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“Hyukkie~! Can you finally put your phone away. We need to practice for our comeback!” Hakyeon said annoyed. 

“Just one moment. I need to say goodbye.” Sanghyuk said. He said goodbye to the person he was texting with and then put his phone away

He took his place and soon the music blasted through the dancehall. They all practiced really hard, going thirty times through the dance before they would have a lunch break.

The six members sat down in a circle on the ground, the food placed in the middle once their lunch break was finally there.

“Finally food!” Jaehwan said happily and took one of the boxes with food

The guys all began to eat, talking about their progress and how excited they are to meet Starlight through performances.

“Guys, I was wondering if I could invite (Y/N)? I haven’t seen her for a long time and she said she really wants to visit. So is it okay I invite her for dinner and our movie night at the dorm?” Hongbin asked “Of course she can come! It will be fun!” Hakyeon said and smiled. “Thanks, it means a lot.”

After lunch they continued with their practice and soon it was time to go back to the dorm. They arrived at the apartment building and rushed to the elevator. When they arrived at the right floor, you were there already waiting.

“(Y/N), you’re here!“ you heard a familiar voice call you out. “Oppa!” You said and ran to your older brother, jumping in his arms. “I missed you so much.” “I missed you too.” he said and hugged you. “Did you wait long?” “Not at all I just got here two minutes ago.” “(Y/N), it’s good to see you. How are you?” Hakyeon said as he and the others walked over to you and your brother “It’s good to see you too. I’m fine! How are you? Are you taking enough rest?” you asked when Hongbin put you back on you feet on the ground “We are all taking enough rest.” Hakyeon answered. “We should get in.”

You all walk into the dorm, putting your shoes off and walked into the livingroom. You took a seat on the couch next to Hongbin as the two of you began to talk. Sanghyuk took his seat in front of you on the ground, and began to poke your leg, trying to get your attention. You let out a small laugh as he didn’t stoped and playfully kicked his hand away.

“Can you stop. I’m trying to talk to Hongbin-oppa.” You told him with a friendly smile on your face. “Sorry.” Sanghyuk said softly and looked away when he noticed Hongbin looked at him with a frown

Time past and dinner was ready. You all sat down at the small table in the middle of the living room. You sat between Hongbin and Jaehwan. Taekwoon and Hakyeon sat in front of you at the other side of the table, Wonsik sat at the right of the table and Sanghyuk sat at the left side of the table. On the small table was a big pan with noodles, which was made by Taekwoon.

You wanted to start eating when you just realised that you were wearing your brand new white Diesel cardigan. You unzipped it and took it off, relieving your see-through shirt and a short top under it that covered up your chest. You picked up your chopsticks and began to eat in peace until Hakyeon cleared his throat. You looked up at him with a questioned look before you went back to eat. When you continued to eat, you hadn’t realised that Hakyeon was giving signs at Hongbin towards you. Hongbin looked next to him and saw the way you were dressed. He looked at his fellow members, catching Sanghyuk who was staring at your upper part of your body . Hongbin poked Sanghyuk in his side with his chopsticks before he stood up and walked to his room. Some minutes passed before he walked back into the living room, holding a tick grey oversized sweater. He let it fall on your lap.

“What’s this?” you asked and looked at him confused “That is a sweater.” he answered “I know that, but what am I supposed to do with that.” “You have to put it on.” “Why?” “You’re shirt is see-through.” “So?” “You can’t just wear that!” “Well I think it looks great on her.” Sanghyuk interrupted your argument with your brother.

You looked at him with a shy expression and a small blush while Hongbin gave him a judging look.

“You’re sitting at a table with six men, some of them might stare at your chest.” “But oppa, I’m too small to wear that!” you whined “I don’t care, just put it on.” “Okay fine.” you said and pulled the sweater and pouted at hongbin

The sweater was too large and the sleeves were so long that it got dirty while eating. After dinner you pulled off the sweater and just walked around in your see-through shirt. It was just too hot in the dorm to keep wearing that sweater. You know Hongbin was right about his fellow members staring at you, you had caught a few of them doing so, Sanghyuk couldn’t keep his eyes of you and Hakyeon was clearing his throat every time you walked past him. It did made you feel embarrassed and shy, so in the end all this attention made you put on your cardigan.

Some more minutes passed by and you couldn’t take the heat anymore. You stood up from the couch and walked to the balcony for some fresh air. You opened the door and stepped outside. You already felt better now the fresh and cool air was cooling you down. You leaned over the railing, enjoying the view of Seoul.

“Hi.” Sanghyuk greeted you “Oh… hey.” You said when you turned around to face Sanghyuk “Are you okay?” “Yeah… I’m fine… I guess. It’s just so warm inside the dorm.” “Ah… I see…” Sanghyuk said and paused for a bit. “You’re not here because of your brother and N-hyung are nagging about your shirt, is it?” “I guess a little.” “I don’t know if it will make you feel better, but I like your shirt. You got a nice figure and have quite some confidence to wear something showy like that. You actually look pretty hot wearing a see-through shirt.” he said with a sheepish smile on his face. “Thank you… I guess…” You said as you turned back to face the view of Seoul, hoping he didn’t notice your small blush that appeared on your face.

“Sorry I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable by saying things like that…” Sanghyuk said as he walked closer to the railing and leaned on it with his arms. “For some reason I don’t really have a filter when it comes to talking to you. I don’t even know how I should behave around you. I’m sorry if I ever bothered you by my actions.” “You don’t really make me feel that uncomfortable…” You paused for a few seconds. “Just some times you do… but that’s okay, I’m not bothered by it…” “You mean it?” Sanghyuk asked

You hummed in reply. You never minded his company and texting. Actually you even wanted to talk to him all the time and developed a crush on him. However you never really knew if he likes you back or not since the vibe around Sanghyuk towards you always seemed just friendly.

“You know I love my brother a lot, but sometimes it’s just too much. He threat me like a little girl who needs to be protected all the time while I’m just a few years younger than him… it drives me nuts and it’s like I can’t do anything on my own… it’s like I even have to ask him permission to date you.” you quickly put your hands in front of your mouth when you realised you just confessed you want to date him.

Sanghyuk blankly stared at you for a few seconds before a smirk appeared on his face. You felt your face heat up even more.

“Did I hear you correctly? To date me?” he asked. “I…” you didn’t knew an excuse to cover it up so you just decided to tell the truth. “You heard it correctly…” “I would like to date you too. I just never knew how to tell you my feelings…  since Hongbin-hyung is your brother and seemed pretty protective making me feel he wouldn’t even accept it that I want you to be mine…” he said with a serious face. However a few seconds later his smirk appeared once again as he said. “But now you have confessed to me on the most romantic wa-ouch.” you interrupted him as you hit him playfully on his arm. “Shut up.” “Make me.”

With that said you wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed your lips on his. You had to stand on your tip toes so you could reach his mouth better, which only made you even cuter in Sanghyuk’s eyes. He wrapped his arms around your waist as he kissed back. You both were so into the kiss that you didn’t notice that the balcony door opened and Wonsik walked in.

“Sanghyuk, (Y/N) are you coming? The movie will start…” Wonsik said and paused as he saw you two making out. “soon…”

He then turned around to get back in when you didn’t noticed Wonsik present.

Authors note: Okay so first of WE ARE SOOOOOOOOO SORRRYYYY!!!!! to everyone since there are Requests that have been in the ask box for a half year.... We didn’t forget you all. Also the second thing. On Fanvixxion you can request 1 member or request all members, there is no in between. so yeah now you have buy 2, get 4 for free. (Okay people don’t pay for it, but you get what I mean) Anyways I hope you like it :D

You were sitting on the couch in your comfy pyjama with a big bowl of Ice-cream watching a comedy so you might feel a bit happier. Lately you almost lived on the couch because you didn’t feel like going out and have to talk to people. You didn’t want to eat anything (just the things that were bad for you), you didn’t feel like having social contact you just wanted to get over the pain that you felt. A week ago the man came to your house that you loved so much, he was your boyfriend and he was the best. He was always there for you and he loved you with whole his heart, well that is what you thought. He came to your house and just told you that he didn’t need you anymore because he found a better one, you were just a toy to him and is was fun as long as it lasted but now he found a better, nicer and hotter girl than you so he just decided to dump you like garbage. You tried to get over it but it was so hard. You just kept asking yourself  ‘Why? Did I do something wrong? Am I not good enough? Am I boring? Am I ugly?’ you didn’t know. So because you didn’t know you just thought ‘this isn’t my fault. I am fun. I am pretty. I didn’t do anything wrong. He is just a fucking asshole.’ But even when you thought like that it didn’t make you feel better. You took your phone that was lying next to you on the couch because it was zooming. It was your best friend, he was trying to call you the whole week long but you didn’t answer, you didn’t feel like talking to anyone. He probably worried a lot, normally you talked to him at least once a day but now you didn’t talk to him for a week. You felt kinda bad for treating him this way, he didn’t do anything wrong but this is like punishing him because you didn’t feel fine. You were about to call him back but then the doorbell rang. You stood up and walked to the door, you looked to the peephole that was in your door. It was your best friend who was standing on the other side of the door. You opened the door for him.

