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I might fall asleep trying to write this (I did). But I need this. I couldn’t simply sleep off my problems away. Sometimes I think “oh it’s just my 3 am wild thoughts” but then they too keep me awake during the day, without a single yawn.

Life’s funny for me. I shut my feelings down when it was okay to fool around, to get hurt, to hurt. Now that I couldn’t anymore, my conscience is totally fucked up. The line is so grey I probably didn’t notice that I was already on the other side of the line.

I’m not happy but I don’t know if it will get better. Better to risk it all, or so I thought.

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maybe you won’t ever read this and i would forever be glad if you didn’t

but if you ever did, deep down i’ll probably so glad you did.

truth is, i don’t know. i love you, yes. never have i ever think about you or look at you or your picture without wanting to squish you and love you and kiss you and pour my love into your heart, your soul. but this dream came last night. i cannot stop thinking about it ever since. and i remember waking up feeling sad that it’s not real. that it’s only a dream. next week, i’ll probably forgot about this dream already.

oh how i wish.

because i never did. even until this day, i still remember every dreams i dreamt regarding this quite in details. i wish i met you first so i won’t ever have to deal with this very mess up feeling of mine.

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Maybe it's good to be all alone again. I miss the feeling of being unbothered, when there's no need to impress someone else but you. People is such a mess. Deep inside I wish this is over. I might hurt people I deeply care about. I might hurt myself. But my soul is tired. I could feel it.

love is pain love is hurting your partner love is when you agree to disagree because of love love is being overprotective love is to argue love is to cry love is to just let go love is cruel but love is to care love is to have a shoulder to cry on love is being cared love is to share love is to give love is to get hugs and give them love is to kiss away your pain love is to have a bestfriend love is tolerating you cannot unlove your love in a day probably not in forever no matter how bad, you still had loved them love is so strong so strong that hate don't even bother to fight it

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im so tired of being super loved and being super controlled by a person i fucking know how much u love me but i think that this is too much whats the point of loving someone so much and u wont even let them do wtv the fuck they wanna do, when u know it wont even harm them u just simply wont let them do things they love to and then u told them to love life for fuck sake u are the one who stops life from coming to me whats the point if the person u love cant even tell u things, when they know u wont listen u said u would but u never if true love is like this, i'll probably be happier alone

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i just want to cry on someone's shoulder so bad without being asked why

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones (via wordsnquotes)

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i wonder if it’s good for this love to fade a little so that it will hurt me less to miss you when you are not here let it be just enough for me to keep going to feel that i am loved because goodbyes, your goodbyes make my heart ache and i could not imagine how bad it would hurt me when you say goodbye tomorrow and the next hello would be years later

I could say that I love you every motherfucking second but I wanna keep these butterflies inside me excited. They've rest since forever. I hate them being calm.

i sometimes feel so frustrated at life that i want to kiss pictures of us till u come alive

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maybe i will never know and forever confused. maybe im not meant to be happy and all i meant to be is broken inside.

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