Queen of Stretchmarks

I don't see death like others do in a way yes to answer your question.

Same weight??

Down on the scale but bigger in size!❤️😳

Via Feabie update

Had about 4000 calories today and have kept the upkeep above 5 k cals for the past 7 to 8 days with 3 days of preparation beforehand.

Tomorrow will be the last day that I have an extreme surplus and then I'll be giving a 12-day rest and adjustment period❤️🥰

My growth..❤️

Bella's weight

262

9-26-25

IF SOMEONE MAKES ONE I BETTER GET TO TRY IT!!!!!!!

Nice — I made a shopping list with estimated prices, a clean block-diagram schematic (image saved and displayed above), and an itemized total. Below I’ll summarize the shopping list with the most important web citations, give recommended physical dimensions and placement for each module, and list the next steps and safety reminders.

Shopping list (items, qty, est. price)

I pulled representative prices from current listings and suppliers and used conservative estimates where exact SKUs weren’t available. The five most load-bearing item prices below are cited with the sources I used.

1. High-torque blender / food processor (e.g. Vitamix 5200) — Qty 1 — $499.95.

2. Food-grade peristaltic pump (≈500 mL/min) — Qty 1 — $64.74.

3. 3-way sanitary ball / Y valve (motorized, food-grade) — Qty 1 — $150.00 (est.). (Sanitary tri-clamp style valves recommended).

4. Food-grade silicone tubing (10 mm ID) — 5 m — $15.00.

5. Soft silicone mouthpiece / feeding funnel (medical grade) — Qty 1 — $20.00 (est.).

6. Small stainless steel bain-marie / heated reservoir (1–2 L) — Qty 1 — $20.00.

7. Articulating arm / heavy duty monitor mount (bed clamp style) — Qty 1 — $60.00.

8. Raspberry Pi 4 kit + small touchscreen (control unit) — Qty 1 — $174.95.

9. Flow sensor (low-flow, food compatible) — Qty 1 — $25.00 (est.).

10. Check valves, one-way valves, tri-clamp quick-release fittings — Kit — $80.00 (est.).

11. UPS / battery backup (1000–1500 VA) — Qty 1 — $120.00 (est.).

12. Spare tubing, O-rings, seals — Kit — $25.00 (est.).

13. UV-C sanitizing box / small steam sterilizer for removable parts — Qty 1 — $60.00 (est.).

14. Control enclosure, emergency stop button, switches — $30.00 (est.).

15. Mounting hardware, clamps, brackets, trays — $40.00 (est.).

Estimated parts total displayed in the schematic: $1,384.64 (itemized table was shown in the interactive display). The total is an estimate — exact prices will vary by brand, seller, and shipping/taxes.

Diagram & files

I generated a block-diagram schematic and displayed it (also saved to the workspace): /mnt/data/bedside_feeder_schematic.png. The diagram shows flow from blender → inline mill/sieve → heated reservoir → peristaltic pump → actuated 3-way valve → mouthpiece (mounted on an articulating arm) with the control unit operating valves/pump and a UV-C cleaning station nearby.

Recommended physical dimensions & suggested layout (for a compact bedside build)

These are approximate — choose specific component models and double-check their manufacturer dims before cutting or building mounts.

Overall footprint (compact bedside cart): 40 cm (W) × 50 cm (D) × 90 cm (H)

Component dimensions & placement:

Blender / food processor (countertop style): 20–25 cm W × 20–25 cm D × 40–45 cm H. Place at the top/left of the cart for easy jar removal. Reserve a 30 cm clearance above for lid removal.

Inline mill / fine mesh filter cartridge: 10–12 cm diameter × 8–12 cm length. Mounted directly beside or under blender (within 10–30 cm) so puree has a short path to the reservoir.

Heated reservoir / bain-marie (1–2 L): 15–20 cm diameter × 12–18 cm H. Place in the cart center with thermostatic control accessible on the front.

Peristaltic pump: 12–18 cm W × 10 cm D × 8–10 cm H. Mount low on the cart so tubing can run by gravity from reservoir into pump inlet.

