sell your soul.

fuck, Demi. just stop thinking about it.

....I'm kinda glad it's not. I don't think I could stand to be around another me.

I asked Hawthorne if there's a way to like. clone me and my memories, make a perfect duplicate for Rook, but. she said that's not really possible.

need to get this off my mind, I'm just making myself more upset.

I hate that he thinks my heart is that simple.

I love him but.... fuck. it feels weird to think he's just. that okay with me also dating another guy who has memories of me but I have no memories of or personal connection with...? are all three of us supposed to go on dates, or am I supposed to split my time with Mads in half? if they have the same memories, are we supposed to keep making the same memories all together, or different ones? they dress differently, they enjoy different things. it feels like I'm expected to just. instantly be in love with my boyfriend's twin. fuck. fuck I hate this so much. I hate that my boyfriend asked me to love another man.

what about whats fair to me, though?

uh.

and then if I'd just come home sooner I could have at least spent the night with Angel!

man I wish I wasn't such a jealous idiot.

oh.

I guess I should just. go try and make it up to Angel.

Angel was pretty pissed about the timing of me rushing out so I can't even turn around and go home.

Angel was pretty pissed about the timing of me rushing out so I can't even turn around and go home.

I'm glad he's hanging out with his friends. I'm glad, really.

and if it follows me to work then, well.