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private gem oc. by keller. 25+ they/them
remade 2023
carrd.

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hi i'm alive smh my dog just had an emergency n summer class (hopefully doesn't) starts next week I've missed hem
I'm like 24 hours from finishing this semester, then I'm gonna hopefully be back here
i lost my graphics commissions post deep in my blog and way too lazy to find it so time for another one! i am still job searching, putting in applications but not getting anything back, despite everyone saying they are hiring but anywhoo, down below are my commissions prices and examples. you can message me here ( via desuetmort ) if you are interested!
icons: $5 per 15 icons ( unedited and cropped only) $10 per 15 icons ( edited with psd, border, ect )
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Laying in bed fully acknowledging gems don’t work even remotely like humans but thinking about hem’s vision being fucky from all that time with white

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&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
dialogue prompts taken from the script of everything everywhere all at once (2022), directed by daniel kwan and daniel scheinert. feel free to edit and change as you seem fit.
❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜
❛ stop changing the subject. ❜
❛ every day i fight, i fight for all of us. ❜
❛ what are you doing? what is wrong? ❜
❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜
❛ you may be in grave danger. there is no time to explain.❜
❛ we can make our own way. please, come with me. ❜
❛ don't even talk to me about this because i won't remember.❜
❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜
❛ i’m here because we need your help.❜
❛ sorry, very busy today. no time to help you– ❜
❛ all those years of searching have brought me here. to this universe. to you. ❜
❛ i’m here to tell you every rejection, every disappointment has led you here. to this moment. ❜
❛ i'm not ready to fight yet. ❜
❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜
❛ now, you can either come with me and live up to your ultimate potential, or lie here and live with the consequences. ❜
❛ i... want to lie here. ❜
❛ how often do people literally die laughing? ❜
❛ my husband won't even kill a spider. how are you the same person? ❜
❛ we are talking about infinity. if you can imagine it, somewhere out there, it exists. ❜
❛ how did i die? ❜
❛ i've seen you die a thousand ways. in a thousand worlds. in every single one, you were murdered. ❜
❛ what!? who wants me dead? ❜
❛ you’ve been feeling it too, haven’t you? something is off. your clothes never wear as well the next day, your hair never falls in quite the same way, even your coffee tastes... wrong. ❜
❛ maybe we would have been better off if we had never gotten married. ❜
❛ i never said that. ❜
❛ you didn’t have to. it’s the way you look at me. ❜
❛ can’t you see it? how wonderful it would be if you came with me? ❜
❛ i saw my life without you. i wish you could have seen it. it was beautiful. ❜
❛ shhh, you're not thinking straight. ❜
❛ what is worse than death? ❜
❛ i saw your face on a billboard and — this is silly — i wondered if you remembered me... ❜
❛ is it that i can’t be here, or that i’m not allowed to be here? ❜
❛ there is no good, there is no evil. there is only “goovil”. ❜
❛ if you can imagine it, you have fucked it. ❜
❛ do not be so closed minded that you blind yourself from the truth! ❜
❛ don’t make me fight you. i am really really good. ❜
❛ you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything. ❜
❛ you can't remember anything because your bodies were under the control of other universes. ❜
❛ you were like puppets. and you could do things you normally can't do. you were like, what's that movie... raccaccoonie? ❜
❛ how can you defeat her in every universe, if you can't even kill her in one? ❜
❛ the sacrifices necessary to win this war... i know all too well. ❜
❛ i cannot lose another loved one to the darkness. ❜
❛ i know you have feelings. feelings that make you so sad. that make you just want to give up. that is not your fault. ❜
❛ i'll see you again soon, somewhere out there in all that noise. ❜
❛ just think happy thoughts. ❜
❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜
❛ i'm the one you've been looking for. ❜
❛ i’m the one who will defeat you. ❜
❛ you’re finally free, like me. ❜
❛ you don't have to choose anymore. between loving me or hating me. you can do both at the same time. ❜
❛ before, you were asking about "our daughter". it's crazy, but it really got me thinking. what if you had come with me all of those years ago? ❜
❛ all of this time, i wasn't looking for someone who could defeat me. i was looking for someone who could see what i see, feel what i feel... ❜
❛ oh, good, you're here too. ❜
❛ i'm sorry about ruining everything, i– ❜
❛ we're all stupid. small stupid little humans. it's like our whole deal. ❜
❛ everything is going to be okay. ❜
❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜
❛ when we first fell in love all of those years ago, your father would say i was too sweet for my own good. maybe he was right. ❜
❛ please! can we just stop fighting! ❜
❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜
❛ the only thing i do know is we have to be kind. be kind. especially, when we don't know what's going on. ❜
❛ i know you go through life with your fists held tight. you see yourself as a fighter. well, i see myself as one too. this is how i fight. ❜
❛ in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you. ❜
❛ you know what i say? cold, hysterical, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. ❜
❛ you aren’t unlovable. there is always something to love. ❜
❛ even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers, we’d all be very good with our feet! ❜
❛ in a universe where we both agree that no one could love you, if we look hard enough, something will prove us wrong. ❜
❛ we are all useless alone. so its good you're not alone. ❜
❛ maybe you win in this universe. but in another, i beat you. or we tie. or we eat crepes. ❜
❛ i don't want to hurt anymore. and for some reason when i'm with you, it hurts both of us. ❜
❛ out of all of the places i could be, why would i want to be here with you? ❜
❛ i still want to be here with you. i will always want to be here with you. ❜
❛ i will cherish these few specks of time. ❜
I have muse but like....writing? don't know her
Hematite-
a gem rich in iron known for it's protective and grounding qualities.
c.
Laying in bed fully acknowledging gems don’t work even remotely like humans but thinking about hem’s vision being fucky from all that time with white
Change plays on loop in my head

