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i'm supposed to be sleeping rn since i need to get my day started early for an appt tmrw. lol.

being an adult sucks. growing up sucks. losing nouns suck.

last summer sucked (fall last year sucked).

this summer is sucking (sort of, but not really; don't ask me about june 30, 2026 lol).

well, at least now, i can somewhat enjoy life some days.

also, i'm finally going to japan this fall!!! yayayay!!

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in all honesty, i'm dropping by to lurk on some valko/lads fanfics (lmao this place has evolved sm!) say that i sadly had to put my beloved cat down last july after only owning him for 2 years. i've never been so happy and attached when i had him. it's been so fucking rough since then, with waves of sadness as i'm grieving with all this other shit in the world going on. my cat would've been 13 this year, and this july 20th marks 1 year without him. i could write on and on about him, but i'll save it for another night when i have more time and tears.