N:

As you opened the door your best friend rushed into your house without taking of his shoes, normally He would remove them but he was too worried to care about that. You scilently followed him. you didn’t wanted him to see you. you still wore your pjamas and your hair was a mess just like your makeup that was all smugged on you face. you didn’t bother to clean yourself up this whole week. So the makeup was still from last week and so your hair hasn’t been washed ever since that day.

“Why didn’t you answer my calls? Or my texts? Or my facebook messages? You did read them since facebook told me so! So why are you avowing me like that?” he started to nag while walking around in your living room almost tripping over one of the empty ice boxes that where lying on the ground. “How can you even live in here? It’s such a mess! What does your boyfriend think of this?” “Cha Hakyeon can you please shut up!” you said with an annoyed tone in your voice when Hakyeon menged your boyfriend

He stopped nagging and looked you into your eyes, trying to read your feelings. You never called him by his full name unless something he did or said really bothered you.

“Is something wrong?” he asked with concern you just nodded as the tears started to form into your eyes

He walked over to you and hugged you, petting the back of your head with one hand. Your sobbing became worse as you told him about the whole break up with your boyfriend and the reason why he left you. You told Hakyeon you just didn’t felt like having social contact and that you’re sorry you made him worry like that. After a while you calmed down a bit. Hakyeon let you go and walked to the kitchen as you took your seat on the couch. Some moment he came back with a glass of water.

“I already knew he wasn’t right for you.” he said as he took his seat next to you and gave you the glass with water. “I mean you should had fallen for a guy like me not some player” you stayed quiet not really understanding why he was acting like this. “I mean it someone like me is way better than him. He didn’t even deserve your love at all. You’re too good for him. You would suit someone like me better.” “What are you trying to say? Are you trying to make me feel more like an idiot? Well congratulation the way you’re acting right now does make me feel that way.” You said annoyed “I don’t mean to make you feel bad.” “What do you mean then?”

Hakyeon let out a sight before he answered your question “You see… I’ve liked you for a while now… I have liked you more than just a friend… I have liked you so much, it's safe to say that I fell in love with you.” he started, you just looked at him with wide eyes. you didn’t saw this coming. sure you knew he cared a lot about you, but you never thought he would fall in love with you. he let out another sigh and continued “but by the time I realized it was love, you wanted to meet up and then I met your now ex-boyfriend. Ever since that day I was jealous at him, he was the one who made you smile whenever you received an text from him, he was the one you kissed and loved. I wanted to be that person instead of him but I never wished that you would break up since he made you happy. And now you have broken up I want you to know I want to become that person you would call your boyfriend” “Hakyeon… I…” “It’s okay, I know you just had a breakup so you don’t have to accept my feelings right now. I’ll wait for it, so until then I’m still your best friend.”

Leo:

He looked at you from head to toe. You felt really awkward, you were wearing your pyjama that you wore the whole week and it had ice-cream stains on it, you didn’t feel like taking care of yourself you your face looked like crap and your hair was all messed up.

“(Y/N) is it okay if I come in, I think we need to talk.” Taekwoon said to you with a serious face.

You let him in your messy house and led him to the couch.

“(Y/N), is something wrong. I tried to call you but you didn’t answer me. Did I do something wrong to you?” He said with a very calm and carrying voice.

You felt like crying again, a tear roll down your cheek. Taekwoon looked startled at you. You started to explain the whole story about your break up to him and why your boyfriend decided to leave you. Taekwoon stared at you with big eyes, he looked like he couldn’t believe what’s been just told to him. When you finished your story you let out a sigh, it did feel better to tell someone about what had happened.

“You should have told me sooner, that I could have been there for you from the beginning.” Taekwoon said while he put his arms around you to calm you down from your painful crying. “There isn’t much to do about it, but we can just do fun things together every day from now on, so you might be able to forget is sooner and get distracted from the pain.” Taekwoon said with a very concerned look in his eyes. “That sounds really nice. It’s just that it’s so hard to forget, I don’t know what I did wrong to deserve this.” You said to him while you were about to cry really hard again. “It wasn’t your fault, he was just an asshole who didn’t deserve such a beautiful, carrying and lovable girl like you. He is just trash and he doesn’t deserve a girl at all.” Taekwoon said while you could see the anger burning in his eyes.

“I guess i just pick out the bad guys without knowing. Maybe next time you can be the judge for my boyfriends.” You said with a little smile on your face. “I have the right solution so that you won’t get a bad guy and won’t end up with so much pain and a broken heart.”Taekwoon said while staring right into your eyes. You started to blush, you always felt warm but at the same time a bit embarrassed when he did that. “How would you be able to do that?” You asked him.

He took your Hands in his and looked deep into your eyes “Just be my girlfriend and I will make sure You’ll be happy and I will protect you from any kind of pain.”

You really didn’t expect him to say something like that, you have been friends for years and now he wants to be more. You didn’t ever noticed that he liked you that way. You just stared at him with disbelief.

“When we first met I thought you were a beautiful and kind girl and I really wanted to be friends with you, but after some time I started to like you more and more but I didn’t had the courage to tell you because it might ruin our friendship. When I finally wanted to tell you, you already had someone else. But now that you are single I don’t want to let you go ever again, I want you to be mine for as long as we live. (Y/N), I love you.”

Ken:

He looked at you and noticed something was really wrong right away.

“(Y/N), what happened, you look always so bright and cheerful?” he asked while he took your hand and held it tight.

You started to feel a waterfall of tears coming up again “My boyfriend dumped me because he found a better and prettier one.”

Jaehwan pulled you closer and hugged you tight “(Y,N), it will be alright. You are a beautiful and amazing girl, you don’t need assholes like that. You will find someone who is muucchhhh better and make you happy forever.” He said with supporting smile on his face.

“Thank you.” You mumbled while crying out on his chest.

After your tears had dried the two of you walked inside of your apartment.

“I have a great idea. You have already been inside of this apartment for a week straight so how about we go outside for today and do lots of fun things so you will forget about that stupid guy.” Jaehwan said while pushing you towards your room so that you would change. “Nooooo, I want to stay inside and eat ice-cream and watch a movie while lying on the couch with a blanked.” You protested. “You already did that for a week, it’s really nice weather outside.” He said with the biggest puppy eyes he could give you but you kept shaking no with your head. “Okay then, listen carefully. If you don’t go and take a shower and dress up nicely after that by yourself than I will help you with it, which means that I will take of your clothes, rub you into soap, see you naked, and have to dress you up so I will see your underwear as well.” He said with the most creepy pervy face he could give you. Your eyes widened when he said that. You run as fast as you could to your bath room “I AM SHOWERING ON MY OWN, DON’T WORRY!”

Jaehwan laughed and took a seat on your couch where he waited for you to get ready. You were done after a few minutes and came fully dressed into the living room.

“Wooooww, (Y/N), You look beautiful.” He took your hand and led you outside. “Today there is a market in town, we should go there together.” He said to you, he didn’t wait for you to answer him and took you with him.

You had a wonderful day with Jaehwan and you didn’t think of your crappy ex all day long. You were still walking around the marked while everyone was cleaning up there stand. It was already closing time and you were walking towards your home again. Jaehwan was really sweet today, he had bought you all kind of things, and your ice-cream that you´ve been winning for all day.