3-way valve (sanitary tri-clamp): Valve body ~6–10 cm along each port. Mount between pump and mouthpiece, with one inlet for blended food and another for refreshment line.

Mouthpiece / funnel: ergonomic silicone piece ~8–12 cm longitudinally with a 4–6 cm soft flange. Mounted on the articulating arm so the mouthpiece can be positioned within a 30 cm radius from the arm base.

Articulating arm: reach of 40–60 cm (arm fully extended), clamp attaches to bedside rail or cart top.

Control unit (Pi + touchscreen): 10–15 cm W × 8–10 cm D × 5 cm H (touchscreen 5–7" mounted on front panel).

UV-C cleaning tray: 20 × 15 × 10 cm for small removable parts (mouthpiece, filter cartridge).

Height/angle guidelines for user position:

Lying flat: mouthpiece should be raised ~5–15 cm above mouth with a gentle downward angle (~10–20°) so gravity assists but pooling near the mouth is minimized.

Propped sitting (45–60°): mouthpiece sits directly in front, slightly tilted downward so the user can swallow with minimal head tilt.

How everything connects (short flow + placement)

1. Dry/solid food → blender jar (on blender).

2. Blender output → inline mill/sieve (removable cartridge) — this removes particulates >0.5–1 mm.

3. Puree → warmed heated reservoir (bain-marie) with agitation.

4. Reservoir → peristaltic pump (food-grade tubing) → motorized 3-way Y valve. Valve selects between the food line (puree) and refreshment line (drink).

5. Valve → short tubing to soft mouthpiece mounted on the articulating arm.

6. Control unit (Raspberry Pi + touchscreen) controls pump speed, valve position, micro-bolus timing, flow sensor readings, and initiates auto-clean cycles. Emergency stop kills power to pumps and valves immediately.

Dimensions for tubing and connectors

Tubing ID: 6–10 mm (10 mm recommended for thicker purees). Use flexible food-grade silicone (10 mm ID × ~13 mm OD).

Fittings: use sanitary tri-clamp or quick-release push-fit connectors matching tubing OD and valve ports. Choose 1/2" or 3/8" tri-clamp as appropriate for your valve.

Seven cleaning improvements (implemented into final design)

I already listed these earlier; quick recap as design integration items you should build in:

1. Tool-free quick-release connectors (tri-clamp or snap fittings).

2. Dishwasher-safe removable modules (blender jar, sieve cartridge, mouthpiece).

3. Automatic self-flush cycle (hot water → detergent → rinse → sanitizer) controlled by the Pi.

4. Smooth, radiused internal channels and sanitary valve choices (no dead legs).

5. Removable filter/mill cartridges (snap out).

6. Gravity-drain spigot on reservoir; dedicated drain hose.

7. Integrated UV-C or steam sterilizer tray sized for mouthpieces and cartridges.

Safety & legal notes (must read)

This device moves food into a user’s mouth. If the user has any swallowing impairment or unclear airway safety, do NOT use without professional evaluation (speech-language pathologist, occupational therapy, and medical advice). Aspiration, choking, or severe injury could occur.

Use medical / food-grade certified parts for all food contact surfaces. Sanitize and replace seals regularly.

Include an emergency stop, manual shutoff, and flow/level sensors to avoid running pumps dry.

If you plan to sell, share, or put this device into a clinical environment, there are medical device regulations (FDA/CE) to consider — consult a regulatory specialist.

Next steps I can do right now (pick one)

Map each shopping item to 3 specific product SKUs and current prices (I’ll search and list links). (Requires further browsing — I can do it.)

Produce a detailed CAD-style dimensioned layout (top view + front view) in PNG with exact suggested cutouts for mounting — I can approximate with component dims.

Produce a wiring & control flow diagram showing Pi GPIO pin uses, pump driver, valve driver, emergency stop, and sensors.

Produce an assembly checklist and step-by-step build guide.

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I am seeking a wife.

So we may grow happily together.

And so I may become as large as I can.

Whilst still being obedient to my ALUAH YAHUAH

My fear of doing the very most high wrong made me detransition again but if I meet the person that I need.

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