Don’t Count On Me To Stay

Anyway, I was wondering a lot of things latelly. I decided not coming here anymore, so probably this is the last thing I'm writing. I was also wondering if it's gonna be like this forever, if you'll be part of me forever. Did you see that we have Linkin Park back? Could you imagine how much I wanted to talk to you about it? I was watching their show thinking that you were de only person I wanted to talk about that.

It's not about romantic love but about wanting and missing this person in my life. You're part of me, a good one, and after 10 years? more? I actually don't know, I understand that this is forever. I'll always have the "I wish I could talk to him about it" feeling. I'll always miss the person that I am around you and how you always make me feel. I'll always wonder how things could have been in another life. I'll always expect your message at midnight on my birthday. I'll always want to send you a message at midnight on your birthday. I'll always feel that's you calling when I have an unknown number calling me. I'll always expect find you around the corner in Floripa, even if you're not there anymore. I'll always listen to your playlist and expect that you listen to mine. I'll always listen to some songs and think about you (specially LP). I'll always want you as my friend and I'll always consider you the Barney to my Robin, great partners with a sad end.

These are feelings that I'll have forever and I'm glad that I can feel somenthing so great and trully for someone. I don't think that everyone can feel something like this in their life, maybe I'm lucky, right?

Anyway my friend, I hope life is great and magical as suppose to be and I hope you're always around my corner, squirrel. If you need me, you know how to find me.