“(Y/N), I forget to do something, I just need a few minutes, please wait here for me.” He said with a smile before running off.

After a few minutes you saw him running back to you with something behind his back.

"Jaehwan, what do you have behind your back?" you asked him curiously.

He moved his arms from behind his back in front of him and looked at you with bright smile on his face.

He was holding a really big teddy bear plushie that was holding a heart with 'i wuv u' on it.

"OMG Jaehwan that's so sweet." you took the teddy bear out of his hands and hugged it. “You wuv me??” You asked him and giggled. Of Course he loved you, you guys had been best friends for years, how could he not love you. “Yes i do, but I don’t just love you as a friend” He said as he gave you a friendly smile back.

You just stared at him without saying anything. You really didn’t expect him to be in love with you, you had been friends for so long and he really didn’t gave you any vibe that he was into you. This really came as a shock to you.

“I’m sorry that I made you confused (Y/N), I shall explain myself to you.”

You nodded weakly at him, still unable to say anything. “I liked you for a really long time but I was afraid to tell you, I thought that it might ruin our friendship. But eventually I had found the courage to tell you but that day you also had big news for me, you just got yourself a boyfriend. So i decided to be the best friend ever for you so I could still make you happy and see you smile. But now that he broke up with you I saw you being so up sad, I just don’t want to see you like that ever again. I want to be there for you every day for the rest of your life, I want to make you happy so that you can bright up my days with your beautiful smile.” He smile at you and took your hand. “(Y/N), I know that you still need time to progress everything that has happened to you. I just wanted to ask you if you want to go out with me when you can move on.”

Ravi:

“Wonsik what are you doing here?” were the first words that left you mouth the moment you saw him in front of you “I was nearby so I thought I could pay you a visit since we haven’t seen nor spoken each other this whole week.” He answered and smiled “Oh… I’m sorry…” “Can I come in?” “Sure…” you said and let him in “Do you want something to drink?” “that would be nice” he said and walked in You walked into the kitchen taking two soda cans out the fridge before walking into the living room. Wonsik was looking around wonder why your house is such a mess. “I got your drink.” You said and gave it to Wonsik “Thanks.” He said as he opened the can and took a sip of it “So may I ask why you’re being so absent? You weren’t that cheerful when I stood at your door like you used to be. It’s like there is something bothering you” “I’m not being absent I was just really surprised that’s all” you answered, he raised an eyebrow “You sure?” he said and looked at you with concern You gulped before you nodded. You hated when  he was like that, looking at you with that concern look on his face, that made it harder for you to hide things from him. “actually… something is indeed bothering me…” you said after a while, as tears formed into your eyes. you tried to hold them in but failed and tears start to roll down your face. “My boyfriend broke up with me…” you said, looking Wonsik into the eyes, and told him the whole story. You saw his concerned look change within a second to the look he always have when he’s annoyed or angry

“Wait what? How could he! That bastard! I will show him, where does that guy live? I need to pay him a visit and beat the crap out of him!” Wonsik said totally pissed off about the whole break up and the reason behind it “Wonsik please don’t.” you tried to stop him before he got hurt “Why? He hurt you.” “I don’t want you to get hurt by him. He won prices with Taekwondo.” “I don’t care he won some prizes, he needs to learn his lesson.” “Please don’t. I don’t want you to get hurt because of me. So please calm down before you do stupid things.” “Okay fine” he said and let out a sight as he plopped down next to you on the couch It became quiet in the room, you were glad Wonsik started to calm down and that he didn’t go to meet your ex.

“I can’t understand why he broke up with you.” he said after a while breaking the silence “huh?” You looked at him confused “I mean, you are such a wonderful girl. You care a lot about others, always putting yourself on the second place, you even help people when you are in even more in trouble than they are. Your always positive only seeing the bright sides of life, you cheer people up when they are down, when you smile it light up the moods from people and don’t forget your really pretty and beautiful as well.”

You blushed as you heard all those compliments. Of course you can take it when someone gives you a compliment but not when someone was giving you a lot of them.

“Thank you… I guess…” “I mean it you are a wonderful girl. It’s such a shame for him he let such a wonderful girl go for some slutty girl.” “W-w-why are you giving me all those compliments? You usually doesn’t give me that much” you said blushing even more then you already did “Maybe it’s not the right timing to tell you, but I just can’t wait any longer. I don’t want to be too late again” he said and smiled “Too late for what?” “Your love.”

You looked at him confused, did he just confess he has feelings for you?

“My what?” “I want your love(Y/N). I’ve loved you for a long time now. I know we have been friend for like just two years now but at the beginning the spark was already there and then we became friend but soon after I realized I fell in love with you. But too bad you already had a boyfriend that time. if only I had met you before him, maybe this wouldn’t had happen and maybe I would have been the one to call you my girlfriend.”

Hongbin:

“Hi.” Hongbin greeted, when you opened the door “Hi, come in.” you said as you let him in “How are yo-” he cut himself off mid sentence as he saw the state of your living room. “What happened? It looks like a bomb just exploded in here.” “I’m sorry that I didn’t clean up, since I had no idea you would come, Mr. Clean.” you said annoyed and walked into the living room taking a seat on the couch. “It’s not that surprising I say something about the mess. Seriously there is melted ice cream on the floor and empty bags of chips. How in the world can you life in here?” “I can. You see I’m perfectly fine!” “(Y/N), you’re not. Look around you. It’s too messy. You need to clean up.” “Really, I’m fine.”

He looked at you with concerned eyes, trying to read what’s on your mind before he said.

“You’re not. You hate messy rooms, so there must happened something to cause this chaos.” “I told you, I’m fine.” “Don’t lie to me.” “I-I’m Fine!” “I know you’re not.” “If you’re just here to tell me how I feel… then it’s better you leave me alone!” “That’s not what I meant.” “Then what is it? All you did since coming in is telling me it's a mess and how I feel. Only I know how I feel and if I tell you I’m fine then I certainly am fine!“ “I thought I was your best friend, but apparently we aren’t on the same line. So why am I even here?!” Your heart stung when those words reached your ears and tears began to form in your eyes as you saw Hongbin turn his back to, ready to leave. You fell down to your knees, getting Hongbin’s attention the moment you landed on your wooden floor.

“Please don’t leave.” you begged between you sobs. “I’m sorry…” “(Y/N), it's okay. I won’t leave.” he said as he said down on his knees in front of you. “Tell me what happened when you’re ready.”

You were quiet for a moment before you told him the painful truth that happened to you. He didn’t said anything, he just listened to your story and the reason why you didn't contact him all this time. when you were done he pulled you in a hug, chasing your sobs to turn into soft cries. You felt stupid to shut Hongbin out all the time while you actually needed him the most.

“(Y/N), you know you’re beautiful.” “I’m crying my eyes out… that's not beautiful.” “Well… to me you’re always beautiful.” he said as he stroke his hand through your hair. “Don’t be so cheesy.” you said and let out a small laugh “Well I did made you laugh, didn’t I.” “True… but do you really mean it?” “I really mean it.” he said and let out a sign. “I always thought you are really beautiful. I always enjoyed your smile and the sound of your laugh when you set up a prank on me. I never thought I would have gotten feeling for you, I always thought I just admire you as my best friend. By the time I realised it was love, I was too late. So I decided to stay by your side not as your lover, but as your best friend.”

You looked up, looking straight into his eyes. Your eyes roamed from his eyes slowly to his soft looking lips. Before you knew it you closed the little space between the two of you. pressed your lips on his, wrapping your arms around his neck. You bit softly in his bottom lip, asking for permission to enter his mouth. But that permission never came. Instead his softly pushed you back.

“(Y/N), I love you. I really do, but please don’t rush things. You need to move on before you can start a new relationship. Just take your time, I’ll wait for you.”

Hyuk:

He looked at you and then behind you at your living room.

“Are you sick?” he asked, probably because you and your house looked like shit. You already felt bad but now even more, you didn’t want to hear about how crappy you looked or anything.

“No.” you replied to him with a really annoyed voice. “Oh…. Can I come in?” He asked a bit awkward.

you nodded and walked into the living room with Sanghyuk following you.

