outside with YN and Hershel. Watch my back.â
I didnât love the plan, but I trusted Rick. I nodded once. âWe got you.â
Rick pushed the door open and disappeared inside. I couldnât stop the gnawing feeling in my gut. This whole place felt off. I scanned the tree line, then looked at Daryl.
He caught my eye. âKeep sharp.â
No more than a minute later, Andrea pulled up in another truck with Milton and Martinez. She jumped out and froze when she saw Rickâs group already here. Her eyes landed on me, wide with surprise.
âYN?â she said, walking toward us. âYou came?â
I crossed my arms, wary. âGuess you didnât think weâd show?â
âI didnât think Rick would agree to this,â she admitted. âThe Governor just wants to talk.â
Andrea sighed and turned away. âLetâs just get this over with.â
She walked into the building with Milton and Martinez trailing her. Daryl and I exchanged a glance, then both turned our attention outward again, watching the perimeter. Every creak of wind, every rustle of brush had me reaching for my knife.
âYou trust her?â I asked Daryl under my breath.
He glanced at me, jaw tight. âI trust her to fuck it up.â
I gave a short, humorless laugh. âSounds about right.â
Time passed in quiet spurts. When Rick finally emerged, his face was unreadable. He didnât speak right away.
âLetâs go,â he said gruffly.
Once we were in the truck again, he finally spoke. âHe wants Michonne.â
The words hit the cabin like a gunshot.
âWhat?â I turned toward him. âHe wants us to give her up?â
Rick didnât answer right away. âSaid if we give her over, heâll back off.â
âHeâs lyinâ,â Daryl growled. âHe ainât gonna stop even if you hand her over in pieces.â
âHeâs gonna kill us no matter what,â I said quietly. âHe just wants us to make the first cut.â
Rick looked down at his hands. âI know.â
I met Darylâs eyes in the rearview mirror. We both understoodâthere was no peace coming. Only war.
The engine rumbled the entire ride back, but none of us said a word.
Daryl sat next to me in the back seat, his arms folded across his chest, his jaw tight. Hershel was up front, eyes set straight ahead, like he was already trying to make peace with whatever Rick was planning. And Rick⌠he was stone. Just like always. But the kind of stone thatâs been chipped away too many times.
We rolled through the prison gates, past Glenn and Maggie on watch, and into the yard where the others were already waiting. Carol, Beth, Carl, Michonneâthey rushed toward us as we got out.
âWhat happened?â Carol asked, voice tight.
âDid he say anything?â Glenn added, stepping forward.
Rick didnât answer right away. He just looked around at the group, then turned his eyes up to the guard tower. For a moment, I thought he might actually tell them the truth.
But instead, he just said, âWe talked. He wants the prison. All of it.â
Everyone started talking at onceâangry, scared, confused. I didnât say anything. I just kept my eyes on Rick, because I knew that wasnât all the Governor had said. Not even close.
He looked at Hershel. Just a glance. And I saw itâwhatever the Governor had offered, Rick wasnât ready to say it out loud yet.
Later, after we regrouped in the cell block, the group started laying out weapons, planning watch shifts, going over escape routes like we always did. I kept looking over at Rick. And when he finally walked off toward the upper level, I followed.
I hung back in the shadows as Rick and Hershel talked quietly.
âIf we give him Michonne⌠maybe that buys us some time,â Rick said.
My stomach dropped.
Hershel didnât answer right away. âYou really think heâll keep his word?â
Rick looked more tired than Iâd ever seen him. âI donât know. But if thereâs a chanceâif it means keeping Judith safe, Carl, everyoneâwe have to consider it.â
âAnd YN?â Hershel asked. âYou think sheâd be okay with that?â
I stepped forward then. âSheâs not.â
They both turned to me, startled.
âMichonneâs one of us,â I said, staring directly at Rick. âYou think giving her to that man is gonna save us? Heâll kill her. And then heâll come back for the rest of us.â
âYNââ Rick started.
âNo,â I cut him off. âDonât even try to justify it. You know what kind of man he is. Thereâs no deal that ends with us safe and him satisfied.â
Rickâs face hardened. âYou think I donât know that? Iâm trying to keep us alive.â
âSo am I,â I shot back. âBut not like this.â
Hershel looked between us, a heaviness in his eyes. âWeâve all lost things. People. But this⌠this isnât the way.â
Rick didnât say anything else. He just turned and walked away, leaving me and Hershel in silence.
No one knew about the offer yetânot even Daryl. But that secret was already starting to rot from the inside.
I sat near the wall, watching the others move, talk, plan.
Because whatever came next, I knew one thing for sure:
We werenât just fighting the Governor anymore.
We were fighting to keep the last of our humanity intact.
Sixty-Four
Yn
Rick was acting strange. More withdrawn than usual. Pacing the walkway above like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. I knew he wasnât just thinking about the Governor.
He was thinking about Michonne.
It had been days since our meeting with the Governor. No answer had been given, no peace agreed to. Just silence. And secrets.
I found Rick alone in the tower that evening, staring out over the field. He didnât even look at me when I walked in.
"Youâre really gonna do it," I said softly.
His jaw tightened.
âHand her over like sheâs nothing.â
âSheâs not nothing,â he said quietly. âBut I have to think about Carl. Judith. All of you.â
âAll of us? Or just yourself?â I stepped closer. âBecause if you think betraying one of us is going to save the rest of us, youâve already lost.â
He finally turned, eyes bloodshot, face tired. âDo you think I want to do this?â
âI think youâve already decided to.â
He didnât answer.
That was all I needed.
Later that day I went to find Daryl.
He was sharpening his crossbow bolts when I found him. The sun was setting behind him, painting the sky in hues of red and ash.
âRickâs gonna give her to him,â I said flatly.
Daryl didnât react for a second. Then his eyes narrowed. âYou sure?â
I nodded. âSaw it in his face. Heâs convinced itâs the only way.â
He stood, pacing in frustration. âShitâŚâ
I watched him quietly, unsure what heâd do with the information.
âYou gonna stop him?â I asked.
Daryl didnât answer. But I knew he wouldnât stand by and let it happen.
The next morning Rick gathered the group, everyone but Michonne, and gave a speech. It was almost word-for-word like the one he gave after Lori died, but something had shifted.
âThis isnât a dictatorship anymore,â he said. âWe vote. We decide who we are.â
I watched him carefully, noticing how his eyes flickered toward Michonne, toward Daryl, toward me.
Was he backing down?
Or just saving face?
I didn't like how this was going or looking. Giving Michonne to the Governor was a death sentence.
Later on in the evening⌠Thatâs when it happened. The gunshots echoed across the field.
We all turned toward the woods. Daryl was already moving.
By the time we got there, it was too late.
Merle was gone.
And so was Michonne.
Daryl didnât say a word.
Not when he saw the car was gone. Not when Rick told him what Merle had done.
Not even when I followed him toward the trees, crossbow in hand, and said, âIâm coming with you.â
He just nodded once, jaw tight, eyes full of a fury I hadnât seen in a long time.
We moved through the woods in silence, Darylâs boots crunching over fallen leaves, my breath shallow as I kept pace beside him. I didnât have to ask where he was going. I already knew.
Merle.
Heâd taken Michonne.
He was going to hand her over to the Governor.
But Daryl knew his brother too well.
âHe ainât gonna do it,â Daryl finally muttered, more to himself than to me. âHe talks big, but heâs got a line. Somewhere deep down.â
I didnât answer. Because I wasnât so sure.
After everything weâd seen, done, survivedâpeople crossed lines more easily now.
We followed the trail for over an hour before we found it.
The car.
Abandoned near a stretch of train tracks, the engine still warm.
âHeâs close,â Daryl said, crouching down and scanning the area. I stood beside him, glancing around, nerves starting to spark under my skin. That knot in my stomach? It never meant anything good.
And I was right.
The sound of gunfire snapped the silence like lightning.
Daryl sprinted ahead. I followed without hesitation.
We came to the millâgray, hollowed, and soaked in silence except for the distant groan of walkers. The door was ajar. Blood smeared the concrete.
âDarylââ I started, but he raised his hand, signaling me to stay behind as he stepped inside.
I followed anyway. Quiet. Careful.
Inside the open floor of the mill, it was carnage. Walkers piled up in a grotesque heap. A trail of bullet casings. And near the center...
Merle.
Or what was left of him.
He was slumped against a crate, mouth slack, dead eyes staring blankly upwardâuntil he twitched.
A low growl vibrated from his chest.
Daryl froze.
âNoâŚâ he breathed, and I could hear the break in his voice, the disbelief giving way to horror.
Daryl moved closer, and I tried to grab his arm, but he shook me off. âDonât.â
âDarylââ I choked.
But it was too late.
Walker Merle lunged.
Daryl shoved him backâhardâbefore tackling him to the ground, sobbing as he wrestled with the monster that used to be his brother.
âIâm sorry,â he cried out, over and over, even as the knife drove into Merleâs skull.
Again.
And again.
And again.
I couldnât move. Couldnât breathe.
I just watched as Daryl collapsed, blood and tears on his face, crumpled over the body of his brother.
I knelt beside him, putting my hand on his back, not saying a word.
Because what do you say when someone loses the only family they had left?
You stay.
You sit in the silence.
You grieve with them.
âIâm here. I'm here.â I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled me closer to him crying into my chest. âI've got you.â
The sun was just beginning to dip below the horizon when we returned to the prison.
Daryl hadn't said a word since we buried Merle. Just silence. Heavy and unrelenting. He looked like a ghost of himselfâeyes hollow, shoulders bowed beneath the weight of the world.
I kept near him but didnât push. I knew grief when I saw it. You didnât talk your way through that kind of pain. You just endured it.
Rick was on lookout when we reached the gate. He came down when he saw us, eyes scanning Daryl, then landing on me.
âYou found him,â Rick said gently, though it wasnât a question.
Daryl gave a short nod, his jaw clenched so tight I thought he might break his teeth.
Rickâs face fell with understanding. âIâm sorry, man.â
Daryl walked past him without a word.
I stayed behind, meeting Rickâs eyes.
âHe did what he had to,â I said quietly. âMerle⌠he tried to do right. In the end.â
Rick nodded. âThatâs something.â
Inside the prison, the atmosphere had changed. People were packing. Moving supplies. Preparing for what we all knew was coming.
War.
Carol was the first to see Daryl. She stopped mid-step, eyes widening when she saw the blood on himânot his, but Merleâs.
âHeâs gone?â she asked softly.
Daryl just nodded again and kept walking.
I watched her watch him, that flicker of sympathy in her eyes. We all cared for Daryl in our own ways. But thisâthis was the kind of wound that cut deeper than any knife.
He disappeared down the cell block stairs, to the tombs. To be alone.
