JALLAKUNTILLIOKAN!

𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙼𝙰𝙲𝙷𝟷𝙽𝙴 ⚭ writing / aesthetic sideblog for a heavily headcanon-influenced + original-character-integrated cosmic horror character set primarily in vertigo's hellblazer & sandman comic universes. follows hellblazer mythology w/ personal expansions, heavily inspired by the southern reach trilogy. ( ft. on @debtsunpaid. spliced by oxly, they/them, 27. )

a personal apocalypse,  𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖,  wouldst thou like to live deliciously,  my skull runneth over,  𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗,  descent into bicameral mentality,  alien geometries,  𝚐𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗,  there is something in your mind’s eye

𝘒𝘓𝘈𝘝𝘐𝘌𝘙 — 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘋𝘈𝘙𝘒 𝘏𝘖𝘙𝘚𝘌. who would’ve guessed it’d be you? after all this time, it’s really you? when you were little, nobody knew your name. for so long, you’ve lived as a shade amongst shades. written off, cast aside, overlooked. you did your best work in the shadows. it took you so long to bloom, some thought you would never emerge at all.

but now’s your time in the spotlight. all the heroes have failed, but you’re still standing. in the darkest hour, you came in to save the day. ( you’re our last hope, dark horse! )

personality: clever, determined, quiet counterpart: the killer

𝙹𝙰𝙻𝙻𝙰𝙺𝚄𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙾𝙺𝙰𝙽 — 𝙺𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙴𝚁. you got fucked up something awful. sorry. i dont know why or when it got so bad for you, but now that heat feels so true to you that it’s hard to imagine a you without it. there’s nothing grand about the damage you do. it isn’t the kind that people write stories about.

for this reason, it’ll be a while before anyone stops you, if they ever come around to it. it’s all the more likely that you’ll have to dig your own way out of this pit. one day you won’t even remember how blood tasted. ( the rage won’t keep you warm forever, killer! )

personality: intense, introspective, edgy counterpart: the dark horse

𝗝𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗔𝗞𝗟𝗔𝗩𝗜 — 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗛𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗣𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥. you’re the best, you’ve always been the best, and now everyone who’s ever doubted you is gone. you’ve gotten everything you wanted. you smoked all your competition. but something inside of you just won’t settle. all the evil of the world is still out there, all the big problems that you never got around to.

in spite of your skill, this is something you simply can’t handle yourself. but that’s ok. you’ve got new, shiny pawns to play with. you know how to make people do what you want. ( the ends justify the means, right? )

𝘒𝘓𝘈𝘝𝘐𝘌𝘙 — 𝘎𝘓𝘈𝘚𝘚. the leader who sits on a throne of glass values honesty and integrity. they rule their kingdom democratically and will uphold justice at any cost. their intelligence and perception is unrivaled in any of the surrounding lands. they will always be transparent with their views and be true to their people and what they stand for.

however, it is unwise to lie to a ruler of glass — they can see right through any deception and believe dishonesty to be the most severe of crimes.

𝗝𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗔𝗞𝗟𝗔𝗩𝗜 — 𝗚𝗢𝗟𝗗. those who rule from a throne of gold lead their people fiercely and courageously. even when they feel unfit to rule, they soldier on and never let their fears weaken any aspect of their reign. they value bravery over all other assets.

𝘒𝘓𝘈𝘝𝘐𝘌𝘙 — 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘏𝘖𝘔𝘌. whether it’s your warm embrace, your unwavering reliability, your smile that says “welcome back”, your motif is the home. you're the equivalent to coming out of the rain to the fire on and your slippers waiting by the door. your uncanny way of making people feel alright, you’re treasured in these trying times. i respectfully request you take care of yourself, the world will never been as kind to you as you are to it.

anne lammott said “lighthouses don't go running all over an island looking for boats to save; they just stand there shining” and though unconventional, lighthouses are inhabited and your cup runs over with generosity. because you probably don’t hear it enough, thank you.

𝙆𝙇𝘼𝙑𝙄𝙀𝙍 + 𝙅𝘼𝙇𝙇𝘼 — 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙍𝙀𝘼𝘿. whether it’s your ability to rise against the odds, provide comfort, or be a staple in lives, your undercurrent is bread. you’re made from love and you carry it your whole life, to give on to others in any way you can. you’re delicate and it doesn’t take a lot to break you, but still you rise up and that is more important than what took you down. be careful with your heart, it’s so full of love that it needs to be treated delicately. you’re a staple in lives, a necessity, but not always as appreciated as you should be.

so here is a thanks to you. m.f.k fisher said “the smell of good bread baking, like the sound of lightly flowing water, is indescribable in its evocation of innocence and delight” and that my friend, that is you.

𝗝𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗔𝗞𝗟𝗔𝗩𝗜 — 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗛𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗣𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥. whether it’s your turbulent nature, your flash quick mind, or the air of unknown about you, your undercurrent is the lightning rod. you are somewhat unpredictable, but if we unravelled we’d see you know exactly what you’re doing, but it’s makes you feel less vulnerable to pretend it wasn’t planned. some people stay back from you, but others would follow you cross country, for the very same reason. they don’t know enough about you. the difference is in who wants to learn more.