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“I’ve always tried to see the bad inside myself and the good inside others. I’ve remained silent until I’ve been asked to speak, because it’s better than being asked to become silent. I used to ruin the present by worrying about the future and then weeped by recalling the past. I believe that every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. Life’s saddest lesson is that the closest people in our life aren’t always the ones who love us the most. I’ve never looked at money as a companion, because it only benefits me when it leaves me. I believe that a liars biggest punishment in this world is that even his truth is rejected. There’s two faces I won’t forget in this life, the one who helped me in time of need and the one who left me in difficult times. I’ve always tried to do what is right instead of what is easy. Always tried to match my words with my actions, because I want to be defined by my actions, not my words. I didn’t know how strong I was, until being strong was my only choice. One thing I’ve learned about people is that if they do it once, they’ll do it again. I`ve always been thankful for the bad things in life, because they’ve opened my eyes to see the good things. As long as I’m standing, I’ll try to give a hand to those who have fallen. I never have and I never will trade respect for attention. The best lessons I’ve learned in life came from the worst feelings I felt in life. I want the rainbow, so I`m dealing with the rain. When I’ve got all that I need, I’ve planned to build a longer table, not a higher fence. I used to be afraid of feeling happy, because it never lasted. I’ve learned that if I fight for my dreams, my dreams will fight for me. My highest ambition is to get to the top and laugh at the things that thought they could bury me. I’ve started to choose my companions wisely, because I’m choosing the front row of my funeral. As I was born crying with people around me laughing, I want to die happy with people crying around me.”

Truly blessed with everything that’s going on. Wallahi Im so content with everything and thankful to Him for such blessing.

“Thank you for loving me. I cannot help but feel you have better things to do, better people to love and a better life to live without me in it. And yet you dedicate a piece of yourself to me always. I don’t understand it, except to know that I shouldn’t have it and don’t deserve it - but I thank you deeply for every part of it, because it is the most precious thing I have.”

I would keep you safe in two places , my heart and our home.

Work hard to reach your purpose in life, but don’t force yourself to do something that just isn’t for you. Just because the world will see it as ‘successful’ does not mean it’s the right quest for you.

Most of the time we run after people and give them our first priority. We make them feel special and we go out of our way to satisfy them. But sometimes we are not in their priority list. They don’t look at us, the way we look at them. It really hurts and we reach to a point where we question ourselves. That’s a mistake. If you put the same effort for God, your Life would’ve been different. Because he never fails you. In fact he already proved his Love for You on the Cross. He died for You but You neglected him. You didn’t even care to think about his sacrifice. Yet he loves You the same. He still wants You. So, stop running after people and look towards God. For he alone can satisfy our Soul. Amen

Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you about not just about existential beliefs but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato-basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts. I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.

Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

If you walked away from a toxic, negative, abusive, one-sided, dead-end,low vibrational,relationship or friendship. — you won.

I hate speaking about someone, or something in  the past tense.  We used to be lovers, we were friends, we knew  each other once.  When did our time  together become  only a memory?  When did our  presence become another absence? When did we finally stop recognizing each  other?

One of the keys to genuine happiness is to never worry about the things that you cannot change. If it’s good, then great. If it’s not, do better.

Let’s be strangers again. Like we never knew each other, as if we’ve never been lovers. Think of me as someone who doesn’t know you personally. Spilled out everything that hurts you. Tell me about your heartbreaks and all the things that suffocating you. I’ll listen to all of the things you’ve done in the past not caring if it will change my perspective or not. Tell me, how it hurts. And how much it pains you. As if you’re talking to someone you thought you’ll never see again. As if you knew your secrets will still be safe. Let us go back to our beginnings. Let us walk towards the start. Let us be unknown to each other once more. Maybe we will fall in love with each other after it all.