I wanted to follow. Part of me needed to. But something in the way he walkedâlike he might shatter if someone touched himâtold me to wait.
So I helped with the preparations.
Glenn and Maggie were sorting weapons. Carl was checking the perimeter with Hershel. Rick stood in the corner of the main cell block, watching his peopleâhis familyâmove like a well-oiled machine, but with tired, haunted eyes.
He caught my gaze.
âYou think weâre ready?â he asked.
I looked at the weapons, the barricades, the faces of people who had lost too much already.
âNo,â I said honestly. âBut weâre not waiting anymore.â
He gave a grim smile. âNo, weâre not.â
That night, I found Daryl sitting alone in the corner of the tombs, the light from a lantern flickering across his face. He didnât look up when I sat beside him.
âHe used to put out cigarettes on my bed,â he said suddenly. âBack at the house. Would laugh about it. Thought it was funny.â
I didnât speak.
âBut when it was just us out there, him and me⌠he looked out for me. Even if he didnât know how to say it.â
He finally turned to me.
âI didnât get to say goodbye.â
âYou did,â I told him. âYou were there. Thatâs more than most people get.â I walked over to him and stood between his legs.
His hands rested on my hips. He stared at me for a long time, then nodded once.
âWe finish this tomorrow,â he muttered.
âYeah,â I agreed. âWe do.â
And we would.
Because we were tired of running.
Because we had already lost too much.
Because the Governor was coming.
And this time⌠weâd be ready.
He pulled me closer and pressed his forehead against my stomach, not willing to let go. I didn't mind. I would stay like this as long as he needed me to.
The door creaked open upstairs, and I was already reaching for my pistol when I heard her boots on the stepsâslower than usual, dragging like she was carrying something heavy.
She appeared in the doorway, cheeks red from the cold, snow crusted in her eyelashes, and a bloody gash along her sleeve. But her eyesâsharp, stormyâmet mine the second she stepped inside.
I stood up fast. âWhat happened?â
She didnât speak right away. Just walked to me, pulled a small white bottle from her pocket, and dropped it into my hand.
Antibiotics.
I stared at it, breath catching in my throat. âWhere the hell did youââ
âI ran into some guys. Two of them. One of âemâDavidâsaid they had medicine to trade.â Her voice was tight, her jaw clenched. âWe made a deal. I gave âem some deer meat. They gave me this.â
I frowned. âYou went alone?â
âYeah. Had no choice.â
âAnd they just gave you this?â
Her silence answered that.
I looked her overâmud on her knees, blood on her coat, but no fresh injuries beyond the arm. âEllieââ
âThey were part of the group from the university,â she cut in. âThe guys we killed? They were with them.â
My heart dropped.
âI didnât tell them who I was. But they know. David knew.â Her voice cracked then. âTheyâre coming.â
I looked past her, toward Joel, who was still unconscious but breathingâslow, steady.
âWe need to lead them away from here,â I said.
Ellie nodded. âThatâs what I figured.â
I moved fast, preparing the injection and finding a clean patch of skin on Joelâs stomach. The needle trembled in my hand as I pressed it in, slow and careful. He didnât stir, but his skin was warm. Too warm. Fever still holding on.
âYouâll be okay,â I whispered. âYou just need time.â
Ellie was already checking weapons, loading bullets with shaking hands.
âWe can lead them east. Toward the river. Get them far enough away, maybe theyâll give up.â
âAnd if they donât?â
She looked up at me, face unreadable. âThen we kill them.â
We left a note by Joelâs sideâjust in case. A few last whispered words. And then we slipped into the snow again, back into the white silence of the world.
They were waiting for us by the time we reached the trees.
Five men.
David was at the center. Calm. Patient.
âWe donât want to hurt you,â he called. âJust come with us. Weâll talk.â
Ellie raised her rifle. âNot interested.â
David smiled like it was a game. âThatâs a shame.â
The men started to spread out.
I grabbed Ellieâs sleeve. âRun.â
We did.
Through the trees. Over the ridge. Bullets cracked behind us, bark splintered from trunks, snow burst in flurries at our feet. We ran until our lungs burned, until we couldnât hear anything but the wind and our own footstepsâ
And then I slipped.
Down a slope slick with ice, crashing through brush and dead limbs, until the world went sideways and dark.
When I opened my eyes, everything was quiet.
Too quiet.
My hands were bound.
And Ellie was gone.
The first thing I felt was the coldâsharp and unforgiving, sinking into my bones like claws. My head throbbed, blood sticky at my temple, and my arms ached from being tied behind my back.
Panic hit me before thought did.
"Ellie?" I rasped, twisting against the ropes.
Nothing.
Just the wind through brittle trees, and somewhere in the distance, muffled voices.
I forced myself up, staggering to my knees. My vision blurred at the edges, dark and sluggish, but I stayed conscious. Had to.
I was in some kind of shedâa hunting shack, maybe. The walls were rotted wood, the roof bowed with snow. There was no lock on the door, just a latch on the outside. I couldnât get to it.
But someone would be back. I was sure of that.
And if they had meâif they separated usâthey had Ellie, too.
David.
The thought of his calm, manipulative voice, the way he looked at Ellie like she was prey⌠it made my blood boil.
I had to get out. Now.
I scanned the floor, heart hammering. Thereâbroken glass, maybe from an old lantern, just inches away.
I shifted, twisting my wrists, biting back a groan as the ropes dug into my skin. My fingers stretched, scraped, reachedâ
Got it.
The shard bit into my palm, but I didnât care. I worked fast, sawing through the rope, every second screaming with urgency. Ellie was out there. Alone.
Noânot alone. She was tough. Smart. A survivor. But she shouldnât have to face this without me.
The ropes finally gave way with a snap.
I stood, barely steady on my feet, and shoved the door open.
Snow blinded me at first, but I stumbled out, scanning the tree line. I didnât know how far theyâd gone, or how much time had passed.
Then I heard it.
A scream.
Distant. Muffled. Ellie.
I didnât stop to think.
I ran.
Branches tore at my face, snow soaked through my jeans, but I kept goingâtoward the sound, toward her.
And then, through the trees, I saw it.
A lodge. Windows glowing. Smoke curling from a crooked chimney.
And I wasnât leaving Ellie behind. Not this time.
I reached for the pistol still tucked at my hip.
It was time to finish this.
The lodge was burning.
Smoke rolled into the trees, thick and black, and the snow turned to steam beneath the flames. I stumbled through the ash-covered ground, clothes torn, hands raw from fighting for my life. David was dead. Iâd made sure of it. The machete still hung limp in my hand, slick with blood.
But I couldnât stop shaking.
I pushed out of the building just as the fire began to swallow the roof. My breaths came in ragged gasps, fogging in the frozen air. I couldnât see anything but red.
âEllie!â I cried out hoarsely, stumbling into the snow.
The moment I broke from the door, something moved in the woods. I turned, swinging instinctively, blade raised.
Then I heard it.
âEllie!â
His voice.
Ellie whirled around, eyes wild, face smeared with soot and blood, fists clenched at her sides. She backed away at first, terrified, until the figure broke from the tree line and staggered toward her.
âHey,â Joel said, his voice thick, breathless, but alive. âHey, itâs me. Itâs me.â
Her knees buckled.
âJoel?â she choked.
âIâve got you,â he whispered, arms wrapping around her, pulling her into his chest. âIâve got you, baby girl.â
She clung to him, sobbing now, fists twisted in his jacket like she was afraid heâd vanish. His hand cupped the back of her head, holding her tight, like he could shield her from everything sheâd just been through.
I stepped out of the flames behind them, slower, more hesitant.
My clothes were soaked in bloodâmost of it Davidâs. My face stung from the gash on my cheek, and my hands trembled at my sides. The machete slipped from my fingers and sank into the snow with a dull thunk.
Joel turned, still holding Ellie, and when his eyes landed on me, something in his chest cracked open. I could see itârelief and pain, guilt and fury, all colliding behind his eyes.
âYN,â he rasped, reaching out with one arm. âJesus Christ.â
I collapsed into him, and for a long moment, the three of us just held on to each other. Joelâs body was still weak, still healing, but his arms didnât let go.
âI thought I lost you both,â he whispered into my hair. âIâI couldnât find you.â
âWeâre okay,â I murmured, clinging to him like Ellie was. âWeâre here.â
He looked between usâat the blood, the burns, the haunted look in Ellieâs eyes. He didnât ask what happened.
He didnât need to.
He just held us closer and whispered, âIâve got you. Iâve got you both.â
And for the first time in days, the cold didnât matter.
The wind howled through broken windows like a living thingâsharp, teeth-bared, furious. I shoved an old shelving unit in front of the door as best I could and turned back toward Joel. He was still unconscious, his breathing shallow, face pale beneath layers of sweat and blood.
I dropped to my knees beside him, checking the wound again. It was bad. Deep. The bleeding had slowed, but he was burning up now. Infection was setting in, fast.
Ellie sat cross-legged beside him, biting her thumbnail, eyes fixed on Joelâs face like she could will him to stay alive.
âWe need antibiotics,â she whispered.
âYeah,â I said quietly, brushing snow off my sleeves. âAnd clean water. More blankets.â
âThereâs got to be something in here.â She stood, resolve taking root. âPharmacy. First aid station. Anything.â
I nodded. âWe stick together.â
She looked at Joel, then back at me. âIf he wakes upââ
âIâll come find you,â I promised. âLetâs move.â
We crept through the mall, boots crunching on glass, past storefronts frozen in time. Mannequins dressed in half-torn clothes stared blankly from cracked displays. A candy store with shelves still stocked with stale gum and expired energy bars. A shuttered arcade, lights long gone cold.
Then we found itâan old pharmacy.
The gate was half-jammed open. Ellie ducked under. I followed, pistol raised. The place had been looted beforeâempty shelves, scattered pill bottles. But then I saw itâlocked medical cabinet in the back. Intact.
Jackpot.
âCover me,â I told her, and started working at the lock with a rusted crowbar from the maintenance closet weâd passed.
It gave after a minute of work, the metal shrieking loud enough to make my skin crawl.
âLetâs go,â Ellie said, grabbing what she could. âFast.â
But something wasnât right.
A sound.
Distant, but unmistakable.
Footsteps.
I turned, heart skipping. Not infected. Too steady.
People.
âThey mustâve seen the horses,â Ellie whispered, wide-eyed. âShit. We need to move.â
We bolted back toward Joel, supplies clutched to our chests. My legs ached. My lungs burned. But we didnât stop. We couldnât.
Back in the store room, I slammed the door shut and barricaded it again. Joel hadnât moved, but his breathing was still thereâjust barely.
Ellie knelt and started cleaning the wound with shaking hands. âCome on, Joel,â she whispered. âYou have to hang on.â
I crouched beside her, helping where I couldâholding the light steady, unwrapping the bandages, helping to inject the meds into his thigh.
