this is making me sick even by writing it. it hurts to ask again but i have to try anyway.
if anyone follows me on @absrbs, you know that there was an issue with money revolving a mistake that my roommate made & it almost caused a lot of issues. he screwed up with the money that myself & my boyfriend (who is my third roommate) gave him and it got lost. we had to come up with more money to make sure that our rent was handled, but it caused some other issues.
those were settled, with the help of a lot of folk on here, we thought all was fine. until my landlord just emailed us & gave us this ultimatum. my boyfriend & i have no fucking clue whatโs going on and itโs pissing us off because this is the second issue within a monthโฆ and, on top of that, apparently this isnโt my roommates first lapse when it comes to rent payment.
i donโt get paid until next thursday, my boyfriend gets paid next wednesday & the fuck up doesnโt get paid until next friday, which makes it ten times worse because this is his fucking fault. my boyfriend has $175, my roommate has $200, and i only had $100. my mom gave me $150 and that was a crunch for her. thatโs, unfortunately, only $625 out of the $1200 needed. my roommate is scrambling to fix his shit and my boyfriend is trying to see what he can do. but i have no one else to ask and i canโt believe this bullshit is happening again.
i can only ask & see if anyone could help out. iโm ready to move out because this is ridiculous. iโm tired of the chaos in my life. when i think things are okay, shit like this happens. i shouldnโt be twenty-six fucking years old & struggling like this, especially when itโs not my damn fault. iโm sorryโฆ iโm just stressed. i can make icons, i can make graphics as best as i can, i can sing, i can do whatever. i just would really appreciate some assistance, if you find it within your heart to do so. you donโt know how much it would mean to me. if you canโt, a simple reblog will mean more than you could possibly imagine. i justโฆ yeah.
my paypal link is here. seriously, thank you from the bottom of my heart. iโm going to go drink myself into oblivion now while i figure out what to do next.
- Judas.

















