Clothes are not just tuxedo

Cameron nodded at that. “Yeah, that wouldn’t be a good idea.” He chuckled. “I can talk to Sebastian about that. If you want an apology…” He sighed. “But, I don’t think he’ll take me seriously.” He giggled with that. Cameron nodded. “And I’m really proud of us.” He tapped her hand lightly and smiled wider.

Cameron listened to what she had to say and bit his lower lip. “Okay…” He pressed his lips together. “I think, those kind of situations end up being like that, so that you realize what you actually want. And… It’s easier for you to get an internship in fashion, since you’re the one on the fashion designer college or something”, he blinked. “I do believe that you’ll come around to what or almost what you were”, he smiled at her. “Yeah”, he nodded, smiling. “Basically”.

“Why is it your fault?” He raised his eyebrows. He thought about it a little and then gasped a little before laughing. “Yes, Sebastian is one.” He giggled with that. “And Brooke… Maybe…” He sighed. “And probably... I have a nurse in mind, also.” He squinted his eyes.

Cameron pressed his lips together, as Faye started talking, so that he wouldn’t laugh at what she said. “Too much immaturity.” He giggled. “Maybe you should talk with Kurt and ask him for advice, because… He seemed to have worked that out.” He chuckled. “I feel like we were kids with kids at that point of time.” He looked down, smiling. Cameron nodded. “Yeah, it depends on what I’d like to do later on. I need to search for that as well. But, yeah, if I end up wanting to continue working in the hospital, yeah.” He nodded. “If I end up wanting to open my own practice, the hours of work will definitely be better… And if I end up wanting to work on research, it means mainly only studying and… Again normal working hours. Generally, it gets better.” He swallowed. “I’m leaning towards the practice, actually. Like having one of my own. Or trust other people and open up a practice… Or something.” He blinked fast.

Cameron shrugged. “Sure.” He nodded. “Why not?” He smiled, looking down. “Okay.” He widened his eyes. “But that doesn’t make it any better than Sebastian kissing me that day. And… Then Kurt kissed me and then you went to kiss Mya, as a revenge and…” He giggled. “That was a huge mess. So… I bet you need to make amends with Sebastian somehow… You need to do something to Sebastian.” He tried to hold his giggles. “That’s good… I mean… I have, at least three years in the hospital.” He nodded. “Even if I’ll get paid for it.”

Cameron stared at her for a moment.  “Okay…” He nodded. “You’re mentioning things we’ve done here… And I bet there are more things in the list”, he blinked. “Fine, he shouldn’t have kissed me… And you shouldn’t have given me the ring back that day.” He said a little abruptly. “It was a messed up day.” He rolled his eyes. “Uhm… Okay.” He bit his lower lip. “So… How long do you have until you graduate? Because until then you can search for ideas that you like and you want in your business, right?” He raised his eyebrows and smiled at her, as she said that.

Cameron crossed his hands on the table and he was going to answer but the waiter came in with their coffees and he paused his thoughts for a minute. “You know… I’m not a very sexual guy and… I haven’t done a lot of things too. So, in your list there’s a slight possibility of things I’ve probably done or I never thought of doing. So, I’d better know from now, so that I can start preparing myself to them?” He bit his lower lip, staring at her. “That is a deal”. He smiled at her. He chuckled at that and shook his head. “I wish he hadn’t kissed me in the wedding… The second time… The first time… I kind of expected to happen, even if I didn’t believe him, when he said he’d do it.” He chuckled. “Oh… And what is that?” He blinked. “How’s your job now?”

Cameron bit his lower lip and nodded. He chuckled. “Noel told me with all the letters and words.” He giggled. “What about it?” He leaned in on the table. “Faye…” He sighed heavily. “I’m not saying that you are going to get accidentally pregnant again… But don’t be black or white. I remember you jumping to the opportunity to get pregnant again, even before you gave birth to Tate.” He chuckled. “If it happens, it happens. To be honest… I’d like to have… Another kid. But, much later, when we are both done with college. But, if it’s not okay with you, I’ll still be okay with our little crazy trio… And…teasing Lisa and Ryan into being parents.” He giggled. “Uhm… Maybe… We can arrange that, when our off days are coincided, with my friends from the hospital, I mean… But I think Sebastian and Kurt are always up to meeting with us… So if we invite those, I can try inviting other people, as well.”

