This is the happiest I have ever been. And there's been no great thing that happened. I'm still unemployed, still single, and I still have 2 friends..but I feel so wonderful. I've gotten out of my depression finally and it just feels so good to feel normal. After a year and a half of being so apathetic about everyone and everything it's a good feeling to care about things again. I mean I have obsessions now...OBSESSIONS, GUYS! I haven't cared enough about anything to be obsessed with in years. I actually want to go out now and do things. I want to have conversations and meet people and work and go to school. Do you know how big that is? It's huge. I'm even getting back into art. I haven't drawn anything in two years. The past three years have been some of the hardest but I am so grateful that treatment worked and I'm finally in a normal period. I know it will come back eventually but I try not to worry so much about that. I'm just glad I can laugh and smile and enjoy things again.