âPlease,â Ellie said softly, pressing her forehead to his shoulder. âWe canât do this without you.â
I looked down at Joelâstrongest man Iâd ever knownâand for the first time, I was terrified we were about to lose him.
Outside, the storm howled louder.
Inside, we held on.
The wind howled through broken windows like a living thingâsharp, teeth-bared, furious. I shoved an old shelving unit in front of the door as best I could and turned back toward Joel. He was still unconscious, his breathing shallow, face pale beneath layers of sweat and blood.
I dropped to my knees beside him, checking the wound again. It was bad. Deep. The bleeding had slowed, but he was burning up now. Infection was setting in, fast.
Ellie sat cross-legged beside him, biting her thumbnail, eyes fixed on Joelâs face like she could will him to stay alive.
âWe need antibiotics,â she whispered.
âYeah,â I said quietly, brushing snow off my sleeves. âAnd clean water. More blankets.â
âThereâs got to be something in here.â She stood, resolve taking root. âPharmacy. First aid station. Anything.â
I nodded. âWe stick together.â
She looked at Joel, then back at me. âIf he wakes upââ
âIâll come find you,â I promised. âLetâs move.â
We crept through the mall, boots crunching on glass, past storefronts frozen in time. Mannequins dressed in half-torn clothes stared blankly from cracked displays. A candy store with shelves still stocked with stale gum and expired energy bars. A shuttered arcade, lights long gone cold.
Then we found itâan old pharmacy.
The gate was half-jammed open. Ellie ducked under. I followed, pistol raised. The place had been looted beforeâempty shelves, scattered pill bottles. But then I saw itâlocked medical cabinet in the back. Intact.
Jackpot.
âCover me,â I told her, and started working at the lock with a rusted crowbar from the maintenance closet weâd passed.
It gave after a minute of work, the metal shrieking loud enough to make my skin crawl.
âLetâs go,â Ellie said, grabbing what she could. âFast.â
But something wasnât right.
A sound.
Distant, but unmistakable.
Footsteps.
I turned, heart skipping. Not infected. Too steady.
People.
âThey mustâve seen the horses,â Ellie whispered, wide-eyed. âShit. We need to move.â
We bolted back toward Joel, supplies clutched to our chests. My legs ached. My lungs burned. But we didnât stop. We couldnât.
Back in the store room, I slammed the door shut and barricaded it again. Joel hadnât moved, but his breathing was still thereâjust barely.
Ellie knelt and started cleaning the wound with shaking hands. âCome on, Joel,â she whispered. âYou have to hang on.â
I crouched beside her, helping where I couldâholding the light steady, unwrapping the bandages, helping to inject the meds into his thigh.
âPlease,â Ellie said softly, pressing her forehead to his shoulder. âWe canât do this without you.â
I looked down at Joelâstrongest man Iâd ever knownâand for the first time, I was terrified we were about to lose him.
Outside, the storm howled louder.
Inside, we held on.
We found the house on the edge of town, half-covered by snow and almost completely silent, like the world had forgotten it. The basement was still intactâcold, but shelteredâand we dragged Joel inside just before nightfall. The horses were stabled in the broken garage next door, sheltered enough from the wind.
The basement floor was hard, the air stale with dust and old mildew, but it was better than dying in the open. We made Joel a bed in the corner with the old mattress weâd found upstairs, layered in every blanket we had. He hadnât wokenânot reallyâbut he was breathing, twitching sometimes, whispering incoherently through cracked lips.
Ellie was curled beside him earlier, whispering something under her breath. She didnât say what. But when she finally looked at me, her eyes were tight with purpose.
âHe needs more antibiotics,â she said. âWeâre gonna run out.â
I didnât want to let her go.
âI can go instead,â I offered, quietly.
Ellie shook her head. âYou stay with him. He needs you more than me right now.â
And then she was goneâinto the snow, rifle on her back.
The basement was dim and quiet after that, just the occasional creak of the wind against the siding and Joelâs ragged breathing. I sat next to him for a long while, just watching his chest rise and fall, counting each breath like a promise he hadnât broken yet.
Eventually, I laid down beside him, slipping under the blankets and pressing my head gently to his chest. It was too quiet without Ellie. Too still. The heat from his body barely warmed me, but the sound of his heartâuneven but stubbornâkept me grounded.
I didnât know Iâd drifted off until I felt it.
A shift.
A groan.
I jolted up. âJoel?â
His eyes cracked openâbarely slits, glazed and bloodshot. He winced, exhaled through gritted teeth. Then he looked at me. Really looked at me.
âHey,â I whispered, tears springing to my eyes. âYouâre awakeâŚâ
His hand twitched, reaching, but he didnât have the strength to lift it. His lips were cracked. His voice came rough and broken.
âYou need⌠to go.â
âWhat?â I leaned closer, grabbing his hand, holding it against my chest. âNo. No, Joel, weâre not leaving you.â
âYNâŚâ His eyes squeezed shut, his throat worked as he forced the words out. âTake Ellie⌠go. Get her⌠to Tommy.â
âStop,â I said, my voice rising, cracking. âDonât do this.â
âYou have to.â His tone was sharper now, more desperate despite how weak he was. âIâm not gonna make it. And I canâtâI canât watch you two die âcause of me.â
I shook my head violently. âYou donât get to decide that. You donât get to give up on us.â
Joel looked away, jaw clenched, breathing ragged. âItâs not giving up. Itâs doing whatâs right.â
âNo,â I snapped, tears falling now. âYou donât get to say that. You donât get to look me in the eye and tell me to walk away while you rot in some freezing basement. You promised, Joel. You promised youâd protect us. And now you think abandoning us is somehow noble?â
He flinchedânot from pain, but from my words.
âEllie loves you,â I continued, voice softer but trembling. âAnd I⌠I care about you so much it hurts. Donât you dare ask me to leave.â
His eyes flicked back to me, guilt and grief swirling in them like a storm. For a second, neither of us said anything. His breathing was shallow, strained. My hand still clutched his.
âIâm not leaving,â I whispered, pressing my forehead to his. âYou hear me, Joel? Iâm staying right here. Until youâre better. Until you come back.â
He didnât answer, but he didnât protest again.
His hand tightened slightly around mine.
Outside, the wind howled. But in the basement, I held on to the only warmth I had left.
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The air was cold enough to burn, each breath like a knife in my lungs. My legs pumped beneath me, grass slick with dew, but I didnât stop. My gaze locked on the winding path ahead, on the faint campus lights flickering in the distance.
But he wasnât chasing.
I forced myself to glance back, just once â and saw him.
Ghostface stood at the edge of the courtyard, shadow-wrapped, his mask glowing pale beneath the thin moonlight. He didnât move, didnât give chase. He just watched me, head tilted, a silent, mocking observer.
My heart thundered, but something twisted in my chest â a sick, familiar dread. The way he stared, the stillness, the deliberate game of it.
Just like two years ago.
Woodsboro. Those frantic nights when heâd chased me through the woods, the brush clawing at my skin, his laughter echoing in the dark. Twice Iâd escaped, sprinting through the tangled trees, feeling his presence â never seeing, just knowing. Always letting me run, always watching. A cat playing with a mouse.
And now it was happening again.
My foot caught a rock, and I stumbled, barely catching myself. My gaze snapped forward, the twisted campus paths stretching on. No one else around. The world felt empty.
But I couldnât stop. Not until I was somewhere â anywhere â safe.
I veered off the path, plunging into a cluster of trees, branches clawing at my arms. The darkness swallowed me, the faint lights of campus lost behind thick shadows. My breaths were ragged, my pulse a drumbeat.
Ghostface didnât follow.
But he was there. I could feel it, the weight of his gaze. The game continued, and I was still his prey.
My mind raced. Two years. Two years since the last time heâd chased me. Since Iâd left Woodsboro. Since Iâd tried to bury it all â the fear, the blood, the screams.
And yet here he was. Back. Or maybe heâd never left.
My foot struck a root, and I stumbled to my knees, dirt and leaves biting against my palms. I choked back a sob, forcing myself up, wiping the tears I hadnât realized were spilling down my cheeks.
"No," I whispered to the darkness. "Not again."
I forced myself forward, pushing through the underbrush, branches snagging my hair, my skin. The faint rustle of leaves behind me â was it just the wind? Or something more?
I didnât know. I just kept running.
Suddenly, the trees thinned, and I broke onto a paved trail winding through the park. Lampposts stood like silent sentinels, their pale light spilling pools across the path. I hesitated, glancing over my shoulder. Nothing but darkness.
But I knew better than to trust it.
I ran again, faster this time. My muscles burned, and my breaths came in sharp gasps, but I didnât care. A bench flashed by. A statue loomed like a ghost. The park seemed to twist around me, every path a maze.
And then I heard it.
A soft, deliberate footstep on the gravel behind me.
My heart seized. I bolted, the world blurring around me. I wasnât sure where I was going â just away, just forward, just anywhere but here.
A bridge appeared ahead, arcing over a dark, sluggish stream. I didnât think, just dashed onto it, the metal railing cold beneath my touch. Halfway across, I dared a glance back.
Ghostface stood at the bridgeâs edge, motionless, watching.
A scream tore from my throat, and I spun, racing to the other side. The path bent, twisting out of sight, and I followed it, the trees pressing close again.
But even as I ran, I knew.
He didnât have to chase me.
He never did.
I didnât stop running, but I tried to think â a way out, a direction. The park was a maze, every path looping back on itself. I needed to get somewhere with people, lights, safety.
I veered left, sprinting along a narrow dirt trail, shadows closing in. But as I rounded a corner, I skidded to a halt.
Ghostface stood in the middle of the path.
My mind froze. He hadnât followed me. Heâd gone around. He was waiting. Watching.
"No," I breathed, taking a step back.
He tilted his head again, a silent, cruel mockery. A gloved hand rose, the blade catching the pale moonlight.
I turned to run, but my foot caught on a root, and I tumbled to the ground, pain lancing up my ankle. Panic clawed at my chest. I crawled backward, dirt and leaves cold beneath my palms, never taking my eyes off him.
Ghostface stepped closer, slow, deliberate.
"Please," I whispered, tears blurring my vision.
But he didnât stop.
And I had nowhere left to run.
Each movement was slow. Calculated. The way a lion might circle a dying gazelle â not out of urgency, but curiosity. Control.
I couldnât breathe.
My back dug into the tree behind me, rough bark scraping through fabric and into skin. My hands, scraped and shaking, curled tighter into fists at my sides. I could hear my heartbeat in my ears â feel it in my throat, suffocating and wild.
Still, he said nothing.
He didnât raise the knife again. Didnât lunge. Just stood there, watching me, like I was something caged. Something pathetic.
