This is a confession blog dedicated to any and all projects by Ferry (@/nopanamaman.) This includes PAFL, BGH, ZATO, any of Ferryās miscellaneous work. This blog was originally meant for BGH exclusively, but as most of the PAFL confession blogs are inactive or have deactivated, I decided to make this a more general blog.
Admin uses she/her pronouns and is a minor.
I take inspiration from the confession blogs of the 2010s, meaning I will use the text sent to me in my inbox and add it to a related image. All art is by Ferry unless specified otherwise.
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All confessions must relate to Ferry or her creative work.
If you want your confession to specifically be non-anonymous, you must say so in your ask.
Talking about having a crush on a character is okay, but if I consider your confession too explicit for my comfort, I will delete it.
Donāt try to bring your personal drama with other fans to this blog.
Only mention other fans by name if you have something positive to say about them.
Complaining about the fandom is okay as long as you donāt get too specific. Itās fine, I donāt care, I complain all the time.
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Saw my ex in public the other day and feel really conflicted over the realization that my pafl otp might be a subconscious part of me wishing we were back together through those characters. So uhhh fāk.
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Thatās really unfortunate :( although it does make me wonder what your OTP isā¦ š¤
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people looove to act like sergei's trauma erases the way he treated sanya and it's fucking insane. me when i tell my younger sister that the world is deeply cruel to people like her over something they can't even control and the only people who will love her or keep her safe are me and our family. and nobody cares because i'm a man
The people who said things like āThe Yura hate really shows what you all think of mentally ill peopleā on the old confession blogs are the same people who say ableist things about Sergei. Just say you can only handle mental illness representation thatās sanitized (not necessarily by ferry herself but by the fandom in this case) and freak out when a characterās disorder affects their behavior in a negative way. Itās hypocritical for people to defend their fav and only their fav from ableism and then turn around and say ableist things about another character.
the lack of pafl fan content lately is sad actually :(
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When the next PAFL song comes out, the fandom will be more active again. Itās just this weird cycle of activity that relies on Ferry releasing new PAFL content.
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@ anon 76 im pretty sure i know who you are and i think youve mostly been fine. its more an issue of as the ship gained popularity it became more widely mischaracterized. as per usual with m/m ships lol people will ruin a ship if it means they can make it Fandomified Yaoi
This is more of a comment than a confession so Iāll just post it like this. I also think I know who 76 is and I donāt have a problem with them or their work. Pretty sure the people complaining about Yurarthur shippers are talking about others who just hopped on board with the ship in 2024 and started mischaracterizing it then just because it was a popular ship. I donāt often look at the posts of the person I believe 76 to be, but I vaguely remember them being interested in the ship before the fanon version of it was so mischaracterized? I might be wrong. Either way, anon 76, please donāt let people here discourage you from writing!! Everybody is entitled to their own opinions.
as someone who write most of the yurathur fics out there, i cant think of my work as changing that much over time-- outside of including more alternate universes over time i guess?-- so im curious where the idea that fandom interpretation fell off? Was it just that the focus on the undefined situationship got boring over time?
I say because it kinda hurts when people talk bad about a ship i really care about.
And in terms on focusing on Arthur's trauma, I as a writer don't think I would be able to write that tactfully. It's not that I dont find it interesting, or that I don't think it effects him, but that its a hard subject to depict in general so I'm not surprised others shyed away from it too.
anyway i think i've finally decided that all my ideas can stay in the drafts of my documents because clearly they're not wanted here.
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this fandom's absolute refusal to engage in serious analysis is so infuriating. "i don't think it's that deep š¤£" well god forbid i don't want my engagement with pafl to stop and end with "me looking at the single mother as i'm about to swallow her car keys" memes
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Partially Ferryās fault but still annoying nonetheless
