Fat&Ugly

I feel like the amount of shit I give about my weight escalades my need to go to the gym, but It gets to a certain point where my shit meter is overfilled and explodes. The cycle usually starts over though. However I don't think I'll ever let it control my emotions. I seemed to have drawn motivation from how others viewed me; this time around I shall not. I shall use the improvement of my health as the motivating factor, simply because, I no longer care. The idea of having even gave that much of a shit appalls me, and I don't know why or how I ever even bothered.

I need a good fuck, it has been too long.

Me: So I can finally buy a gun I can shoot myself with

I guess I just want a girl..

The thighs expand at a rapid pace of 3 meters per second. Soon they are out on the street and pouring into a nearby river. They consume passerby and stop traffic. Pedestrians run for their lives. Authorities are stumped. The thighs have managed to engulf the entire city in less than an hour, and are moving on to the next one. Shots are fired but are futile. This is the end of humanity as we know it.

Gonna get skinny so I can fit into my jeans :]

I find that eating meals at the correct time can really off put this night hungers. Also, melatonin works well, to keep you asleep. So as a rule, I've tried to have no food after 6pm because that can cascade into overeating pretty fast.. Also, most people who find themselves hungry after eating a meal a little while ago are just thirsty. So If you find yourself hungry, drink a glass of water and see if it still there. Thank you :]

I haven't felt this worthless and unmotivated in a while. I don't feel like anything is worth lifting a finger. I can see my life slipping away right in front of me. All the things I want to do, all of my schoolwork.. It seems so far away and meaningless.

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The reason why I post inconsistently is because I only use this blog when I'm angry but recently I haven't been so yeah. I got a cold so that might by why as well. I never really get sick though, the last time I got sick was like two years go lol