“Why didn’t you answer my calls or messages? Did I do something wrong?” He asked after he took a seat on the couch. “Well something is wrong but it isn’t your fault.” You told him. “Let me guess, it’s about that shitty boyfriend of yours. He is just a total asshole I don’t get what you see in him.” Sanghyuk said with an really annoyed look on his face.

You felt getting more and more angry because of how Sanghyuk acted to you. You already felt like shit and he came in to make you feel worse and rub the fact about your ex-boyfriend in your face.

“Yes, it’s about my shitty boyfriend, but you don’t have to worry about that ‘asshole’ anymore because he broke up with me for a prettier girl!” you almost shouted at him as your tears rolled down your cheeks again. “I’m sorry (Y/N), I didn’t know.” He said while warping his arms around you and stroke your hair. “although I could have seen it coming, he was always checking other girls out behind your back, he was always a total jerk, you should date nicer guys.”

You pushed Sanghyuk away from you, more tears started to roll down your cheeks. “Are you trying to make me feel worse, are you telling me I’m stupid for not noticing it! Well it worked, I feel even worse than before, THANKS TO YOU!

“(Y/N), that is not what i…” “GET OUT MY HOUSE NOW!” You screamed at him while you pushed him out of your house and smashing the door in his face.

You walked to your couch, fell down on it and wrapped a blanket around yourself. You were crying so loud that he probably could still hear you from outside.

Your phone started to zoom after a few minutes. It kept zooming nonstop, like someone was spamming you with messages. It was probably Sanghyuk, you didn’t feel like talking to him so you turned your phone off.

You lay your head down on a pillow while still sobbing silently. After a few minutes you doze off into some fine hours of sleep.

You woke up by the sound of thunder, it was raining really hard outside. You took your phone and turned it back on and looked at the screen, you had been sleeping for three hours. You unlocked your phone and saw that Sanghyuk had been sending you 543 messages.

Your started to read them:

SangHyuk: (Y/N) please open the door.

SangHyuk: I’m really sorry for what I said.

SangHyuk: Please forgive me.

SangHyuk: Please open the door and let me explain myself.

SangHyuk: (Y/N) pleaseee.

SangHyuk: I’m really realllly sorry.

SangHyuk: (Y/N) it’s cold outside and it started to rain.

SangHyuk: Can you let me in.

SangHyuk: I Understand that you are mad at me.

SangHyuk: I acted like a jerk.

SangHyuk: (Y/N) I heard thunder, please let me inside.

SangHyuk: Don’t hate meeeee.

Your phone was spammed full with these kind of messages from him. You scrolled down to see when he send the last message, it was 1 minute ago. You jumped up from your couch,  run to your front door and smashed it open. You saw Sanghyuk sitting on the ground, his clothes were soaking wet. He looked up at you.

“(Y/N), you came.” He said a bit surprised. He probably had thought you would never open your door again for him after what he had said. “Come in, you can dry yourself and I give you thirty minutes to explain yourself, if I think your reason good enough you have to leave immediately.” You said harshly to him.

He nodded and walked inside.

He started to dry himself with the towel you gave him. You stood before him with your arms crossed. “So, tell me why you were being an asshole.” You said, wanting him to answer quickly.

“(Y/N), I was filled with anger, I’m sorry. For some years now I have watched this asshole treating you bad. You deserved so much better, but you were always happy with him and I just want to see you happy so I never really said anything about him. I felt bad when I did say something negative about him because you would be down after I told you but sometimes I had to say something about his bad behavior. I just couldn’t take the way he treated you and that you were okay with it, but what I really couldn’t take was the fact that he was your boyfriend and I wasn’t.”

Your eyes widen, You didn’t say anything to him you just stared. “I’m sorry, just forget what I said.” he said while he looked nervously at his feet. “I Just hope that you can forgive me and that we can stay friends, and please be more careful with who you pick as your boyfriend in the future. I don’t want to see you hurt like this again.”

You hugged him tight, realizing that you are the one that was a bitch. You never noticed his feelings and kept on bragging about your amazing boyfriend while he liked you. He had always been a good friend to you he was always there for you and just now you realized that he would have been perfect for you.

“I’m really sorry for not noticing your feelings, you shouldn’t be the one to ask for forgiveness but I should. Please forgive me for being such a bad friend all the time.” You said with your face still buried in his chest.

He wrapped his arms around you and hold you tight.

“Of Course I forgive you.” “Sanghyuk, Can you promise me to never leave my side.” He smiled at you. “I promise.”

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It was early in the morning when Wonsik, known as Ravi by the audience, walked into his dressing room, to drop his stuff before he was going to do the last preparations for tonight's show. He hung his coat over the chair and that was when he saw something yellow lying on the surface of the table. He took a closer look and saw that it was a sticky note. He picked it up and read what was written on it.

'Good luck with your show tonight, but you have to do it without me. I quit. regards, Dian.’

Wonsik looked at the note with terror, why did she had to quit on an important day like this? Couldn't she wait just a few days longer and quit after all the shows were over?

"Jaewhan!" Wonsik shouted as he was trying to find his manager, looking everywhere in hope he would find the other man.

"Ravi, what's wrong why are you shouting?" His manager ask, when Wonsik finally found him. "Dian, she quit. I found this note just now in my dressing room."  

Jaehwan let out a gasp when he read the letter. He really took his job seriously, however he could over react with the way he felt and be really childish. Wonsik was pretty surprised when he heard Jaehwan would become his manager.

"This is bad, this is bad... Ottokaji~!" his manager panicked before he calmed down after awhile. "Okay we need a replacement and fast. someone who is feminine, sexy and flexible. Okay you can trust me, just wait and see."

Jaehwan then stormed off, while shouting with his high pitched voice that he wants all the employees that works backstage to come together for an emergency meeting.

Time had past and Wonsik was now asked to judge the replacements Jaehwan got for him.

"Okay are you ready?" He asked excitedly wonsik just nodded. "Okay meet the first girl, Hongbina!"

the first replacement walked in, an awkward dimpled smile on her face. She had long straight brown hair that came to her hips and wore a short pink dress.

"Why is Hongbin dressed as a girl?" Wonsik asked. He knew all the co-workers that helped him to give a great show. Jaehwan let out a nervous chuckle "You see, I couldn't find any girl that wasnt that important backstage. So dressing up a guy as a girl was the only option." "I can understand, you solution but can you at least take a guy that doesn't have that muscular arms like him and beside that he is one of the guys that takes care of the lights. How could that not be important?" "okay, okay I understand." he said scretching the back of his head in embarrassment before announcing the next replacement. "Meet Hyukka!"  

A tall figure walked in, dressed in a tight dress and had shoulder length hair with a big ribbon in the hair. He then took his place next to Hongbin.

"Seriously, Sanghyuk? He is the one who takes care of the sound effects and music. Did you picked them out in the dark or something? You can see he is too tall. how in the world would he fit in a small cage and the small hiding spots?" "Okay fine, I got one person left! Meet Lea."  

The person walked in wearing purple short shorts and a black glitter top that showed of his stomach, he looked really annoyed and pulled the Blonde wig of his head and threw in on the ground and walked away with the last pride he had left.

"This is hopeless." Wonshik said and let out a sigh. He needed a replacement and fast.

He just sat on a chair, staring in the distance until it hits him.

"Jaehwan I need to call someone. Can I use your phone?" "Um sure." He said and handed his Iphone to Wonsik, who started to dial a number, when he got the phone in his hands.

"Hey Hakyeon, how are you?" He spoke when the other picked up the phone "Can you drop by? I need to ask you for a favour."

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a half hour later Hakyeon has arrived.

"So what's the favour you wanted to ask me?" Hakyeon asked as the two guys walked around backstage "Do you remember when I helped you out with that dance competition? You know the one I dressed up as a girl because your partner fell from the stairs that day." "Yeah I remember. What about it?" "Well... my assistant just quit this morning and I need a replacement. and well you aren't that tall-ow" Wonsik let out a hiss in pain when he got hit by his friend. He didnt like it when people teased him about his hights even though he wasn't that short at all. "Sorry... what I mean is you can fit easily in a small cage and hiding spots. because you are flexible and such." "So you want me to be her replacement?" "Yes." "I don't know..." "Please Im begging you... I will buy you banana milk for a whole month if you dress up as my assistant for this week. It's really important, all tickets are sold out and reporters are coming as well. So please help me out." "Change one month into four and we have a deal." "Okay fine." 

