Sophistique

I cried because I missed you. I miss your voice, your care, everything about you. You mean so much to me that every time I think of you it bring back so much memories. I don’t know how to take this pain away but all I just want to say is THANK YOU. We may not be able to feel your presence here, but in our hearts you’ll forever live. 

I honestly do not know what to write now. What can you expect for a girl whose been away for many months haha. I will get myself up, brb!

Hi y'all! I promised to myself that I won't be posting any negative here in my blog but again yours truly going to break it? Haha. Ah nah.. My entry for today is not as negative as you think. I cried earlier because my throat is such a pain in the ass. Yesterday(?) we ate "tinapa" and I didn't notice that there is a tiny bone inside of it that's why... you figure out what's next. (laughs) Then again it was my fault so let's just move on and be as one (charing)

The most significant change I see in the past 10 years is overusing of social media. Eversince the social media comes, all the people has been addicted to it. Especially the teenagers (including me hehe), they spend almost half of their time on their phones, they should use their time to do productive things like joining activities of the youth, bonding with their families and friends.

Entry #1 What comes to your mind when you say music? Music has different genre's jazz, rock, mellow and many more. Someone ask me earlier and asking what is music for me. Simple, stress reliever. I can't imagine life without music, it is something that even you lay thousand of money infront of me I'll ignore it, yes. That's what music can do to a person. Specially if you grew up in music attached family, you'll definitely adopt it. That's what happened to me.

The most beautiful time of the year is coming!!! Where do you prefer to spend your christmas? In my case.. I will spend it with my family, and other relatives are coming also and that makes me more excited! Christmas represents family right? It clearly shows how strong your bond are. Luckily my father will able to spend christmas here in the Philippines!!!! Thingking of other OFW's who wouldn't be able to spend their christmas with theyre families.. makes me sad... Give love on christmas day. Season of loving, sharing and caring. Birthday of our christ the king. All I want for christmas is you. :)

Say hi to my cutie patootie fez. I'm currently writing up something but someone is stopping me to do so.. I need some motivation, right now. LET ME JUST POST A SELFIE FIRST.

As what I’ve said, hindi kami nagspend ng napakalaking pera para sa gala na ‘to. Ang ginastos lang siguro namin eh yung pang-gasolina para sa kotse namin. Cavite based kami at sa cavite lang naman ‘tong tagaytay. Nye. Nilagay ko lang sya dito sa blog ko kasi nga memorable, well lahat naman ng nangyayari ay memorable para sa’kin pero mas memorable ito, kasi kumpleto kami.

Hindi kaagad nagsink in sa utak ko yung message, maiksi pero yung meaning. Ang lakas lang makadurog. Ayoko sanang maniwala eh pero nung tinawagan ni mama si Ate Meren. Totoo pala. Sana panaginip nalang ‘to no? Pinaalam naman ni mama sa ang tito ko. Parang nung christmas at new year ang saya saya pa namin ni mamla. Tapos biglaan mawawala si mamala ng ganun. Lord, bakit?  Bakit yung mamala ko pa?

Last month puro nalang ako facebook, twitter at kung ano pa. Hindi ko na nga napapansin ‘tong blog ko. (I’m sorry my dear blog, but I missed you.) And oh, nakalimutan ko pala na puro panuod nalang ako ng youtube hahaha yung mga videos ng mga filipina youtubers like about sa beauty, daily life and such. Actually, namotivate nila ako na mag-film na parang siraulo sa phone. Nakikita nga ako ng pamilya ko na puro, “Hi guys!” HAHAHAHAHAHA. Napapag-akalaan na nga akong baliw. Gumawa din ako ng youtube channel, pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa din alam kung ano talaga pinaka topic ko sa channel na yun pero siguro paghahaluin ko nalang like vlogs, covers (I use to sing!!) beauty videos kung kakayanin ng beauty ko. Nye. 

And yeah, one day I decided to go back here and luckiliy, some of my friends and their accounts are still alive and kicking. I was so happy. But sadly, they already forget me. So here I am sharing my thoughts and memories to you. If ever you are reading this. Don’t forget them and be good.

Focus on me is coming!! What is focus? Haahha it’s ariana grande’s new single! Why I am excited? Nothing I just want everyone to know that eventhough I can’t buy those posters, merchs and many more, I’m an Arianator and the role of being a fan is not just because you have that posters etc, A true fan is based on how you support and give big love on them. I’ll support Ariana Grande-Butera all the way. *insert purple hearts* 

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