His silence screamed louder than any threat.
âWhy?â I rasped, my voice barely a whisper. âWhat do you want from me?â
The mask tilted. A slow, deliberate tilt. Like he was trying to understand the question â or maybe laughing at it.
I wanted to run again. I wanted to fight. But I couldnât move. My ankle throbbed, useless beneath me, and even if it wasnât, I knew the truth.
He couldâve killed me.
A hundred times over.
But he didnât.
Because he didnât want to.
This was about something else. Not blood. Not the thrill of the kill.
It was about me.
He wanted me afraid. Wanted me cornered. Wanted to watch.
Like before. Woodsboro. The breath on my neck, the whisper of steel in the dark, the game he never finished playing.
"You won't win," I said, forcing the words past my clenched jaw. "You never do."
And then, something I hadnât expected.
He laughed.
It was low, muffled behind the mask â more breath than sound â but it was there. A scoff, almost. Derisive. Like he knew something I didnât.
Then, without warning, he turned.
Just like that.
He disappeared into the trees, vanishing into the dark like a shadow melting into its source. Not running. Not rushing. Just gone.
And I was alone again.
My chest heaved. My fingers were numb. The cold finally sank in, seeping into my bones, dragging everything with it.
Heâd let me go. Again.
And somehow, that was worse.
Because this wasnât over.
This was just the beginning.
I didnât know how long I sat there â slumped against that tree like a ghost of myself, breath shallow, body trembling â before I finally forced my legs to move.
Each step was agony.
My ankle throbbed with every shift of weight, hot and swollen, but I kept going. Limping through the woods, back toward the faint golden glow of campus, letting instinct guide me like muscle memory.
The night was too quiet.
No crickets. No wind. No sound but the drag of my injured foot through dead leaves and the rasp of my breath.
But I felt it again.
That chill along my spine. That weight behind my ribs.
Like eyes.
Watching.
Every few seconds I stopped, heart hammering, and looked over my shoulder â into the dark, into nothing. But the feeling wouldnât leave. It clung to me, a second skin, invisible and suffocating.
When the campus finally came into view, I didnât relax. I didnât breathe. I just kept moving â up the path, past the quad, through the heavy dorm doors that creaked too loud in the silence.
No one was in the halls. It was late. Safe.
At least, it was supposed to be.
My door clicked open with the turn of my key, and I stepped inside.
At first, everything looked normal. My jacket was still slung across the desk chair. My textbook was open where I left it, pages curling slightly from the draft of the cracked window.
But then I saw it.
My bed.
Something sat on the pillow.
Not something.
Two things.
A folded piece of paper â lined, torn from a notebook â and a Polaroid photo.
My stomach dropped.
I crossed the room slowly, like I was afraid the photo would disappear if I looked too fast.
But it didnât.
It was me and Randy.
Captured in a moment I thought was ours alone. His lips were brushing mine â soft, careful, familiar. A kiss that once felt like safety. Like home.
But now⌠now it looked like something else.
A trap. A performance.
His hand was tangled in my hair, deepening the kiss, while mine clutched the front of his jacket. His fingers were tracing my jaw, trailing down my neck, sending a visible shiver through me. Then lower â slipping beneath my sweatshirt, pressing against the bare skin of my hip.
The image was intimate. Raw.
Too raw.
Too close.
Taken from a distance, but somehow still inside the moment.
Someone had been there. Watching. Waiting.
Hidden.
I unfolded the note with fingers that didnât feel like mine.
âYou looked sweet tonight.
He looked like he wanted to do more than kiss.
But youâre not his final girl, baby.
Youâre mine.â
No name. No signature.
But I didnât need one.
I knew who it was.
I knew who was watching.
And now, I knew for sure:
He was closer than Iâd ever imagined.
I stood there, frozen.
The note dangled from my fingers. The photo slipped from my hand and landed face-down on the floor with a soft whisper of paper against wood.
My stomach twisted.
I was being watched. Had been watched. Someone had been close enough to hear my breath, close enough to see the exact moment my walls cracked â and capture it.
The phone rang.
I jumped so hard I nearly knocked over the lamp on my desk.
It was the dorm landline â beige plastic, coiled cord, buttons that clicked too loud. No caller ID. Just the shrill, mechanical scream of the ringer cutting through the silence.
I stared at it, willing it to stop.
It didnât.
On the fourth ring, I picked up.
I didnât say anything. Neither did the caller.
But I heard breathing.
Slow. Measured. Like he had all the time in the world.
Then, a voice â soft, calm, almost gentle.
"Check outside your door."
Click.
The line went dead.
A second later â
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Three slow, deliberate knocks.
Not frantic. Not loud.
Just⌠certain.
I stared at the door like it might explode. My skin prickled with cold. My throat tightened.
Another knock.
Then silence.
I took one step forward. Then another. The floor creaked beneath my bare feet. I didnât even notice I was holding my breath until my chest began to ache.
I pressed my eye to the peephole.
At first, nothing.
Then I looked down.
Something was on the floor just outside the door.
Wrapped in black ribbon.
Small. Square. Like a present.
I didnât open the door. Not all the way. Just cracked it enough to snake my arm out and grab whatever it was, slamming it shut again the second I had it.
I double-locked it. Shoved the desk chair under the knob.
Then I looked at what heâd left me.
A plain white box.
I untied the ribbon with numb fingers.
Inside⌠was a charm bracelet.
My charm bracelet.
The silver one I wore all through high school â the one I thought I lost at that bonfire party near the edge of the woods last semester.
I thought it slipped off my wrist.
I thought I was just careless.
But it wasnât lost.
It had been taken.
Beneath the bracelet was another note, folded small.
âYou drop things when youâre not paying attention.
But donât worry â Iâm always watching.
I always find what you lose.â
My stomach lurched.
I dropped the box. The bracelet landed with a metallic clink against the floor.
I backed away, heart crashing against my ribs, limbs locked with fear.
The cafĂŠ felt like a fading dream the moment I stepped outside. The warmth of Deweyâs concern, the gentle reassurance in his voice â it was all slipping away, replaced by the sharp chill of the evening air.
âIâll be fine,â I told myself, pulling my jacket tighter around me. Dewey had things to take care of, and I didnât want to keep leaning on him like a lifeline. I could handle this. I had to.
The walk back to my dorm felt longer than usual, every shadow a little too dark, every rustling leaf a whispered threat. I gripped the straps of my backpack so tight my fingers ached, my eyes darting to every flicker of movement.
But the courtyard was empty. The halls were silent. No Ghostface under the flickering lamppost. No shadow in the trees.
Maybe Dewey was right. Maybe I was just letting the fear get to me.
But as I reached my dorm door and slid my key into the lock, that brief spark of calm died.
The door swung open.
I hadnât unlocked it yet.
My breath hitched. I stepped back, the hallway suddenly too quiet, too still.
âHello?â I whispered, my voice barely louder than a breath.
Silence.
No. No, this wasnât happening. Maybe I forgot to lock it when I ran out earlier. Maybe⌠maybe I just hadnât pulled it shut all the way.
But I knew I did. I always did.
My fingers tightened around my keychain, and I forced myself to step forward. The room was dark, the curtains half-drawn, a faint amber glow from the setting sun spilling across the floor.
Everything looked⌠normal.
My textbooks were still scattered across the desk. My bed was unmade, the blankets tangled from my earlier panic. The old landline phone sat on the nightstand, silent and still.
But I couldnât shake it. That feeling of being watched. Of someone â something â lurking just out of sight.
I stepped inside, shutting the door behind me. The lock clicked into place with a soft, final sound. My backpack slid off my shoulder, thudding onto the floor.
âItâs fine,â I whispered to myself, trying to force the panic away. âYouâre just being paranoid.â
I walked over to the window, peering out between the curtains. The courtyard below was empty, shadows stretching as the sun sank lower. No sign of anyone watching. No flicker of black robes or white masks.
I let the curtain fall back, turning toward my bed. Maybe I should just pack a bag, head to Deweyâs for the night. Safety in numbers. That made sense. I didnât have to be brave. I just had to be smart.
My hands trembled as I grabbed a duffel bag from my closet, tossing in a change of clothes, a sweaterâ
The phone rang.
I froze.
No.
Not again.
It rang once. Twice. The sound a piercing scream in the silence.
Slowly, I turned to look at it â the old, off-white landline sitting on the nightstand. No caller ID, just the relentless, shrill ring.
I stared at it, my heart pounding so hard I thought I might faint.
It rang again.
Another ring.
My fingers twitched, a war raging in my head â answer it or run. But my feet wouldnât move. My hand wouldnât reach.
The ringing stopped.
Silence.
I sucked in a shaky breath, trying to steady myself.
Then the voicemail clicked. A faint hum. Silence again.
Then⌠breathing.
Slow. Heavy. Just like before.
The voice came, low and sickly sweet, dripping with mockery.
âDid you think he could save you?â
My blood turned to ice.
âPoor little Y/N. So scared. So desperate. Always running. But you canât run from me.â
My knees buckled, and I sank onto the bed, staring at the phone, the voice cutting into me like a knife.
âYouâre all alone now. No friends. No family. No one to run to. Not even your sweet boyfriend.â A dark, twisted chuckle. âI wonder how long it will take him to forget you.â
Tears welled in my eyes, blurring everything. âWhat⌠what do you want?â I whispered, even though I knew he couldnât hear me.
âI want you to feel it, Y/N. That cold knot in your stomach. That prickling at the back of your neck. I want you to know⌠youâre not alone.â
I gripped the receiver, shaking so hard I could barely hold it.
âLook out the window, sweetheart.â
I didnât want to. Every instinct screamed at me not to. But I couldnât stop myself. My head turned, my eyes tracing to the window â to the courtyard below.
And there he was.
Ghostface.
Standing beneath the same flickering lamppost as before. The long black robe flowing in the breeze, the white mask tilted up toward my window.
My breath hitched. My vision blurred.
âYou see me, donât you?â the voice whispered. âBut do you know how close I am?â
My legs moved before I could think, rushing to the door, the lock clicking as I turned it. But I knew it was pointless. He could be anywhere. He could already be inside.
âWhy are you doing this?â I cried, my voice cracking.
Silence. The line was dead. But the fear remained â crawling, suffocating.
I stared at the window, praying heâd be gone. That I imagined it.
But he wasnât.
Ghostface hadnât moved. Just stood there, staring. Watching.
A tear slipped down my cheek, and I backed away, curling against the wall, knees hugged to my chest.
I was alone. Completely alone.
No Dewey. No Randy. No one.
And Ghostface⌠he was closer than ever.
The room was a prison. The walls pressed in, the darkness pooling in the corners like something alive. The cold air felt thick, suffocating, each breath harder to take.
The phone rang again.