After the deal was made, they practiced until it was time for the show. it wasn't really that stressful as Wonsik thought it would be since Hakyeon had to understand everything about the tricks as well as he had to appear and disappear at the right timing. Lucky for Wonsik, Hakyeon was a good listener and learned fast.

"Wonsik... How many people are there?" "Around one thousand people." "Do you really think it's a good idea, me dressing up as a girl? What if someone find out?" "I'm sure no one find out." "You sure?" "I am. now, show me how you look and stop worrying so much."

The door slowly opened and Hakyeon slowly stepped out of the dressing room. He wore a back glitter dress that stops a few centimeters below his behind. The dress didn't cover his shoulders as well as a part of his back. The wig he wore wore was black and curly, all the hair was tied into a low side ponytail and was a little bit longer than shoulder length hair. And then the make-up and false lashes really made him look like a girl.

"Wauw... you're beautiful." Wonsik told his friend "Thanks I guess... um... can you like stop staring at me now... I kind of start to feel awkward." "Sorry. its just… you look so pretty." "You don't look bad yourself. I just had never thought that you would wear a black glitter suit" "Yeah... normally I would only wear black jeans and a simple black t-shirt." but my manager wants me to match with my assistant." 

"Five minutes left! Is everyone ready! No? Well get off your lazy ass and hurry up!" Jaehwan's loud high pitchy voice was heard, warning everyone there wasn't that much time left.

We said we would write more...

But... actually we only wrote when we were bored in class and because Robo Ro was on vacation and me, Sabsab was busy working we kinda didn't had the time to write...

We hope you all will forgive us for not updating this blog. We’re really sorry...

but anyways we are probably able to upload more since we always do that in class so yeah... that’s what we always do instead of assignments and homework....

Sorry that you had to wait so long ^//////^ *embarresed*

I stood on the parking lot, a big bus waiting for everyone to get in. Today was the day, the day I had to leave my girl behind for two years. I couldn’t skip it any longer, I have to go and complete my military service. We both knew this day was coming closer each year, each day, each hour, each minute and each second that passed by. We had talked about it a lot the last months, she told me she will be fine and that two years aren’t that long, but now the day has come for me to go. Those years felt like an eternity. We both know were going to have a tough time not seeing each other and seeing her crying in front of me make my heart break.

Mama N:

Just as I stood in front of her, my tears fell down. I didn't wanted to leave her nor did I wanted her to wait for two years. I would miss her so much, two years is long. Of course we have been away from each other when I was on tour but at that time I was able to text her 'good morning' and 'good night' and I would skype whenever I could. but this time it won't be possible.

"Well this is it" I said between my sobs she just nodded while crying.

I hated to see her cry I just couldn't take it as I started to sob louder while hugging her tight.

"I dont want to leave you here alone. I'm going to miss you, (Y/N)." I said between my loud sobs that became louder each minute that passed by.

"Hakyeon..." she said as she patted the back of my head trying to call me down "I'll be okay, Im just sad because today is the day and of course I'll miss you but I will be okay, we will be okay everything will be fine." she continued still sobbing softly

"I know but what if something happens to you and I wont be there for you to protect you?"

"You worry too much. I'll be fine and healthy after you completed your military service."

"pinky promise me that." I said still emotional

she looked me into the eyes, flashing a small smile while tears still ran down her cheeks and wiping away my tears that seems to keep on falling down.

"I promise" she said wiping away her own tears that didn't stop as well and holding out her hand with her pinky finger up. "But promise me you will be fine and healthy as well."

"I promise" I said sticking out my own hand with my pinky finger up, taking hers.

We then shared one last kiss. Kissing her passionately holding her close. We only broke the kiss, to breathing in air.

Just one last hug before I spun around leaving her on the parking lot as I stepped into the bus.

RAVEH:

We both stood on the parking lot, between all the other couples and families saying goodbye. I just couldn't say goodbye, I didn't wanted to see her cry, it always broke my heart. I just had to stay strong for her so a quick goodbye would be the best.

"Be safe, don't do stupid things without me while I'm gone. We will get through this, I'll wait for you, I love you." I told her and kissed her forehead.

I wiped her tears away before placing a kiss on her lips. I then spun around walking off to the bus. Tears started to form in my own eyes and fell down my cheeks. Two years where long, it wouldn't be easy and I would miss her so much. It was then when I felt two arms warping around my waist from behind

"Wonsik... please don't say goodbye like this." she said before sobbing into my back. "I love you"

"I love you too" I said as I placed my hands on hers, stroking her hand with my thumb. we stayed like that for a while before we hugged and kissed for the last time before I had to leave her behind for two years.

Hongbong:

I looked at (Y/N), tears falling down her cheeks while sobs escaped her lips, eyes already red from crying. Today is the day I have to leave for my military services and she couldn't handle it that well. Of course I understand her feelings, I mean I would miss her a lot too, but it’s only two years, we will get through this. After that I will be back.

“I… I… I will miss you so much…” She said still crying

“I will miss you too, but after those years we can do something nice, like taking a walk in the park or go see a movie together.”

“But… that’s over two years…”

“I know that, but we can already plan it out. I promise you, we will go out when I comeback.”

“But still it’s over two years, Hongbin… What if your feelings for me disappears and you don’t like me anymore? What if my feelings for you disappears? What if I get in a car crash or something? You don’t know what can happen in two years.” (Y/N) said, Now sobbing even louder then she did before.

I just tried to make her feel positive, but all she did was swinging back to the negative things that could happen. I know two years would be a long time but I only tried to make it easier for her.

“You think it’s easy for me? Leaving the person I love deeply behind for two years? (Y/N) all I did was trying to cheer you up a bit, but you kept worrying about things that might not even happen.” I said, tears now rolling down my cheeks

(Y/N) looked at me before she wrapped her arms around me holding me tight.

“I’m sorry… I love you so much” She said

“I love you too.”  

We stood there like that, sobbing in each other's arms until it was time for me to leave.

Leo:

I walked towards her as I see her pretty face with wet eyes. She had probably already cried in the parking lot. Lately she almost cried every time she saw me because she knew this day would come closer and closer. I stayed strong for her so I could be the one to comfort her, but in the end I cried alone. Normally we both got emotional when I just had to leave a few months for a tour but this time it was different, this time I had to leave for 2 years straight without any contact. I needed to stay strong for her, if I was going to cry now she wouldn’t hold it anymore and burst into tears.

My beautiful girl stood before me, I Hugged her really tight so she couldn’t see the tears leaving my eyes. “I know this is hard, but please promise me that you won’t get depressed, go back to your live and do what you used to do.” I said to her while trying talk normally to her so she wouldn’t notice I was crying. “(Y/N), no matter what happens these two years, I promise I will always love you. Please wait for me until I return.”

She released herself from my tight hug and took my face with both hands, wiping my tears away with her thumbs. “Oppa, I will wait for you. I really love you and I’m really going to miss you but I promise I won’t get depressed.” She said before she pressed one last kiss on my lips. This was our last moment together, the bus was ready to leave. I hugged her one last time before I walked to the bus.

I was sitting there leaving my beautiful sweet girl behind as we drove off. ‘I’m so lucky to have her, I’m going to miss her every second of the next coming two years.’

Hyuk:

I saw her sitting on a bench close to the parking lot. She was waiting for me. When I walked closer to her she looked up at me with tears in her eyes. I didn’t want to spent our last moments with only tears and sobbing. “(Y/N), do you really want me to remember you with those teary eyes?” I said jokingly. She shook her head and dried her tears with her sleeve. I took her face in my hands “Ahh (Y/N), please smile for me so I can remember your beautiful smile when I leave.”

She stared at me and smiled. “Sanghyuk, Are you crying?” I Really hoped she wouldn’t notice my tears, I just want to have some happy and good time these last minutes before I would leave. “No honey, my eyes are sweating.” She started to laugh really hard, it really made me happy to see her laugh like that, I will remember this moment for so long.

The bus that stood in the parking lot honk, it meant he was about to leave and I needed to hurry. “Honey, I have to go now.” I said to her while I took her hands. She nodded at me. “I Love you, please wait for me until I return. I will come back stronger and more mature, I will come back as ManHyuk.” I said to her with a smile. She laughed “I love you to and I will wait forever for you.” We kissed each other for the last time.

