Holy fuck I haven't updated in a while
I feel like the amount of shit I give about my weight escalades my need to go to the gym, but It gets to a certain point where my shit meter is overfilled and explodes. The cycle usually starts over though. However I don't think I'll ever let it control my emotions. I seemed to have drawn motivation from how others viewed me; this time around I shall not. I shall use the improvement of my health as the motivating factor, simply because, I no longer care. The idea of having even gave that much of a shit appalls me, and I don't know why or how I ever even bothered.
