I stared at it, my chest tight. It felt like a bomb counting down. Ring. Ring. A high-pitched scream in the silence.
I didnât want to answer. But I couldnât let it keep ringing. I grabbed the receiver with shaking hands, pressing it to my ear.
âHello?â
Silence.
Then a slow, steady breath. Deep and heavy, like the hiss of a snake.
âDid you really think you were safe in there?â The voice was a cold, taunting whisper. âLocked doors mean nothing.â
A chill ran down my spine. My eyes darted to the door â locked, the deadbolt secure. I twisted the handle just to be sure.
âI see you. I know where you hide. But hereâs the fun partâŚâ
The deadbolt clicked. My hand was still on it, but it twisted beneath my fingers, unlocking with a soft, mechanical snap.
My breath caught. I stumbled back, the phone slipping from my grip, the dial tone buzzing in the quiet.
The door swung open.
Darkness gaped beyond it, the hallway an empty void. But I knew he was there. I could feel him.
"Run," he whispered, so soft it was almost a breath.
Terror seized me, and my body moved before I could think. I bolted.
My feet slammed against the cold tile, carrying me into the hallway. My shoulder clipped the wall, a flash of pain that barely registered. I sprinted, the hallway stretching out before me, every door a faceless blur.
But I wasnât alone.
The shadows stirred. He was there â a shape just at the edge of my vision. Watching. Waiting.
But he didnât move.
I ran faster, my pulse pounding in my ears. The stairwell loomed ahead, and I slammed into the door, nearly falling through. My hands fumbled on the railing as I stumbled down the steps, the metal cold beneath my grip.
Silence chased me. No footsteps. No heavy breathing. But I could feel him â a weight pressing against me. Letting me run. Letting me struggle.
He was toying with me.
I crashed through the ground-floor door, the night air slamming against my face. The courtyard stretched out like an empty wasteland. But I didnât stop. Didnât look back.
The campus lights were faint, the pathways twisting, shadows pooling beneath every tree. I hurtled across the grass, my vision blurring, tears freezing against my cheeks.
He was there. He had to be. He was always there.
But the only sound was my ragged breathing. The only footsteps were my own.
Still, I didnât dare stop. I wouldnât give him the satisfaction.
We walked side by side down the winding campus paths, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows across the manicured lawns. The wind whispered through the trees, scattering leaves that danced at our feet.
Randy was talking â something about a scene from Evil Dead 2, how the practical effects were "way more charming than CGI." Normally, Iâd be hanging on every word, teasing him, tossing movie trivia back and forth like we always did.
But today, his voice felt distant. Muted.
My eyes kept darting around, tracing the shadows beneath the trees, the clusters of students walking in the distance. Every face felt like a threat. Every laugh a warning. I was a prisoner in my own head, trapped between fear and doubt.
"Y/N?" Randyâs voice broke through, softer now. "You even listening?"
I blinked, forcing a smile. "Yeah. Sorry. Just⌠just distracted."
His gaze softened. "Yeah. I get that."
Silence settled between us, stretching out like a thin thread ready to snap. We wandered toward the quieter side of campus, where the paths twisted between old oaks and the hum of student chatter faded.
Randyâs hand brushed against mine, tentative. Testing. And even though part of me screamed to pull away, I didnât. I let his fingers intertwine with mine, his warmth pressing against the cold chill that had settled in my bones.
"You know," he murmured, squeezing my hand lightly, "whateverâs going on⌠you can talk to me. You can trust me."
Trust.
The word clawed at me.
Could I? Could I really? Or was this all just another mask â something Iâd built around him to keep myself sane? To pretend I wasnât completely alone?
I swallowed hard, struggling to push the thoughts away. "I know. I do."
But even I didnât believe myself.
We kept walking, the leaves crunching beneath our feet. Randy kept talking, trying to fill the silence â stories about his film class, a rant about some freshman who didnât know the difference between Carrie and Firestarter. His voice was warm, easy, everything I used to love.
But now it felt like a soundtrack to a horror movie.
We turned a corner, and the path opened up to the small campus park. The benches were mostly empty, except for a couple making out beneath a tree, oblivious to the world.
Randy tugged me toward a bench on the edge of the clearing. I followed, sinking onto the cold metal, the weight of exhaustion pressing down on me.
He leaned back, his arm draped along the back of the bench, his other hand still holding mine. "See? Isnât this better? No weird phone calls. No creepy notes. Just⌠peace."
Peace.
I looked out at the park, at the leaves swirling in the breeze. It shouldâve felt calming. But all I could think about was how easily someone could be watching us. How easily someone could be lurking just out of sight.
"Hey." Randyâs voice was closer now, his hand shifting to tilt my chin toward him. "Seriously. Whatâs going on in that pretty little head of yours?"
I opened my mouth â ready to spill everything, to confess how the fear was eating me alive, how I didnât know who I could trust anymore, how even now, with him sitting beside me, I felt like I was waiting for the knife to drop.
But the words tangled in my throat.
"Iâm just⌠Iâm scared, Randy," I whispered.
"I know. I know you are." He leaned in, his forehead touching mine, his breath warm against my cheek. "But you donât have to be. Not with me."
His lips brushed against mine, soft and careful. It was the kind of kiss that used to feel like safety. Like home.
But now⌠now it was just another trap.
His hand slid up, curling into my hair, deepening the kiss. And for a moment â just one moment â I let myself melt into it, let myself pretend I could still believe him. Still trust him.
His fingers traced my jaw, then slid down, grazing the side of my neck. A shiver ran through me, but I didnât pull away. Not yet.
"Y/N," he whispered against my lips, his voice low and warm, "you donât have to be afraid. Not of me. Not of anything."
His hand shifted to my waist, his touch steady, pulling me closer. My heart raced, a mix of fear and something else. Something I didnât want to admit.
And then his hand slid lower, fingers tracing the hem of my sweatshirt, slipping beneath, pressing against the bare skin of my hip.
Heat pooled in my chest, drowning out the fear â if only for a second.
I kissed him harder, my fingers curling into the front of his jacket.
This was right. This was safe. This wasâ
You broke the first rule.
The voice roared to life in my mind, a blade cutting through the warmth.
Never have sex.
I pulled back, wrenching away so fast I nearly fell off the bench.
Randyâs eyes widened, his hand slipping free, caught in the air between us. "Whoa. Hey. Whatâ"
"I canât," I whispered, my breath coming too fast, too sharp. "I⌠I canât. Iâm sorry."
"Y/NâŚ" He reached for me again, but I flinched, and his hand froze. Confusion and hurt warred on his face. "Did I⌠did I do something wrong?"
"No. No, itâs not⌠itâs not you. Itâs me. Iâm justâ" My hands twisted in my sleeves, gripping so tight my knuckles went white. "I canât do this. I canâtâ"
"Hey, itâs okay." His voice softened, but there was a flicker of something else in his eyes. Disappointment? Frustration? Or something darker?
I couldnât tell.
He leaned back, forcing a smile. "I get it. I pushed too fast. Iâm sorry."
But the tension didnât leave his shoulders. His fingers drummed against his knee, a nervous habit Iâd seen a thousand times â only now it felt like a ticking clock.
"I should⌠I should go," I muttered, already standing, backing away.
"Y/Nâ" He started to stand, but I shook my head.
"I just⌠I need to clear my head. Iâll⌠Iâll see you later."
I didnât wait for his response. I turned and walked away, forcing myself not to run, even as the cold wind clawed at my face.
Leaves twisted and danced around me, and I could feel his gaze on my back â too heavy, too sharp.
I didnât look back.
But I didnât need to.
I could still feel him watching me.
I didnât look back.
The wind picked up, slicing against my cheeks, turning my breath into thin clouds in the crisp air. My feet moved faster, carrying me away from the park, away from Randyâs lingering gaze, away from the crushing weight of everything I couldnât say.
The campus blurred around me, students passing in flashes of laughter and chatter, faces I didnât recognize. I kept my head down, my hands buried in my pockets, fighting the urge to run.
Calm down. Breathe. Youâre safe. Youâre safe.
But I wasnât. I could feel it, that gnawing, twisting feeling in my gut. Like eyes watching me from the shadows. Like every step I took only dragged me further into the dark.
My vision blurred. Panic clawed at my chest, each breath coming faster, too fastâ
âY/N?â
The voice cut through the noise, warm and familiar, and I nearly collapsed with relief.
âDewey?â I spun around, and there he was â Dewey Riley, with his ever-present limp and that concerned, gentle smile Iâd come to trust so much.
But the smile faded as soon as he saw my face. âWhoa, hey, whatâs wrong?â
âI⌠I donâtâŚâ The words tangled, my chest heaving. âI donât know. I justââ
âOkay, okay.â His hands settled on my shoulders, grounding me. âBreathe. Youâre okay. Whateverâs going on, weâll figure it out. I promise.â
Tears blurred my vision, and I hated it â hated how easily I crumbled, how the fear seemed to eat me alive. But Deweyâs touch was steady, his voice calm.
âLetâs get you off the street, huh?â He glanced around, then gestured toward a small, quiet cafĂŠ across the way. âCome on. Coffeeâs on me.â
I nodded, letting him guide me, his hand light on my back. The warmth of the cafĂŠ wrapped around us, the smell of fresh coffee and cinnamon cutting through the fog in my head. Dewey led me to a corner booth, his concerned eyes never leaving my face.
I sank into the seat, wrapping my arms around myself. Dewey ordered two coffees, then slid into the seat across from me.
âYou wanna talk about it?â he asked, his voice soft, patient.
I stared down at the table, tracing the faint scratches in the surface. âI⌠I donât know where to start.â
âAnywhere you want.â
I bit my lip, trying to collect my thoughts. âSomeoneâs⌠someoneâs watching me, Dewey. I got a call. And a note. And I sawââ I hesitated, the words feeling like poison. âI saw him. Ghostface. Outside my dorm.â
Deweyâs expression tightened, but he didnât interrupt.
âI told myself I was just being paranoid, that it was all in my head, but⌠but itâs not.â My voice cracked. âItâs real. Heâs real. And I donât know what to do.â
The waitress brought our coffees, but I barely noticed. Dewey leaned forward, his face serious, his voice steady. âOkay. First thing â youâre not crazy. And youâre not alone. I believe you.â
A wave of relief washed over me, hot tears spilling down my cheeks. âThank you.â
âDid you tell anyone else? Randy, maybe?â
I hesitated. âI⌠I tried. But he⌠he thinks Iâm just scared. That Iâm seeing things.â
Dewey frowned, his fingers tapping lightly against the table. âLook, I know itâs hard. After everything youâve been through, nobody would blame you for being scared. But you know me, Y/N. Iâd rather take a paranoid friend seriously than miss something important.â
I nodded, wiping at my eyes. âI feel like Iâm losing it, Dewey. I donât even know who I can trust anymore.â
He leaned back, his gaze softening. âWell, you can trust me. And you can trust Gale â though sheâs off chasing another story right now. But that doesnât mean youâre alone.â
A small, bitter laugh slipped out. âGaleâs always chasing a story.â
âYeah, well, sometimes sheâs right,â Dewey said with a wry smile. âBut right now, this is about you. And making sure youâre safe.â
Safe.
