saying things like, i'll look out for you !!

On top of all the expenses needed to move, I also have a sick kitty that I’m caring for, and the vet has recently located a tumor where her kidney is, and she’s continuing to pee blood even after her round of antibiotics, and she’s having an increasingly hard time keeping weight on.

Id like to move to a state where I can finally access better healthcare for me and my cat, find a place I can actually afford that’s not on the third floor, and live in a community where I can get around safely. The funds from this fundraiser will go directly toward moving expenses, car insurance, gas, securing a new place to live, and covering the gap in healthcare coverage during my transition. Some of you may recall when I was hatecrimed a year and some change back, where my belongings were trashed and my wheelchair and crutches were stolen, this money would also be going to help me find community in a more accepting area where I no longer have to live with strangers and be at risk for something like this happening again. Every bit of support will help us take this important step toward a safer, healthier, and more independent life.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read our story. Even if you’re not able to donate, just sharing our fundraiser means the world to us and brings us closer to our goal, and puts me in a more stable financial situation to complete the last year of my bachelor’s degree! Your kindness and support truly make a difference.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-us-move-to-accessible-housing-and-healthcare

If a doll manages to muddle through the vast, dark ocean of garbage that keeps her from realizing her trans womanhood, she then has to navigate the barrage of bullshit that people constantly, relentlessly hurl at trans women.

'how to be a proper (trans) woman' 'male socialization' 'welcome to womanhood' twerf nonsense, transmeds, 'troons' and a million other bullshit things people make up to give form to their disgust. It's truly impossible to disentangle a lifetime of transmisogynistic programming from actually existing as a trans woman! It's difficult now to actually even write this post without getting in the weeds via abstraction and metaphor!

Little doodle as break from Big Project cause I made a playlist for her