🐾🌑 PixieStarz Sys ⭐🪽

𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 - we are the FictoVoid Collective, or the PixieStarz System. Either works. We go by they/them pronouns. We are a fictive-heavy polyfragmented mixed-origins system. We are diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, and AMPS. We also struggle with Dyslexia and Dyscalcula. ˎˊ˗

⌗┆DNI - none. just don't be a piece of shit .ᐟ

all origins are welcome <3

This blog is intended to be a system blog for any member of our system to do/post whatever they feel like, This includes: system blog posts doodles relating to plurality Pluralspace templates Headmate Packs whatever ig

main - @pixiestarz-system

art-focused sideblog - @lilacfox25

littles-safe sideblog - @lilacfluffen

I think I'm new here. I don't think that's a good thing.

i don't even mean to come here. i dont want to be here. i want to go back home.

I woke up, and everyone was sad. Nobody had the capacity to give me as much as a "hello, what's your name?". I went completely unnoticed for days. They were all too busy processing a pain too big for them to understand.

and I understand why. In my few hours being in this world, I've only been whipped back and forth between chaos and misery, only to be told its my fault. I've been shamed and guilted for things we do to protect ourself and asked to give constant reassurance and support when I can barely stay grounded enough to hear the words coming out of my own mouth.

I tried pretending to be one of the Jax's, in hopes I'd forget myself and "turn into one" to bring us joy. But it didn't feel right. I don't want to be a Jax, I don't want to be any character. I'm happy being myself.

So, hi. I don't have a name, but its nice to meet you anyways. I hope to understand myself more someday soon, but for now, this is me. I'm happy here, even if its bad. And maybe someday things will be okay.

*trying to comfort PS*

"ooh, are we comforting PS?" "mhmm"

*literally takes co-front JUST to comfort them*