I’m so sorry but sometimes people just fucking die and like that’s life

I’m literally a fucking addict leave me the fuck alone if I don’t want to fucking hang out with you because I’m FUCKED UP HOOYNSHIT

I can’t leave my cats for two months

Echo echo echo it’s just rotten thoughts being bounced around in my rotten brain in my rotten body and I’m SICK OF IT

Damn it really be like that! what the fuck is going on!

staying alive for other people is literally grueling

being with a girl has changed my perception of my own body so much like everything i used to be self conscious about i am attracted to in her like I’ve been viewing myself from a males point of view for so long and once you literally stop looking at yourself through the male gaze the game is forever changed!

I feel too big for my skin I haven’t been conscious in what feels like weeks I think .. I’m tired of trying to grow and be better I think .. I’d like to just have fun and .. that’s it

im tired of being like this im tired of being mentally ill im tired of feeling like I’m regressing and i want to be held