SECRET receiver shares a secret with sender for the first time
rocky & grace @unfxrgettable
[ action prompts - first times (sfw) / accepting! / @unfxrgettable ]
At times like this, Grace was extremely glad Rocky had no eyes to see him with. Because right now? He was tomato red. Maybe this was what months alone with no one except Rocky (has it been months, or a year that they've been en route to Erid? He can't remember; he'll have to check) did to a guy. Don't get him wrong; Rocky was great company. Amaze amaze amaze, even, as he'd say. But he wasn't human. And that meant he didn't know certain things about humans. He didn't know the customs of Grace's particular human culture, either; he was no anthropologist or sociologist, but even he knew people weren't some monolith regarding love, sex, all of it.
He'd been debating it a week or two now, talking to Rocky about what he wanted to. Today there was a prime moment to do it. They were in the mental health room, the ubiquitous LED panels in three-hundred and sixty degrees around them, plus all axes, projecting a foggy beach around them. The waves beat gently on the sandy shore, drawing pebbles in, then spitting them back out, sending them tumbling back to the wet sand, then repeat ad infinitum. Repeat. Repeat. Right now, they were sharing a moment of silence, he and his space-faring compatriot. Maybe now. He licked his lower lip, and bit softly down on it as the tongue retreated.
"You know, Rock," he sighed, "Know I told you some time ago, before we went to Adrian -- the planet, not your mate, obviously -- I didn't have a mate. Well... when humans mate, they copulate in an act called sex. It's how we make babies. But it's mostly done because to a lot of people-- almost everybody, I think-- it feels good. Really good. They love it. They want it. They want to have sex with their mate, or maybe not-their-mate."
He was sure they could find a video of the act somewhere on the massive SSD hosting just about everything digitally published ever that Stratt had sent the Hail Mary to space with (and had that whole circus of a lawsuit over), but now wasn't the time for that. Besides, if he had anything to say about it, hopefully it wouldn't even need to be an explicit, eighteen-plus one. Something he could show to eighth-graders whose parents weren't crazy with 'shield kids from any and all allusion to sex' thing, which had luckily, so far as he'd heard from other faculty at GCMS, pretty par for the course at his school. (Funny. 'His school'. He wasn't even principal, and he was calling it his school. He wasn't even there anymore. Were his last class of kids alive? Dead? What about the first ones he ever taught, some nine years ago? He'd never see them again, probably never get to know.) Plenty of movies and TV shows hinted vaguely at sex, or cut away as the 'fun' began, that kind of thing.
But all this was getting off-topic, anyways. He rubbed his palms together real slow, back, forth, back, forth, in a self soothe.
"I'll have to show you it in a movie sometime, you can use your screen-translator thingy to watch it. Anyway, I bring up human mating, sex, 'cause... well, I've never-- I've never really wanted to do it. I've never looked at someone and said 'heck yeah, I wanna have sex!', you know? Other people would describe it to me, how nice it was to 'do it' with their lovers, and I would just sorta... nod along. But I didn't really get it. It's not something I've ever actually wanted to do with anyone. You know-- I felt like a failure for a long time, like something was wrong with me for not being interested, but there's a term and a community back home for people like me. Asexual. It took me going to space to fully come to terms with it, but that's who I am."