The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me

my desire to be hidden from the world just keeps intensifying

wouldnt it be cool to just like not feel nervous about everything all the time

Wishing I was with you right now. 😍

not to gatekeep but to gatekeep if you’re like “oughhh i hate being sober… i wish i was high i gotta stay high #addiction #actuallyaddicted” and the “high” you are talking about is marijuana. DO NOT talk like you have an actual life threatening addiction that gets in the way of literally everything you do. not saying people can’t get addicted to weed but it is in NO WAY comparable to the struggles junkies, tweakers, and addicts go through. what we go through is literal hell. constantly fiending, scrounging the carpet for powder/rock/shards, getting sick on the daily when we run out, stealing jewelry and money from people we love, manipulating said people to get what we need to SURVIVE, living a lie, selling our bodies, hitting licks, selling our own prized possessions? that’s real world addiction. when you get dopesick from weed hmu but until then. not comparable and stay out of our tags.