FigHeavy

I may only mask empathy and stand for nothing when no one’s looking but at least I’m mostly cool.

I may only like helping people for reasons of ego but the joy is real and but acting from ego doesn’t even have to bad. That shit can also be called taking pride.

But I’m glad the brain I was given feels about other people when they are I’m front of me.

I heard a description and was deeply fascinated. Then I saw the thin, almost alien angled thing and found it just as interesting and bizarre as I thought it would be.

My friends are in the corner learning speed run tricks while I’m doing so much dicking around that I’m on the pride month leader boards.

I stand on autism business for this ts. I was giggling, gasping, stimming, yelping in the theater.

As usual, my predictions were pretty spot on. Just look at movie poster or trailer, they WANT you to know the final act is about “exploring jax’s mind” and I swear to god I used that exact wording before hand. And Jax’s masks and how he operates. Seeing the poster of exploring multiple of him in his architecture. Head on the coffin

had a pretty good idea what the episode would look like, and I was right. But I was still pleasantly surprised parts I didn’t see coming. For example, seeing Jax’s masks. And how they operate 🙂.

While watching whatever just puff out one cheek at a time. Alternate for a bit and you’ll be brought back to reality a little bit more. Low effort, all it requires to do is a little bit of want. My read is that it functions similar to a meditative practice. Brings you back a little. It refocuses your attention internal and on your body through a weird stimulation.

It’s kind of advice to hear from someone who actually has ADHD. Not a posh researcher who tells you to journal and get better sleep.

I hope this doggie doesn’t connect me to all my other online identities >.<