Cameron raised his eyebrows. “That’s good, then… That he’ll help you with that.” He bit his lower lip. “Yeah, it was a flood of teasing for me, as well and I didn’t quite expect…” He looked down for a moment and smiled. “Like it lured me to you and then… You burst the bubble.” He chuckled, raising his head again. “It was rather weird.” He bit his lower lip. “But, yeah, honesty and stuff, we can talk about your curiosities over that, too and not appear with a blood fetish on tumblr, like everyone else.” He widened his eyes at that. He listened to her and sighed heavily. “Honestly… it’s too early… after Tate to talk about more kids. Because of all the reasons, you mentioned. We are going to be careful, but if it happens… it happens”, he blinked. “We didn’t plan the other two pregnancies…but I say that…we don’t have to be negative about it”, he licked his lips. “Not saying that I want more kids, but for now, we’d better be more careful.” He nodded at her. “I’m still stable on my decision, gynecology is kinda my thing. I went from that and pediatrician a lot of times but…” He chuckled. “I think, one of my colleagues wants to take that specialty. Brooke… You should really meet her at some point.” He smiled.

Cameron bit his lower lip rather hard, when Faye started talking. He shook his head and looked down, feeling like he was having a blast from the past. “It’s all okay, we’ve been through this.” He raised his head again to look at her. “There’s no point repeating it, it makes things worse…” He sighed heavily. “Just talk about new things we have figured out about our relationship.” He made a pause, as Faye said that and gasped, as she confessed that she was still seeing their psychologist. “I didn’t know that.” He widened his eyes. “I’ve been thinking of a lot of stuff too, but… Yeah… Not visiting any psychologist whatsoever.” He chuckled nervously. “I’m feeling rather overprotective of you… Sexually.” He widened his eyes, not sure how he was going to say it. “It probably is because… You didn’t tell me the truth of you having lots of experience and turned it around, when we were just fooling around.” He blinked. “That I must admit was a huge change in my head for me… And until then… I feel… Whenever we… Did stuff… And especially, when you asked to do things, I felt  a little weird… Like… I could think about it 100 times per second, before I agreed. And… What happened in the pole dance… Parlor… Was you like pushing me to it… It’s like the image I had on you… Is different and… I still see you as someone that is pretty innocent.” He chuckled. “I don’t know if that made sense.” He bit his lower lip. He smiled widely at Faye’s suggestion, more in surprise. “Why should we do that?” He raised his eyebrows. “Yes, I think… I am… Even if work isn’t very relaxing… I generally am.”

Cameron took a deep breath. “First and foremost… We talk to each other. About everything that bothers us. We didn’t do that, not for a second.” He widened his eyes, feeling rather freaked out. “And most of all, we listen to each other, seriously.” He gulped and sat back on his chair. “I have to admit, before the twins were born and a little after, I was in a bit of panic.” He chuckled. “And you were pregnant and hormonal and I was afraid to say anything, I can say I felt a little emasculated.” He giggled. “If there is a next time.” He leaned in on the table a little abruptly, to look beggingly in Faye’s eyes. “You’re not going to defy me and what happens. No matter how hormonal you are. I’m calling it now.” He chuckled, not knowing if he was being serious about it. “Also, no lies. No secrets.” He made a pause. “And…most of all, relaxing.” He smiled at her. He shook his head and looked down.

Cameron bit his lower lip. “But… We have left them behind in New York. For the best… Because we really need to sit up and consider us… As a concept.” He chuckled at that. “Because if we figure things out, it will turn out well for the trio, as well.” He licked his lips and nodded at Faye. “Yes, it was…” He widened his eyes. “Everything went a little… Spiraling out of control, slowly but... In a good pace to make us lose control.” He blinked. “I sound very mature lately, I should check that out.” He chuckled again and turned to smile at the waiter, as he walked away to bring their coffees.

Cameron listened to Faye and waved his hand so that the waiter could see them. “You’re gonna get used to it.” He let his hand down and reached for hers. “I worry about them too, but it’s time for us to just… Take time and worry about us, first, maybe. And then, worry about the trio.” He looked down, pulling his hand slightly away. “It’s like we always had them…” He shrugged. “Not a problem here, I’ve never felt closer to them but…” He stretched his shoulders. “Yeah, I know.” He nodded, smiling and smiled at the waiter as he came closer to them. “A black coffee and…” He turned to Faye.

Cameron smiled lightly, as he lowered himself, as Faye kissed his cheek. He finally sat down. “Yeah, I think so too.” He nodded. “We need some positivity in the house. More in us… I mean. Because our youngest trio is, by age the most positive.” He chuckled.