The word felt hollow, like something I couldnât quite reach.
âI donât even feel safe in my own room,â I whispered. âHe knows where I am. Heâs watching me.â
âThen weâll figure something out.â Deweyâs voice was firmer now, a quiet determination. âWeâll get you somewhere safe. Or I can stay with you for a while â if that makes you feel better.â
âYouâd⌠youâd do that?â
He shrugged, a faint smile tugging at his lips. âIâm not exactly swimming in plans. And Iâd rather sleep in an uncomfortable dorm chair than leave you alone with this.â
The tension in my chest eased, just a little. âThank you, Dewey.â
âAnytime.â He took a sip of his coffee, his eyes never leaving me. âBut thereâs one thing I need you to promise me.â
âAnything.â
âIf you see him again â or if you get another call, another note â you tell me. Right away. Donât keep it to yourself. Donât try to handle it alone.â
I nodded, feeling a fragile spark of hope. âI promise.â
But even as I said it, I couldnât shake the feeling of being watched â of someone just beyond the warmth of the cafĂŠ, hidden in the shadows, waiting.
And somewhere, beneath that fear, a gnawing question whispered:
He didnât make me feel guilty for pushing him away. Didnât press me for answers I couldnât give. He just kissed my forehead, promised heâd check on me later, and slipped out the door with a careful smile that tried so hard to be normal.
But nothing felt normal.
Not the empty dorm room.
Not the silence that wrapped around me like a shroud.
Not the way I kept glancing at the window, half-expecting to see a shadowy figure standing across the street.
When Randyâs footsteps faded down the hall, I locked the door. Twice. Then dragged my desk chair in front of it for good measure. Stupid, maybe, but I didnât care.
I sat on the bed, knees pulled to my chest, staring at the phone lying on the carpet where Iâd dropped it last night.
Just looking at it made my skin crawl.
I shouldâve called the police. Or at least told Randy about the call, about seeing Ghostface outside my window. But what would I even say?
âHeâs back.â
âI saw him. I heard him.â
âPlease believe me.â
Theyâd think I was losing it.
Maybe I was.
The hours crawled by, sunlight shifting across the room, but I didnât move. Couldnât. The fear wrapped itself around me like a too-tight blanket. Every tiny sound from the hallway made me flinch. A burst of laughter. The rush of water from the communal bathroom. The distant hum of the vending machine by the stairs.
All of it seemed too loud. Too close.
Eventually, I couldnât stand it.
I stood up, pacing the tiny room, my fingers twisting in the hem of my sweatshirt. I needed⌠I didnât even know what I needed. To feel like I wasnât going crazy. To know someone else believed me. To breathe without feeling like I was choking.
My eyes flicked to the window again.
Still empty.
But the knot in my chest wouldnât go away.
A muffled thump sounded in the hallway, and I froze.
Silence.
Then another thump, softer, like something heavy being dragged. I stepped closer to the door, every instinct screaming at me to stay back.
But I couldnât.
Another thump.
I leaned toward the door, pressing my ear against the cool wood.
Silence.
Then, without warning, something slid under the door â a folded piece of paper, thin and wrinkled. It fluttered to the floor, white against the dull carpet.
My blood went cold.
I stared at it, too terrified to move.
Then the phone rang.
I nearly screamed.
It rang again, that same mechanical trill that felt like knives against my ears.
I turned slowly, eyes locked on it, my pulse pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat.
It rang again.
And again.
I couldnât breathe. Couldnât think. My feet moved on their own, carrying me toward it. My hand shook as I reached down, fingers hovering over the receiver.
It rang again.
I snatched it up, pressing it to my ear. "H-Hello?"
A long, empty silence.
But no breathing this time. No mocking voice.
Just⌠nothing.
I forced myself to speak. "Who is this?"
The silence stretched on, thick and suffocating.
Thenâ
Click.
The line went dead.
I dropped the phone like it had burned me, stumbling back until my shoulders hit the wall.
My gaze fell to the note on the floor.
It was still there, untouched, waiting.
I didnât want to look. Didnât want to touch it. But I knew I had to.
I knelt, fingers trembling as I picked it up and unfolded it.
Only three words were written in thick, messy ink:
DID YOU TELL?
My heart stopped.
Did I tell?
Tell who? About what? About the call last night? About Ghostface?
About Randy?
The phone rang again.
I didnât pick it up.
Didnât even look at it.
Because I was already looking at the window â and my reflection stared back at me, pale and terrified.
But there was something else.
Just behind me.
A shadow in the glass.
Someone watching me.
I spun around, but the room was empty.
But I knew better now.
I was being watched.
And the game wasnât over.
It was just beginning.
I backed away from the window, my legs hitting the edge of the bed, forcing me to sit. The note trembled in my hands, the ink blurring slightly as my grip tightened.
DID YOU TELL?
The words seemed to pulse, digging into my mind. Did I tell? Tell who? What did they mean? Was it about the call? About Randy? Was this some sick game, pushing me to doubt everything and everyone?
The phone sat on the floor, silent now, but its presence felt like a threat.
Maybe⌠maybe I should call someone. The police? No, theyâd think I was losing it. Randy? Heâd just tell me it was my mind playing tricks. That I was just scared. That I needed to calm down.
But I wasnât calm. And I wasnât crazy.
Not yet.
My eyes darted back to the window, searching for any flicker of movement, any shadow in the glass.
Nothing.
I stood and shoved the note into the top drawer of my desk, out of sight. Out of mind. But it didnât feel like it. The words were burned into my brain.
I needed to get out. To breathe. To move. To be anywhere but trapped in this tiny room with shadows and silence pressing in from all sides.
My fingers fumbled as I grabbed my shoes, slipping them on without even tying the laces properly. I threw on my jacket, my heart thudding like a drumbeat against my ribs.
I unlocked the door, yanked the chair away, and stumbled out into the hallway. It was empty, a dull, lifeless stretch of carpet and flickering overhead lights.
But at least it wasnât my room.
I made it halfway down the hall when I heard the door slam behind me.
I spun, but there was nothing. No one. Just the empty corridor.
I didnât care. I ran.
My feet slapped against the tiles of the stairwell, the cold air rushing up to meet me as I burst out of the dormitory and into the courtyard. Sunlight washed over me, too bright, too sharp. I squinted, pulling my jacket tighter around myself, trying to remember how to breathe.
Students milled around in small groups, laughing, talking, going about their day like nothing was wrong. Like there wasnât a threat lurking in the shadows, watching, waiting.
I needed somewhere safe. Somewhere familiar.
Randy.
Before I even realized it, my feet were already carrying me toward the student union. The place he always went between classes â sometimes even during classes, when he got bored and decided to skip. I pushed my way inside, the hum of conversation and the clatter of coffee mugs crashing over me.
And there he was.
Sitting by the window, a comic book spread out in front of him, a half-finished coffee steaming by his elbow.
Normal. Ordinary. Safe.
I almost tripped over my own feet rushing toward him.
"Randy," I blurted out, a little too loud, a little too desperate.
His head snapped up, his smile already forming â but it faded as soon as he saw my face. "Y/N? Hey, whatâ"
I collapsed into the seat across from him, trying to force air into my lungs. "I⌠IâŚ" I didnât even know where to start.
His expression tightened with worry. He leaned closer, his voice soft but urgent. "Hey. Hey, look at me. Youâre okay. Just breathe."
But was I okay? Was I even safe with him?
I shoved the doubt away, clinging to the only solid thing in the chaos â Randy.
"I got a note," I whispered, my voice cracking. "Someone slipped it under my door. And the phoneâit rang again. But there was no one there. Just⌠just silence."
Randyâs face went pale. "A note? What did it say?"
"âDid you tell?â Thatâs it. Just⌠just that."
He leaned back slightly, a frown creasing his forehead. "Thatâs⌠weird. Could be a prank. Some psycho trying to freak you out." He paused, his hand reaching across the table to cover mine. "But itâs okay. Youâre here now. No one can get to you."
No one can get to me. Except you.
The thought hit me like a punch to the gut.
His thumb traced soft, soothing circles against the back of my hand, but now it felt different. Instead of comfort, it felt like a trap. Like a cage closing in.
I pulled my hand away, pretending to reach for my coffee.
Randyâs frown deepened, but he didnât push. "Look, maybe we should just⌠get out of here for a bit. Go for a walk? Clear your head?"
"A walk?" I echoed, my voice shaky.
"Yeah. Just you and me. Fresh air. No creepy phone calls. No weird notes. Just⌠us."
He was smiling again, warm and gentle, the same smile that had always made me feel safe.
But now it felt like a mask.
I hesitated, and his smile slipped just a little. "Y/N⌠please. I hate seeing you like this. Just let me help you."
The familiar ache twisted in my chest â the same one that always hit me when I saw how much he cared.
Or⌠was it care? Or was it something else?
I forced a nod. "Okay. A walk sounds⌠nice."
His grin brightened instantly. "Awesome. Just give me a sec to close my tab."
He stood, waving over the barista, and I watched him, my fingers still trembling, my pulse refusing to slow.
A walk.
Alone. With him.
The boy I loved. The boy I trusted.
The boy who made the fear almost disappear â and yet somehow made it worse.
summary: after you witnessed the conflict at the dance, you tried to comfort Joel as best as you could, too bad you weren't really good with words.
warnings: PWP, just the tip, mentions of a belly bulge, mentions of cockwarming, creampie, emotionally awkward reader, sex as a distraction, fat girthy age gap (reader late 20s-early 30s, Joel 61. don't like don't read i am planning to write some more stuff about them <3)
wc: 1,7k
a/n: episode came out weeks ago and i just finished the fix-it fic. i love being on time.
divider by @/saradika-graphics
You were already warming up your shared bed when Joel's heavy body plopped next to yours. The matress squeaked pathetically, or maybe those were Joel's knees. He silently scooted closer to you, hugging your body from behind and inhaling your scent.
âIâm sorry that happened,â you reached and blindly found his cheek, scratching the stubble with your thumb in a gentle gesture.
âI canât seem to control myself when I feel something might happen to her, you now?" You did know. Joel's hyperprotectiveness over Ellie was the thing that brought you together in the first place. And that was the only time when it didn't cause mass distruction. Almost. "I just get filled with rage and I lose it.â Joel sounded like a beaten dog, you knew exactly how much pain his eyes carried. You wished you could say something thatâd take his mind off things. You wished you had a better way with words. But the only thing you felt you could offer was your body, so you press your back harder into his t-shirt clad chest; you pushed your ass a bit out to meet his cock that was still soft in his boxers.