I sat down in the bus, waiving at her before we drove off. ‘Man I really love the girl’ I thought as I feel a tear rolling down my cheek.

Ken:

I walked to the parking lot where the bus would be leaving from. I would also meet my girlfriend there for the last time before I would be in the army for 2 full years. I looked around but I couldn’t find her, I started to feel sad. Maybe she was to upset about this moment and didn’t come, it would be to painful to say goodbye. As I was deep down in my own thoughts I felt two arms warped around me. “(Y/N)?” I asked. But I didn’t get a reply from her. The air was filled with sobbing noises and I felt the back of my shirt getting wet. I knew it was her.

Tears started roll over my cheeks, I never really cried before, I didn’t even cry when I knew we only had a few days together. It didn’t really hit me that we would be apart for two years in such a short time, but now it had hit me like a rock. The emotions were overwhelming, I wanted to scream, hit the ground, kick something, run away from this whole army situation. But I couldn’t, all I could do was stand there and cry like a little boy.

The bus driver showed up and walked towards the bus, it would only take a few minutes before he would honk as us. I removed myself from her arms and turned around. I took her hands in mine. “(Y/N), it’s almost time for me to leave. I really love you and I want you by my side for the rest of our lives, but now I have to leave for 2 years. Please wait for me until I return my pretty princess.” I said with a smile while the tears where still burning in my eyes. “Oppa, I’ll w..wait for y……you un..til you come b……back. P………..please stay s..safe.” She said while sobbing really loud.

We are finally back! We were really busy with school. It was the last period of the year and we had so much work, but we both made it :DDDD

So now we have vacation and we are working on our requests again so please wait a little bit more :3

"Finally its weekend" you said as you stretched your arms behind your desk.

You had been working a lot lately since most of your colleagues were on holiday, so the weekend was something you had been looking forward to all week long. Finally you could take rest and sleep in or well thats what you thought.

"(Y/N), (Y/N)!" your best friend and colleague ran into your office just when you were about to pack your bags and go home. "Im so glad I found you on time. You never guess what just happened. you know that contest I participate in."

"Yeah, what about it?"

"I WON!!"

"Really? thats great Im so happy for you."

"And well... I want to take you with me, since I won two tickets plus meet and greet! So do you want to go with me?" she said all excited.

You didn't really knew how to answer. You knew your friend was a huge fan of some Dutch singer named Gerard Joling. She loves his music and all but you on  the other hand disliked it. Of course you could bare it when your friend starts talking about him, and his tour in your country which is pretty rare according to her. However you never thought you would be going to a concert of him. You wanted to refuse but you didn't want to hurt your friends feelings and decided to go with her.

"Um... sure why not" you said faking a smile "When is the concert?"

"Tomorrow, I already made a planning how to get there and how late."

"Ah okay."

"Well gotta go, see you tomorrow at 8am at your place, so we can discuss the planning.Bye" that was all she said before she left your office.

You let out a sight knowing your weekend wont be that relaxing as you thought it would be. You had hoped to sleep in but that wasn't possible now. You didn’t really understand it why she would wake up so early, okay well maybe you could understand, if it was a band like Simple Plan or Korn.

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It was the next morning, you were up at seven, taking a shower and got dressed. It was when you just put your breakfast down on the table when the doorbell rang. You picked up you cup espresso and walked, while drinking your espresso, over to the door to open it.

"Hii~ Are you excited!" your friend said excitedly, already having so many energy in the morning.

"Hi" you greeted her and let her in

She rushed to the table and placed her paper work on the other side of the table. you on the other hand took your time to take a seat.

"Is that your plan?" you asked with big eyes, while taking a sip of your espresso.

"Yes it is." she answered

"I see."

You gave your friend something to drink before she started to explain her plan while you ate your breakfast. For you it felt like there wasn't any end at her plan. First she wanted to greet him at the airport where he would arrive at eleven. Which was in two hours. After that you would take a simple lunch and then go to the concert hall to wait in line until the doors open, after that you will have a meet and greet after that the two of you will enjoy the concert and after that you will wait until he comes uit the concert hall for a last goodbye to him. So in other words its going to be a tough day for you.

——

Hours passed by, and the doors of the concert hall were finally open. Your legs hurt already so much because of standing for so long. At first it wasn't that big of a deal, waiting that singer up at the airport. The only thing that bothered you was waiting in the cold. After that you could just sit while eating lunch and sit on a chair while having the meet and greet as well. Then you had to wait outside, until the doors opened. But now finally after 7 hours and lots of espressos later the doors finally opened.

The two of you walked in, your friend handed you her stuff so you could put it in a locker while she went to the merchandise just like she planned. After that you were able to go inside standing in front of the stage.

All you had to do was wait until it was finally over but that would take at least four hours.

Since there were two other singers in the supporting program. Some guys named Guus Meeuwis and and another guy named Jan Smit. Your friend listened to those as well but you didnt really like them, their songs weren't your genre of music you would listen to.

It was after the first break when you told you friend you felt light in you head and that you would faint if you didn't drink something soon and that you just stay at the bar instead of in front of the stage.

you walked through the crowd, finding you way to the bar. You ordered a coke and sat down on a barstool.

"when will this day end..." you said to yourself

"You're forced to tag along as well?" someone asked

"Yeah... all I wanted was to relax and do nothing this weekend..." you answered as you looked into the direction of the voice

Next to you was a guy leaning against the bar, he held his glass sprite in his right hand while leaning his chin on his left arm. He was dressed nicely. Baggy jeans, a loose shirt and a snapback. To you, he looked more like a hiphop fan than a fan of a Dutch singer.

"Ah I see, guess we're on the same boat then." he said and looked at you and smiled

"I guess so."

"My name is Wonsik." he said and took another sip of his sprite

"I'm (Y/N)." you said and smiled a little at him

"you know what since we both don't like this music, why don't we leave the concert hall and comeback when its almost over?" he asked, you nodded and stood up from the barstool.

The two of you walked out of the concert hall and took a seat on the ground next to the exit of the concert hall. You felt like there was a spark, the two of you got along so well. Talking about your lives, work, hobbies and about how both of you got here.

So you found out he's a hip hop dance teacher, he likes to dance in his free time as well. He told you that he had moved back in by his parents since he had broken up with his girlfriend a month ago and didn't had another place to stay at. And he told you about how his friend Jaehwan bought two tickets for the concert so they could go together since his friend thinks the music sounds funny.

It was after a while when it was hard for you to stay awake, you felt you eyelids fall down and soon you had fallen asleep. Wonsik placed your head on his lap and stroked your hair.

Time passed when your phone played your friends ringtone. Wonsik took your phone out of your bag and answered so you could sleep some more.

"Hello, Wonsik's speaking."

"Who are you? Why do you have (Y/N) phone? Where is she." she said worried

"Dont worry, she's fine. We are sitting out side the concert hall near the exit. She felt asleep."

"Oh okay... so if you're arent a creep... then that means she found herself a new boyfriend."

"We arent dating"

"Okay fine she found herself a new future boyfriend. anyways I'm coming bye."

"Um... bye" he said before your friend hung up.

He put you phone back in your bag before softly waking you up. You let out a moan, not wanting to wake up.

"(Y/N) wake up, the concert is over." he said

"Ten more minutes please..." you said half asleep

"you have to wake up your friend is coming."

"I dont wanna wake up... let me sleep.."

He didn’t really know what to do since you didn't wanted to wake up. It was when your friend arrived and spoke to you when you was fully awake and sat up straight.

"(Y/N) (Y/Lastname) I can't believe you ditched me for a guy. I was looking at you for ages." she sounds angry but soon she let out a giggle. "Just kidding, its okay. I mean at least its a cute guy you ran away with. So... are you two like you know dating?"

"W-w-what... no we arent. I just met him" you said and blushed

"Well it could have been a possible option since you were lying asleep with you head on his lap."

You blushed and looked away.

"So you like him don’t you?” she teased

"Shut up... not now please"

"I knew it."

You blushed even more then you already did. You had to admit you were indeed interested in him but you always were a shy person when it comes to asking out even though befriending people is a piece of cake for you.

