He shakes his head. Not being able to bring himself to eat anything since he woke up from his second death in such a short span of time.
A new scar graces his neck. A thin line clean across the front nestled right under his chin.
"Oneechan..." His voice sounds so raw. "Is love supposed to hurt?" The words are so quiet. Like he doesn't want to know the answer. Doesn't want to acknowledge what he's done before getting some food in him.
Sitting down at her familiar table he just puts his face in his hands. A sob shaking his shoulders.
"I've hurt people, Hansol. Hurt them so bad that they wanted to hurt me back."
"Mmmm...." She gives a moment to think about his question. Wants to answer this carefully, but truthfully. "It does. But....I don't think it's supposed to make you feel the way you do." She looks at him. He looks tired, drawn out, swallowed whole and spat out. Trampled on.
He sobs, and she stands there, eyebrows knit together in pure concern and pain at seeing the sight in front of her.
I hurt people, Hansol.
...
She walks over to him, places a hand on his shoulder, and lowers her head to kiss the top of his.
"We'll get some food in you."
She steps away and begins cooking.
"I think mistakes will be made. Sometimes, people don't learn from them, and they just don't care. Sometimes those mistakes aren't just simple mistakes, but they'll make them over and over again. Apologize and go right back to making them..."
Hansol sighs and places each side dish on the table: rice, barley tea, and then piping hot soup in a cast-iron pot.
"Then there are...people like you....Whatever mistakes you've made, you're dealing with the consequences." Though she'd wish it didn't result in his death. "Sometimes those consequences are really brutal."
She sits in front of him. Her eyes on Geto's. "I won't ask you what you did. It's already enough that you're here, feeling the way you do." And she won't add to what he was already probably telling himself.