âI can help you with the control thing.â You whispered, your breathing soft and calm.
âYeah?â There was a tint of humor in his voice, a half-smile creeping up on his face. âGonna walk me on a leash?â
âNo,â you grabbed his hand and brought it up from your belly to your tits. Joel barely squeezed the supple flesh, waking up the sleeping beast that was your need. âLetâs start with something less dramatic.â
âYou know full well Iâm not able to control myself with you either.â As if proving his words, his hips bucked, teasing your ass with his hardening dick. His voice dropped lower, the honey thick cadence you grew to know very well. Joelâs grown out stubble brushed your ear as he moved his lips closer. âIf I can have you, I devour you fully.â
You breath caught in your throat. Whatever this turns out to be, you knew you at least gave him shelter from the dark thoughts for the night. âYou can have me, but,â your ass kept grinding on him, bringing Joelâs cock to the full potential, âjust the tip.â
He barked a soft laugh, fanning your face with his whiskey breath. âSounds like youâll be the one struggling, baby,â his thumb and pointer finger pinched your nipple, already taut with excitement, and you bit your cheek to hide the moan. âSince itâs you who always begs me harder, more, deeper.â
Goosebumps erupted on your skin as Joel started nipping at your neck, dragging his teeth along the tender column. His hands enveloped you in a hot cage, forearms squeezing your boobs as he pressed you even tighter to his chest. You couldnât moveânot that you wanted toâbut you didnât think itâd be great for that exercise in control you wanted to give Joel. He bit in the juncture between your neck and shoulder and you gasped. You were so responsive, it drove Joel mad. His hips kept humping your soft ass, and you knew a wet stain already bloomed on the front of his simple underwear.Â
âCome on, Joel, let me help you.â You moan was breathy, and you tried to gather some composure to no avail. Feeling his hard length fit between your asscheeks made your core burn. You desperately wanted to have him stretch your pussy around the veiny shaft, even though that wasnât what you planned in the beginning. You guessed that both of you could learn something.
His hand let go of your tits, dragging down your body to tug your panties down. You fumbled for a moment, helping him get rid of the damp garment. His own he only shoved down enough to let his hard cock out, the elastic of the band sitting tightly under the heavy ballsack.Â
Your wet pussy was sheilded from the cold of the room by the blanket that covered you both, and when Joelâs tip finally kissed the slick lips of your cunt, sweat started gathering on the back of your neck.Â
One of Joelâs palms rested on your thigh, his almost fully grey happy trail that lead to the coarse pubic hairs tickled your ass and back. His finger dug into the meat of your leg, dragging it up and over his own hairy thigh, so he had a better access to your weeping pussy.
Joelâs teeth grazed your ear, low voice rumbling through you.
âSure you donât want me here?â His hand left your leg, and he pressed into your lower belly, making you shiver. âDonât you love feeling me in your tummy, baby? See how my cock bulges your little belly?â
You moaned, squeezing your eyes shut. You did love that. Loved seeing how big he was, in every aspect, and how well you could still take him. Seeing how much of his cock was in you when he told you to suck your tummy in.Â
âN-no,â your whimper lacked any confidence, and Joel only chuckled darkly. âJust the tip.â
âWhatever you say, darlinâ.âÂ
He moved, grabbing the shaft of his cock that was throbbing with the absence of needed contact. With tortuously slow movements, he teased your slit, making sure to nudge your clit every time. The fat head of his cock spread your lips, mixing your arousal and his precum into one cocktail of need and despair. You felt his spongy tip knock on your hole and it took everything you had in yourself not to push down, taking as much of him as you could in one go.
You shook with desire against his body, and Joel finally allowed you to have some of him. Gently, almost mockingly, he pushed the leaking head of his cock in your tight heat. Even this small fraction of his dick felt overwhelming without proper preparation. When your walls hugged his tip, both of you exhaled sharply.
âFuck, Joel, good, thatâs good.â
âYeah? Already full?âÂ
âMhm.â
âI need you to play with your clit, baby. Want you to squeeze that tight little pussy around me as I fuck you with just the tip.â
Shaking, your right hand found your pulsating clit, but before touching it, you pushed your fingers lower, blindly feeling where the tip of his cock split you apart. You grazed his shaft with the tips of your fingers and immediately heard Joel suck air through his clenched teeth.
âIf you donât want me to turn you over and fuck you into this mattress with my whole dick, better keep your fingers on your clit, baby.â
Youâd giggle if only he didnât choose that exact moment to slip out and immediately punch into you again, this time a bit further, but you kept your mouth shut.
Your fingers expertly danced over your throbbing bud, gathering slick that generously seeped out of you. Joel was uncharacteristically quiet, all of his concentration focused on not thrusting his hips and burying himself to the hilt in your welcoming pussy. Sweat dripped down his temple, thighs screaming, but he kept feeding you just the tip, enjoying your breathy mewls.Â
Having so little of him when you knew what the whole deal felt like resembled a punishment that you brought upon yourself. He stretched you good, but he couldnât reach that magic spot he usually pondered into whenever he sunk his cock inside you. That made you work on your clit harder, already desperate to cum when itâs barely been ten minutes.Â
âI can hear how wet you are for me,â Joel nipped at your neck, his tip continuously thrusting in and out of you, teasing. âD'you hear that?â
The sounds were loud, vulgar. Youâve heard the wetness of your cunt welcoming Joel with an obscene smack, like when you pat the surface of still water with your opened palm. The waves of your upcoming orgasm rippled from your core and out, like those same disturbed waters.
âGrippin' me tight, darlinâ,â he groaned, you could smell his sweat and it made your mouth salivate. âGrippin' so good I can barely pull out.â
Your hand started faltering, rythm failing and Joel, sensing your trouble, left the tip of his cock inside you while his own hand started working on your clit. The simple touch of his fingertips, rough and gentle at the same time, pushed you tripping over the edge. You kept choking on air, inhaling more and more until your lungs burned and your mouth opened wide in a silent scream.Â
Joel felt your little bud throbbing under his fingertips, your pussy squeezing his cock so hard he could barely hold off his own orgasm. He found your hand, bringing your slippery fingers back to your spent pussy.
âKeep touching your clit.â
âI canât,â you whined back, voice barely audible, âitâs too sensitive, Joel.â
âKeep playing with it or I will,â the thought of his big rough fingertip on your sensitive bud again sent a chill down your spine, though it was far from fear that you felt. âI want your pussy choking and crying around me when I fill you up.â
You tried to steady your breathing, your trembling fingers started to work gentle circles on your pussy again. It felt raw, and every extra touch felt like a shock wave shooting through you. But it did what Joel wanted, every swipe made your pussy clench around him with extra strength and he just kept his tip inside you, stroking his shaft that was covered in your cum with his thumb and two fingers.
âDoing good, baby, keep going.â
âItâs too much.â You whined, almost breaking apart from him, but his hand kept you in place.
âItâs not, you can do it for me, canât you?â
You could do anything for Joel, he was right there. So your fingers kept torturing your poor pussy, bringing as much pain as pleasure, and you kept squeezing around Joelâs cock, bringing him to his own release.
In one long unexpected thrust, he pushed the rest of his cock in you, growling as he spilled rope after rope of his cum inside you. The sudden movement ripped another orgasm out of you and you wailed, tears of pleasure tickling the corner of your eye.
âSorry, baby,â he sounded everything but sorry, âhad to make sure I donât spill a drop.â
âDoes it mean youâll leave it in for the night?â There was hope in your voice, and you didnât try to hide it. Whenever Joel kept himself snug in your pussy for the night, you had the best dreams, and the horniest mornings.
He hugged you close to his chest, making sure his softening cock was still plugging you. âI donât think I got that much control, sweetheart.â
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The tension was thick in the truck as we pulled up to the feed store. Darylâs knuckles were white on the steering wheel, and Rick hadnât said a word since we left. Hershel sat beside me in the back, his face drawn and quiet. I didnât know what we were walking into, but every part of me screamed it was a trap.
Still, we had to try.
The building loomed in front of usâworn-down, silent, and ominous. Rick gave a curt nod to Daryl, who killed the engine.
âThis is it,â Rick said, reaching for his Colt.
âLetâs be smart about this,â Hershel muttered. âNo one goes in hot.â
Rick opened the door. âIâm going in alone first.â
âIâm not lettinâ you go in there alone,â Daryl argued, his voice low and deadly. âWe donât know what the hellâs waitinâ.â
Rick turned to him. âYouâre staying outside with YN and Hershel. Watch my back.â
I didnât love the plan, but I trusted Rick. I nodded once. âWe got you.â
Rick pushed the door open and disappeared inside. I couldnât stop the gnawing feeling in my gut. This whole place felt off. I scanned the tree line, then looked at Daryl.
He caught my eye. âKeep sharp.â
No more than a minute later, Andrea pulled up in another truck with Milton and Martinez. She jumped out and froze when she saw Rickâs group already here. Her eyes landed on me, wide with surprise.
âYN?â she said, walking toward us. âYou came?â
I crossed my arms, wary. âGuess you didnât think weâd show?â
âI didnât think Rick would agree to this,â she admitted. âThe Governor just wants to talk.â
Andrea sighed and turned away. âLetâs just get this over with.â
She walked into the building with Milton and Martinez trailing her. Daryl and I exchanged a glance, then both turned our attention outward again, watching the perimeter. Every creak of wind, every rustle of brush had me reaching for my knife.
âYou trust her?â I asked Daryl under my breath.
He glanced at me, jaw tight. âI trust her to fuck it up.â
I gave a short, humorless laugh. âSounds about right.â
Time passed in quiet spurts. When Rick finally emerged, his face was unreadable. He didnât speak right away.
âLetâs go,â he said gruffly.
Once we were in the truck again, he finally spoke. âHe wants Michonne.â
The words hit the cabin like a gunshot.
âWhat?â I turned toward him. âHe wants us to give her up?â
Rick didnât answer right away. âSaid if we give her over, heâll back off.â
âHeâs lyinâ,â Daryl growled. âHe ainât gonna stop even if you hand her over in pieces.â
âHeâs gonna kill us no matter what,â I said quietly. âHe just wants us to make the first cut.â
Rick looked down at his hands. âI know.â
I met Darylâs eyes in the rearview mirror. We both understoodâthere was no peace coming. Only war.
The engine rumbled the entire ride back, but none of us said a word.
Daryl sat next to me in the back seat, his arms folded across his chest, his jaw tight. Hershel was up front, eyes set straight ahead, like he was already trying to make peace with whatever Rick was planning. And Rick⌠he was stone. Just like always. But the kind of stone thatâs been chipped away too many times.