"Here I got your stuff." an unfamiliar voice said

"Jaehwan?" you heard wonsik exclaim surprised.

You looked at the direction of your friend. Next to her stood another man. He was tall and had brown hair. He wore just a pair a jeans and a tshirt.

"Wonsik there you are. I looked for you at the bar you said you would be there, but I couldn't find you."

"Yeah... Im sorry about that." he said with a sheepish smile.

Wonsik stood up and reached out his hand to pull you up.

"Thank you,Jaehwannie." your friend said and took her stuff and yours as well before giving you your long coat.

"How do you know him? And why are you calling him jaehwannie?" you asked raising an eyebrow at your friend

"I met him at the bar when we both were looking for you two and well we got lots in common so I kinda became his girlfriend since a few minutes ago." she answered becoming more shy

You already knew it, but you wanted to hear it from herself. She always called the guys she dates by their name and adding “ie” at the end to make it sound cut however most of the guys hated it a lot but this guy doesn't seem to mind it at all.

"So thank you for running away, without you we probably wouldn't had met" Jaehwan said and wrapped an arm around your friend pulling her close.

"Um... youre welcome." you and Wonsik said at the same time

It became quiet for a while until your friend broke the silent

"Wwe will leave the two of you alone. (Y/N) if you need me I'm at the exit" your friend said

She took Jaehwan's hand and walked away only to spin around a few seconds later and mounting ‘fighting’ to you before she walked further away. The air around the two of you became awkward, you didn't knew what to say.

(Y/N)..."

"Wonsik"

The two of you started both at the same time, both letting go an awkward laugh.

"You go first." you said.

"Um... okay..." he paused a little "I really had a good time tonight. I really enjoyed it, and well I was wondering if we... you know... could hang out sometimes."

"I would love to." you said and smiled "We should get going to the others now."

"Arent you going to tell me what you wanted to say?"

"No" you said playfully while warping your arms around his

"Yah, thats no fair. Just say it already"

It was weeks ago when Hakyeon discovered that Taekwoon seems to be less interested in him. He saw how he fakes his smile whenever they were together, making up excuses so he didn’t had to go out with him. They stayed at home most of the time but yet Taekwoon was only texting with someone on his phone. Hakyeon didn’t know who it was but for some reason he had the feeling he was losing Taekwoon to that person. He had no idea if it was a girl or a guy he was texting to but either way he didn’t wanted to lose him knowing Taekwoon was bisexual. Hakyeon wondered who it was, what they were talking about since it makes him smile whenever he got a text but whenever he asked his boyfriend told him it was nothing special. But still he knew this relationship was going to go downhill but yet he loves him too much to let go and wanted to find answers and fight for the relationship that was already gone.

It was when Taekwoon went to cook dinner, when Hakyeon was able to look through his phone. Taekwoon had left on the coffee table. Hakyeon pushed on the button to let the screen light up. Knowing Taekwoon’s password he easily came into his phone and went straight to the Kakao messages. And there he found the answers to his questions. The person who was texting his boyfriend was a guy called Wonsik. He scrolled to the messages and pictures that were sent. It was then when he saw one of those chats that were about him.

‘I don’t think I can break up with him.’

‘Why can’t you break up?’ ‘He will crash down in tears I know it for sure.’ ‘What do you want to do then? You can’t keep lying to him like this.’ ‘I know that. I’ll try to break up with him soon.’ ‘Babe, you know I’ll always support you. I love you’ ‘Thanks, Love you too.’

Tears started to form in his eyes as he read the messages over and over again. He didn’t love him anymore, Hakyeon didn’t mean anything to him. Taekwoon was just staying at his side because he felt pity for him. Hakyeon was just a fool, believing Taekwoon still loved him when he started to turn his back toward him, while obviously he doesn’t love Hakyeon at all. Those kisses, hugs, touches and the sex meant nothing to Taekwoon. He was just waiting until he was free again and he could go to that guy Wonsik.

Hakyeon slowly placed Taekwoon’s phone back on the table and stood up. Walking slowly to the kitchen, he opened the door and walked over to Taekwoon who was busy cooking not noticing Hakyeon coming in. Hakyeon warped his arms around Taekwoon’s waist, resting his face into his back as he breath in the scents of his boyfriend.

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You looked out the kitchen windowwhile you poured some milk into a glass. You had dozed off again, and didn’t realize that your glass was full. The milk streamed down your glass making a big puddle on the kitchen counter. You came back to reality when you felt a hand around your wrist. It was Taekwoon’s hand that holds yours and with the other hand he took the carton of milk out of your hand and placed it on the counter. He let go of your hand and took a wet cloth to clean up the mess you just had made. He took your glass and threw some of the milk in the sink so your glass wouldn’t be that full. 

“Here you go.” he said as he handed you the glass “I’m not thirsty anymore.” you said “Gavie, you sure you’re not thirsty?” he asked “Yes I’m sure.” you said before walking out the kitchen almost bumping into the door on your way outside the kitchen. He let out a sight, placing the glass back on the counter and putting the carton of milk in the fridge before walking to the living room.

He found you there sitting on the couch this time with your face buried in your hands, it didn’t took him that long to notice that you were crying. He walked over to you, placing a hand on your head as he petted your hair before pulling you up and holding you close. He didn’t say anything just holding you.

It was just a month ago when the two of you heard the news about your unborn baby boy. He was healthy but his health became worse and then he died. The two of you never thought you would have a miscarriage, so the painful truth hit you hard. Especially since the two of you wanted to start a family so badly. You felt like it was all your fault that the baby died. Your husband always told you it wasn’t your fault but still you felt like you had failed as his wife.

Ever since the miscarriage you had become tired, restless, and quiet. You doze off almost all the time and you looked pale because of the lack of sleep. When you’re lucky you would have four hours of sleep but most of the time it was less than that or you didn’t slept at all. You also cried more than six times a day, letting all the emotion go when the thoughts about the unborn baby boy became too much for you. You were thankful that you got a wonderful husband who’s always there for you when you felt down and broke down into tears. You knew he had a hard time as well but he always stayed strong for you.

“Gavie, you know this isn’t your fault… things like this happen.” he said after a while with a calm voice trying to calm you down but you didn't reply as you continued sobbing. “I’m tired...” you said after a while when you had calmed down a little. Taekwoon nodded and let you go. He walked you to your shared bedroom. You slipped into bed pulling the blanket up to cover your body.

You went with your best friend to the movie theater, already scared to death. Your best friend insisted that you would go to the new horror movie together. She knew that you were too scared to watch those kind of movies but this time you wanted to be brave and watch is, beside she was by your side so you had someone to protect you. You went inside the movie theater and walker to the ticket desk. You got your tickets that you had reserved and to the desk to get some oversized portion of popcorn and some coke. Together we walked towards the hall where our movie would be playing soon. You were checking your tickets so you could find your seats, unfortunately you were not sitting next to each other like you thought, the two of you were separated by an aisle.

“What should we do, I don’t want to watch this scary movie with such a gap between us.” You said with a whining tone. “(Y/N), it’s just a movie stop whining. Let’s just wait a little, maybe the seats next to you or me stay open and then we could still sit next to each other.” She said with a smile to comforted me. You nodded at her and sat down. Next to you were 7 free seats, on the end of the row there was already sitting someone. After a few minutes a group of 6 males came into the hall and walked towards their seats while checking their tickets. “guys, we are sitting in this row.” One of them said. after that a discussion between them came about who will be sitting next to who and some didn’t want to sit next to each other for a certain reason. After a some minutes they had finally decided who would be sitting were. One of them came walking towards you. They were extremely handsome but you didn’t really care, you ware just hoping that they wouldn’t sit next to you so that your friend could sit there. But luck wasn’t on your side today and the group of 6 man came sitting next to you.

The movie had finally started and you felt really scared and uncomfortable because you knew you would scream like a little girl and next to you was a freaking handsome man, he looked like he was probably the youngest of the group. He looked a bit annoyed next to him, on the side were the other man were sitting. The man next to him was whining about the movie and was clinging on his arm. He was probably just as much as a scared cat as you were. The man next to you was trying to get loss of the other man’s grip but he failed. “Please Hakyeon let go of me.” He said with a really annoyed voice. “Hyukkieeee this movie is scarrrryyyy.” He said while holding the man’s arm even tighter.

