restoring a feisty belle

Mom was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s (middle stage), dad is needing to have three (possibly four) surgeries for various issues, work is stressful, I’m still sober, still don’t sleep well, and I miss laughing.

Becoming quiet not only to be introspective, but to do an extrospection of my surroundings (including people). My world, like most of yours, is heavy right now and I am numb, I can’t think to solve any of my worries right now. I’m just being and helping take care of my mother and that’s ok.

You can lump that vile mess in with pedophilia and beastiality.

I’ve shown this picture to many people and not one has seen the same things I see.

I’ve never been in love, but I know what true love is. I’ve seen it in the lost eyes of a man who just lost his wife. I’ve seen it in the way my parents treat and look at each other. I’ve seen it in the way my brother takes care of his wife. Just because I’ve never experienced something, doesn’t mean I don’t understand it.

I need this on a t-shirt.

With all that said, narcissist (self centered assholes) are drawn to empaths, and I’ve had my fill of relationships with them. Narcissist can suck a pickled limp dick. That’s not a very empathetic thing to say, but I don’t care for people who use others and only think of themselves.