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Hematite nodded. He would wait until she'd gathered them all. White hadn't told him why or why now, but he had a hunch. There was a fair chance some of the sapphires would be shattered. His diamond did not tolerate imperfection and at least one of them should have seen Pink's demise coming. Even at a respectful distance, her pain was palpable. In that moment he was grateful he couldn't feel a thing. He'd heard that Blue's grief could practically drown a gem. "I know not, my diamond. She did not say. Only that she requested them and sent me." White Diamond had sequestered herself away for so long she'd rarely even acknowledged his existence until now. "My diamond has been...dealing in her own way. She trusts that you and Yellow can cope without her." Though likely Blue Diamond didn't believe that. He could understand the sentiment. White had never seemed the type to be there for the other diamonds. "She is still refusing visitors."
Her pained gaze met with the Hematite's apathetic approach. As much as she loved White like an older sister, she was riddled with the desire for perfection. Every gem in her court was perfect, and emotions were not a common sign in those she controlled. And, with seeing her own Hematite, standing strong in her emotional field of grief and depression, she felt... almost relieved that her pain was not affecting him so much.
"I am... aware," she muttered softly, shifting to face the Hematite. "She has not spoken to me nor Yellow. It feels... disappointing. And hopeless. We... lost one of our own. Yet, we do not see her... for years. And she asks of my Sapphires to see her? I..."
Her mouth shut, tears running further down her cheeks as soft sobs slipped between her lips. The pain was unbearable, and there was no way to properly seek the hope she wished for. She was angry, bitter, and wanting to find the Quartz who did this to her.
"...when did she start to refuse visitors? Do you know of anything she is planning?" She asked, looking at him once more.
White's motives were supposed to be less of a mystery to him. Hematite understood her perfectly-in the beginning. It was his purpose. To help her, to advise her, aid her in every way that he could. He thought he'd succeeded until Pink's demise. He'd hoped it was just a lie when he'd heard. A game of hers. He'd almost convinced White of it to keep her calm. She was still displeased with him about that. "My diamond sees herself as-" how could he put this in a way that wouldn't offend the one in front of him "-above....such emotions." She had to be. Her court needed to be flawless, a mark he'd only been passing with her merciful assistance.
"No. She has not spoken much to be either." Hematite turned his gaze to the floor. He might be currently immune to Blue's ability, but there was a chance it wouldn't last for long. If he caved and White found out it would go very badly. "She shut down perhaps a year after Pink Diamond was shattered. If I had to hazard a guess...I would say she plans on questioning your Sapphires if any of them saw it coming."
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y'know I think blue could really help hematite get his shit together emotionally
not me writing myself into a corner with that hc bout hem n white's last order because I have No Idea how to do that reveal
send me an ask that starts "Write me a starter where..." & a plot idea for our muses.
there's no guarantee this will result in receiver writing a starter, but it helps to get plot gears moving! (reverse meme)

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Hematite nodded. He would wait until she'd gathered them all. White hadn't told him why or why now, but he had a hunch. There was a fair chance some of the sapphires would be shattered. His diamond did not tolerate imperfection and at least one of them should have seen Pink's demise coming. Even at a respectful distance, her pain was palpable. In that moment he was grateful he couldn't feel a thing. He'd heard that Blue's grief could practically drown a gem. "I know not, my diamond. She did not say. Only that she requested them and sent me." White Diamond had sequestered herself away for so long she'd rarely even acknowledged his existence until now. "My diamond has been...dealing in her own way. She trusts that you and Yellow can cope without her." Though likely Blue Diamond didn't believe that. He could understand the sentiment. White had never seemed the type to be there for the other diamonds. "She is still refusing visitors."
Similar to Pink, White Diamond's last order to Hematite was that he is not to tell anyone about what she did to him. It was given in a bit of a panic out of concern how she would be viewed and judged in the changing society. As he left homeworld immediately after change your mind, she was never able to undo it.