We rolled through the prison gates, past Glenn and Maggie on watch, and into the yard where the others were already waiting. Carol, Beth, Carl, Michonneâthey rushed toward us as we got out.
âWhat happened?â Carol asked, voice tight.
âDid he say anything?â Glenn added, stepping forward.
Rick didnât answer right away. He just looked around at the group, then turned his eyes up to the guard tower. For a moment, I thought he might actually tell them the truth.
But instead, he just said, âWe talked. He wants the prison. All of it.â
Everyone started talking at onceâangry, scared, confused. I didnât say anything. I just kept my eyes on Rick, because I knew that wasnât all the Governor had said. Not even close.
He looked at Hershel. Just a glance. And I saw itâwhatever the Governor had offered, Rick wasnât ready to say it out loud yet.
Later, after we regrouped in the cell block, the group started laying out weapons, planning watch shifts, going over escape routes like we always did. I kept looking over at Rick. And when he finally walked off toward the upper level, I followed.
I hung back in the shadows as Rick and Hershel talked quietly.
âIf we give him Michonne⌠maybe that buys us some time,â Rick said.
My stomach dropped.
Hershel didnât answer right away. âYou really think heâll keep his word?â
Rick looked more tired than Iâd ever seen him. âI donât know. But if thereâs a chanceâif it means keeping Judith safe, Carl, everyoneâwe have to consider it.â
âAnd YN?â Hershel asked. âYou think sheâd be okay with that?â
I stepped forward then. âSheâs not.â
They both turned to me, startled.
âMichonneâs one of us,â I said, staring directly at Rick. âYou think giving her to that man is gonna save us? Heâll kill her. And then heâll come back for the rest of us.â
âYNââ Rick started.
âNo,â I cut him off. âDonât even try to justify it. You know what kind of man he is. Thereâs no deal that ends with us safe and him satisfied.â
Rickâs face hardened. âYou think I donât know that? Iâm trying to keep us alive.â
âSo am I,â I shot back. âBut not like this.â
Hershel looked between us, a heaviness in his eyes. âWeâve all lost things. People. But this⌠this isnât the way.â
Rick didnât say anything else. He just turned and walked away, leaving me and Hershel in silence.
No one knew about the offer yetânot even Daryl. But that secret was already starting to rot from the inside.
I sat near the wall, watching the others move, talk, plan.
Because whatever came next, I knew one thing for sure:
We werenât just fighting the Governor anymore.
We were fighting to keep the last of our humanity intact.
We reached the outskirts of the University of Eastern Colorado late in the afternoon, the sun starting to dip low behind the mountains. The air had that crisp bite to it again, and the sky was streaked with gold and dusty pink. From a distance, the campus looked⌠almost peaceful. Quiet brick buildings, ivy climbing up old stone walls, and banners still flutteringâfaded and tornâfrom lampposts that lined the cracked walkways.
Ellie sat up a little straighter on the horse. âSo this is it, huh? Big fancy college campus?â
âUsed to be,â Joel said, his tone low, guarded. âKeep your eyes open.â
We rode through the front gates slowly. There was a rusted sign that read Go Big Horns! still bolted above the arch. Everything else was still. Too still. No infected, no Fireflies, no people. Just the wind whistling through shattered windows and the occasional creak of old metal.
âWhere the hell is everybody?â I muttered, shifting uneasily in the saddle.
Joel glanced around, jaw tight. âLetâs find the science building. Thatâs where they said theyâd be.â
It took us a while, weaving through the empty campus, checking door after door. We eventually found what looked like the right buildingâScience and Medical Research Centerâpainted in big, faded letters across the stone facade. Joel dismounted first and tied up the horses while I helped Ellie down. She adjusted her backpack and kept close, her eyes scanning the halls as we stepped inside.
It was dark. Dusty. Papers scattered across the floor, overturned desks, broken glass.
But no people.
âLooks like they left in a hurry,â I whispered, shining my flashlight along a wall covered in peeling Firefly posters.
Joel moved ahead of us, rifle at the ready. We searched floor after floor until we found what looked like a labâglass walls, computers, and a whiteboard filled with equations. There were signs of life. Coffee mugs, papers, beds made out of blankets. Someone had been here.
âThink they moved on?â Ellie asked, her voice low.
Joel looked over a map someone had pinned to the wall. Red markers. Scribbled notes.
âSalt Lake City,â he muttered. âLooks like thatâs where they went.â
I exhaled, the weight of that realization sinking into my bones. Another journey. Another maybe. Another chance to not find what we were looking for.
And thenâcrash.
From below.
Joelâs head snapped toward the door. âStay here.â
âLike hell,â I said, already moving with him. Ellie was right behind us.
The three of us moved fast down the stairs, following the noise. Turned a cornerâand froze.
Raiders.
Shit.
They hadnât seen us yet, but they would. Joel moved quick, pulled us into a side room, and closed the door gently.
âThereâs at least four of them,â he whispered. âArmed.â
My heart was pounding.
âWhat do we do?â Ellie asked, gripping her knife.
Joel looked at us both, then toward the door.
âWe fight.â
Joel moved first. Silent but sharp, like a shadow with teeth. He signaled for us to stay behind, but I wasnât about to let him walk out alone. I drew my pistol and nodded at Ellieâstay low, stay quiet.
From our position, I could hear their voices nowâmuffled, cocky, laughing about finding fresh supplies upstairs. They hadnât seen the horses outside yet. That was about to change.
Joel slipped out, took cover behind a busted vending machine, and waited. I followed a few steps behind, crouching low behind a flipped-over couch in the hallway. Ellie stayed in the stairwell, knife drawn, watching our backs.
The first guy walked into view, rifle slung low, not even paying attention.
Idiot.
Joel didnât give him the chance to realize his mistake. A quick swing of his arm and the butt of Joelâs rifle cracked against the side of the guyâs skull. He dropped without a sound.
But the thud echoed.
âMike?â one of the others called.
Shit.
Things moved fast after that. The second guy came running around the cornerâgun upâand I fired before he saw Joel. My shot clipped his shoulder, but Joel was already on him. Two quick shots. One to drop him, one to keep him down.
Then the third came. This one wasnât stupidâhe took cover, fired back.
The hallway lit up in flashes of gunfire. Joel ducked back, cursing.
âTheyâre flanking,â he warned.
âNot if I get behind them first,â I said, already moving.
I knew the layout enough nowâweâd looped through this building once already. I ran through a side hallway, boots quiet on the tile, and came up behind the last guy as he was creeping toward Joelâs position. He didnât expect me.
I didnât hesitate.
One clean shot.
He went down.
When I made it back around the corner, Joel was standing over the one Iâd clipped, panting, blood on his knuckles. He looked up at meâworried, then relieved.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice rough.
âIâm good,â I said, stepping closer.
Ellie came out behind us a second later, eyes wide but steady.
âHoly shit,â she breathed. âYou guys are badass.â
Joel didnât even acknowledge that. He just looked around, breathing heavy. âTheyâll have more nearby. We gotta move.â
I nodded. âBack out through the south hall. Weâll lead the horses through the side gate.â
Joel grabbed Ellieâs arm gently, pulled her close, and then looked at me. âStay close.â
I didnât need to be told twice.
We burst through the south hall doors, the cold air biting at our faces as we reached the horses tied just outside. The snow had started to fall again, light flakes swirling in the wind. Ellie was already untying the reins, her hands trembling but swift.
âGo!â Joel shouted, his voice hoarse. âGet on!â
But it was too late.
Shouts echoed from behind usâmore raiders, their footsteps pounding against the concrete. One of them charged, a baseball bat raised high. Joel turned to face him, rifle up, but the raider swung first. The bat shattered against a tree, the jagged handle driving into Joelâs abdomen.
âJoel!â I screamed, rushing forward as the raider fell, Joel's hands clutching his side, blood seeping through his fingers.
Ellie was at his side in an instant, helping him to his feet. âWe have to move,â she said, panic in her eyes.
Together, we hoisted Joel onto the horse. Ellie climbed up behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist to keep him steady. I mounted the other horse, leading the way as we galloped away from the chaos.
The world blurred around us, the wind whipping past, the snow stinging our faces. Joel's weight sagged against Ellie, his breaths shallow and ragged.
âStay with me, Joel,â Ellie whispered, her voice breaking. âPlease.â
We rode for miles, the landscape a frozen blur. Then, suddenly, Joel's body went limp. He slipped from the saddle, collapsing into the snow.
âJoel!â Ellie cried, jumping down to his side.
I dismounted, rushing to them. Joel's eyes were closed, his face pale.
âI can't do this without you,â Ellie sobbed, clutching his hand. âPlease, don't leave me.â
I knelt beside them, my own tears freezing on my cheeks. We had to find shelter, get him warm, stop the bleeding. But for now, all we could do was hold on.
âJoelâJoel, come on, stay with us,â I said, crouching beside him, heart pounding so hard it was making me dizzy. His skin was clammy, lips tinged blue, blood soaking through his jacket and shirt like ink through paper.
He didnât respond.
Ellie was kneeling next to him, her hands trembling as she held pressure against the wound. âWe canât stay here. The snowâs picking upâlook at the sky.â
I glanced up. Thick, gray clouds rolled in fast. A blizzard. Shit.
âWe need shelter. Now.â
We couldnât ride anymoreâJoel was barely hanging on as it was. I scanned the treeline, the wide stretch of campus behind us, and then I saw it. A sign, half-buried in snow, pointing toward an old service tunnel entrance. The kind that probably led to a loading dock or a maintenance access point.
My eyes landed on the horses, then the few stray supplies tied to the saddlebags. Tarps. Rope. An old, dented aluminum sign.
âWe build a gurney.â
It was crude. Ugly. But it worked.
We laid Joel out on the tarp, wrapped him in both our coats, and tied the corners tight to the edges of the metal sign. Then we fastened the makeshift sled to the back of my horseâs saddle. I mounted up, and Ellie walked beside Joel, her gloved hand never leaving his.
âJust hold on,â I whispered as we moved slowly through the rising snow. âYouâre not dying here.â
Minutes bled into an hour. The wind howled, and the sky turned white. Thatâs when we found itâan old shopping mall on the edge of the university grounds. A service tunnel led us in through a rusted maintenance door, and we stepped into shadows and silence.
We dragged Joel inside and tucked him into an old department store backroom, laying him on a pile of dusty clothes weâd scavenged into a makeshift bed. The mall was falling apartâglass shattered, mannequins leaning like ghostsâbut it was shelter. And for now, that was enough.
Ellie knelt beside him, wiping his brow, whispering things I didnât try to hear.
I sat back against the wall, pistol in my lap, eyes locked on the door.
I didnât know if heâd make it through the night.
But I knew weâd fight like hell to give him the chance.