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#120626 Friday

Alhamdulillah. Present die finally arrived! ♡♡

Alhamdulillah. Present die finally arrived! ♡♡

Happy 9th Birthday, sayang! Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki! Semoga menjadi anak yang soleh. Mama mntk maaf sebab takde rezeki ni tahun. Tuk belikan cake. Your present is otw.. i hope you like the present that im giving it ro you. Im sorry. I feel so terrible. Cake pon tak mampu nak beli =( . Korang anak anak plak yang nak kene faham situasi mama. I will make it up to you Muhammad Syafii. Semoga sihat selalu anak mama ♡ i love you ♡

#180325

Once I commit 2 months to full time, I will the house. Then the kids are your responsibility. You make do with what u need. I'm done helping you cause all you think is I'm unable to work other jobs. And yes I don't want too because I'm not going to throw 15 years of my work life for you to try something I'm not able to do. The money I make is for my childrens.

Once I leave the house, Syukri & Syafii is none of my concern due to your uncalled behaviour. I will still pay whatever I'm required to pay in outstanding. I will file for divorce once I receive payment in the next few days.

This Friday night, you go JB yourself. I can take care of Saif & Sufyan. I'm not interested in celebrating Raya with you this year. Please don't buy my baju raya. I beg you. Just accept we no longer are fated. I will call my mother in a few days and break this news. You can break fast with your family later. I'm doing it at home because I have things to do and pack.

Please stop arguing with me or trying to patch things back with me. I accept fate and I don't wish to have any more communications with you from now on unless necessary. Wake yourself up as you always do, pray yourself, cook yourself. I will do my part on my end. You may no longer do my laundry since you will be taking all the credit for buying the machines. Whatever I do from now on, whomever I talk to from now on, please don't interfere. I will do the same towards you.

While I'm still taking shelter in your house, rest assured I won't interfere with you. I'm done. I've sacrificed my married life for you with no regrets. I think it's time I realised I'm better off alone with my children somewhere else.

I halalkan whatever you've taken from me. I forgive everything you've done towards me. I've forgotten everything you've purposely supposed to appreciate me. Please be stronger from now so you may have that life you always wanted. A single parent life.

Happy Birthday My Baby Boy. Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki! Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan! Semoga menjadi anak yang soleh. I love u so much! Never goes a day that i dint think about you. You made me laugh all day all night. Sorry couldnt give you a present. But as soon as i get my pay. I will. Slowly but surely.

#3rdson

So sorry this year cant be there for you on your birthday due to working parcel delivery. But i promise. Moving forward. I will be there and always be there for you my dear son ♡ i love you with all my heart. Birthday present. Beyblade beg

Raissa Birthday ♡

Went to accompany hubby to take his pay for F1. With my 2 older boys. Then, we went timezone. And had so much fun! After timezone. We went to eat and then walk awhile. Hubby fetch my 2 younger boys while i go home with 2 older boys. Alhamdulillah for everything.

Went to accompany hubby to take his pay for F1. With my 2 older boys. Then, we went timezone. And had so much fun! After timezone. We went to eat and then walk awhile. Hubby fetch my 2 younger boys while i go home with 2 older boys. Alhamdulillah for everything.

After so long. I drank vodka. With husband, fizan, fika and Sha. Had a great night. But i admit. I doesnt want it at first. But i thought it can make my husband happy for me to accompany him through the night. Then okay. Hais. I wish he could be happy all the way after this. And open our heart to strive hard to pray to Allah.