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❝ i mean it’s possible ! but then again, i haven’t really found a food that i didn’t like ! i just get spoiled with homemade burgers. don’t really go out to eat much.  ❞ she shrugged, she knew that for most they didn’t get the same thing she did. every family was different & she completely understood that. it just seemed odd how most restaurants or fast food can make their food so addictive. it had a be all the extra shit they put in the beef, pork and such. god ! she really sounded like one of those moms that always told their kid that they couldn’t have mcdonalds because it’s not healthy for a burger to be cooked in three minutes. that’s if it was fresh off the grill, if not that it came off some basket on a warmer & could have easily been there for hours. 

❝ you sure your not just, well --- in love with the burgers from back home ? ❞ she questioned the boy with a single arched eyebrow. not that she minded, it wasn’t any of her business but still, couldn’t help to point it out.  ❝ honestly it’s all about seasoning & the kind of grease or cooking oil you use when you make the burgers. it’s not that hard, that’s why there is schooling so you can learn how to cook boom ass food ! ❞

the blonde quickly looked up, her light hues widened at the sight of another person. it wasn’t that she feared to be judged, truly she didn’t care if someone had a bad opinion or thought about her. what she fear is that somehow her parents or older brother would find out what she had been doing while on her own in new york. drugs had never been her thing, she had never once tried them well aside from the occasional bowl or blunt —- but does everyone really think marijuana is that BAD that it should be called a drug ? jessie shook her head in an attempt to get free from her thoughts as she felt her stomach tighten. her hand went to cover her mouth, but it moved too slow. she found herself hugging the toilet bowl yet again as she heaved into it. when her stomach finally felt settled she scooted away from the toilet and leaned against the cold wall —- causing a small sigh of relief to escape her lips. ❝ can we just act like you never saw…. this ? ❞ she asked as she pointed to herself & then the toilet. 

the girl sat down at the table, not bothering to ask if it was okay. this was new york & she was on her own, asking permission was no longer what she had to do. at least while she was here. tilting her head with curiosity, she shrugged her shoulders before tapping her fingertips against the table.  ❝ what’s pops ? & maybe you’ve just had too many burgers from pops. ❞

❝ probably, but you’ll live now won’t you ?❞ she questioned as she rested her chin on her knuckles, her light hues looked up at the taller male. she didn’t really fear though she wasn’t going to ignore the odd vibe she got off of him. although she didn’t take it much too seriously, much like everything else.  ❝ now, how about you tell me why you’re so grumpy. ❞

❝ yeah, i can see how it can be. how far ALONG are you ?❞

as she leaned against the building, her eyes were glued to the cars that sped past her on the road. much like her family, she finally herself HOPELESSLY fascinated by cars. she wanted to know EVERYTHING she could possible learn about cars. maybe she was a bit to into cars, but it didn’t bother her any. in fact it was NORMAL to her. her father, uncle, mother & aunt were all into cars. even her older brother showed interested. though she knew that she would BREAK her mother’s heart if she ever DARED to try to become an outlaw like her father & uncle. the petite girl just couldn’t help herself & since she had no supervision around new york, she was able to get away with whatever she desired. nearly jumping out of her skin, she looked up at the OBVIOUS man in a suit. tilting her head with short lived smile, her nose crinkled up as her brows pushed together,  ❝ PLEASE, tell me you are not going to try the whole spiderman & mary jane kiss on me.❞ she pointed out, her breathe slipped through her nose quitely.  ❝ if you do, it will NOT end good. tend to get punch happy in those certain situations.❞ her voice was calm along with her facial features as she stared into the white fabric that was outlined with black --- covering the man’s face. 

❝ while i don’t have any PERSONAL experience. my mom said she would get super tired while being pregnant --- both pregnancies, actually. ❞

it wasn’t HOME, that was for sure but at least it was NEW YORK of all places ! so she was almost for sure that she was going to have a good time. or she hoped. something was eating away at her core, she wasn’t sure if she understood the feeling. but it didn’t take long for it to click. HOMESICK, was what she was dealing with but it’d pass. when did such a silly feeling, not pass ? the blonde girl was soon knocked out of her thoughts when she felt her body collide with another. quickly she looked over at the girl & reached down to start helping her pick up her things.  ❝ oh no ! it’s fine, no worries. plus, we don’t REALLY know who bumped into who. so no one takes the blame.❞