After a while the movie got really scared, so scared that you grabbed the thing that was the closest to you so you could hide behind it. When you grabbed it, it shocked. You looked next to you and realized what you just did, you had grabbed the arm of the man that sat next to you. He was staring at you with a startled expression on his face.   “I…… am really sorry, I… just got….. really scared.” You said to him, you were really ashamed of what you just did. He started to laugh because you were a dork with a bright red face from shame. “It’s okay, these movies can be pretty scary. If it’s really that bad you can hold my arm if you need to.” he said with a smile on his face. The man on this other side who was still holding his arm looked at us. “Hyukie, stop flirting with that girl when we are watching a movie.” ‘So this man’s name is Hyukie.’ You thought while smiling at him.

When the movie paused so that everyone could get more snacks or drinks the handsome man called Hyukie turned towards you. “Hi, I’m Sanghyuk.” He said with a smile. “Nice to meet you, my name is (Y/N).” “That is a beautiful name.” “Thank you, and also thank you for letting me borrow your arm at these scary times.” He laughed.

You heard someone whisper your name next to you but you didn’t really pay much attention because Sanghyuk was more important right now. “ Pssstttt, (Y/N), ppsssstttttt, heeyyyyyy, ppssstttt, (Y/N), ppsssttt, look at me, ppssttt.” You heard next to you, but you didn’t react.

You tried to talk to Sanghyuk again but then you felt something soft thrown at your head. You turned around, it was your friend trying to get your attention by throwing popcorn. “pppsstttttttt.” She whispered again, she was making hand signs off mobile calling.

“OOHHHHHH, I get it! You want me to get her number right?” Sanghyuk said while he was picking popcorn out of your hair. “Pffttt, your friend is no fun, she already knows what I was about to do.” He said with a cute disappointed face. “But (Y/N), can I have your phone number?” He said while he gave you a begging puppy look. “Of course, it’s (Y/Number). Can I call you if I need your arm in scary times?” Sanghyuk started to laugh and nodded.

The movie had ended and you and your friend walked towards the exit with the 6 handsome man behind you. Just before the end of the movie you guys had decided that the 8 of you should have a drink together after the movie. Just before the exit of the building your friend saw a poster and run screaming towards it. “(Y/N) OMGGGG, I WANT TO SEE THIS MOVIE! THE RELEASE IS NEXT WEEK, WE SHOULD GOOOO!” You walked towards the poster and realized that it was again a horror movie, you looked at her with a ‘you don’t get me’ look. Sanghyuk came standing next to you “Don’t worry (Y/N), I could come with you two so you won’t be scared.” “Oeehhhh, good idea. But then bring one of those hot friends of yours than we make it a double date.” Your friend said to Sanghyuk with a bright smile on her face.

It was nineo' clock. You had told your friend you would be there around eight but ended uplate because you simply forgot the time. You rang the doorbell of your friend's house.

"(Y/N) finally there you are! I've been waiting for you." she said as she opened the door "come in."

You followed her into her house almost everywhere were people talking and flirting with each other. This was typical the kind of parties your friend always had. A lot of people, alcohol and flirting. Not something you like that much, since you're more like a wallflower then a party animal but because she's your friend you tag along and just make the best out of it.

The two of you walked into the living room, toward the big couch standing against the wall. Just when you took a seat on the couch, your friend got called by someone you didn’t know. leaving you there alone.

"Great now I'm all alone with people I don’t even know." You mumbled to yourself.

You wished you were able to say no for once in a while or just tell a little lie that you already had plans for the night but you weren't that kind of person to do that. So now there you were sitting on the couch while starring in front of you.

"Is this seat next to you taken?" someone asked. You looked up to see a guy in front of you with an awkward and dorky, dimpled smile on his face. "No it's not taken, you can take a seat." you said "Thanks... um... I'm Hongbin." "My name is (Y/N)... nice to meet you."

Hongbin plopped down next to you, you didn’t spoke to each other which make this situation really awkward. You didn’t know anything about this person except for his name. Could you trust him? Or was he one of those friends from your best friend that drinks a lot of alcohol and get drunk? Did your best friend even know him in the first place? You had no idea, and that made you feel uncomfortable.

"Are you already? Do you want me to get something to drink for you?" he asked when he noticed you didn’t really felt confortable "No... No, I'm fine. I'm not really a party animal... And I don't like alcohol so. No need to get me something to drink." you said "Me neither, I hate alcohol and parties aren't really my thing." "Then why are you here?" "I should ask you the same." he let out a laugh "Hey I asked first." you said and smiled "Well... You see the girl who threw this party… she doesn’t even really know me. I'm just here with one of my friends. Hakyeon is his name and is a good friend of her. And well his limit isn't that high so he gets drunk easily. So... um... I'm here just to be sure he won't do stupid things." he paused a little "what about you?" "I couldn't say no or tell a little lie..." you let out a sight "The girl you're talking about, she's my best friend. And well she wanted me to come, but now she left me in a room with people I don’t know..."

Hongbin nodded in understanding and it then the two of you didn’t spoke to each other again.

"Damn~ Hongbinnie~! There is such a hot girl sitting next to you~!" a man said, he obviously was drunk. "Aish… seriously you’re that drunk already. We aren't even an hour in here." Hongbin said "I'm not drunk." "Oh yes you are." Hongbin said but the other man just ignored him and turned his attention to you 

"I'm Hakyeon. And what beautiful name has this beauty?" he asked sitting next to you "Um.... I'm (Y/N)." you said as you tried to shove away from him but it was no use since he still comes closer to you. "Yah! Hakyeon what do you think you’re doing." Hongbin said with an annoyed voice and pulled you close to him "Is she your girlfriend?” he asked and smirked before he continued “Since it’s about time you get yourself a girl to sleep with.” "Sh-shut up... and... Go away!" "Fine I’ll leave."

Hakyeon stood up leaving the two of you behind, blushing madly.

"I'm sorry for all this, he can be really touchy and flirty and say things like that when he's drunk." "Ah okay.... um... You can let go of me." "Um... Yeah...” he said and let go of you 

The awkwardness filled the air around you. You still had a blush on your face and you didn’t know what it was but for some reason your heart beats faster than if used to do.

'Could it be? Could it be... I fell in love? Wait... no that can't be. It must be the nerves. Yeah definitely the nerves.' you thought 

"You know when I held you, you smell like fresh cut noodles." he said breaking the silence "Eh... What?" you said blushing even more "fresh cut noodles?" "Uh...  I mean... I... Never mind" 

'Was that a compliment?' you thought, still confused from what he just said.

The awkwardness stays around the two of you until you stood up.

"I'm pretty thirsty, do you want some coca cola?" you asked "Um... Sure, I'd love too." "Just give me a moment." 

You walked out of the living room, dodging the alcohol that all the drunk people spilled over there glasses or soju bottles. When you arrived at the kitchen, you opened the fridge and took two glasses out of the closet.

"Hey (Y/N)~!“ "Oh hey" you said as you had turned around facing your best friend "Are you enjoying the party?" "A little, I just met someone but it’s kinda awkward... He also said i smell like fresh cut noodles... "Well girl~ he's into you~ that’s for sure, but he just don’t know how to flirt..." she said warping an arm around your shoulder. "I don't know..." "Come on, I know it for sure he's into you. Just trust me." "Why would I trust a tipsy person? You know what happened last time I trusted you in this state." "I know, I know... Anyways have you already tried flirting back?" "Me and flirting? You know that’s totally not my thing." "Well... Then you need some of this." she said picking one of the soju bottles from the counter. "Are you crazy this one is 29%" you said after you had observed the label of the bottle "it’s not that much. You just need to get a little but more loose."

You friend took the bottle out of your hand and opened it before giving it back. You looked at her hesitating to drink it or not. You wanted to say no, you didn’t like alcohol after all but you just couldn't reject your best friend and drunk from the bottle.

"Good girl." she said smiling before excusing herself and left you alone in the kitchen

You continued to fill the glasses with cola and drunk some more soju before leaving the kitchen. As you walked into the living room you noticed that you couldn’t walk that straight anymore and you started to feel light in your head. You never where a good drinker and now you think of it you didn’t eat that much before. You only had soup for dinner and that didn’t full your stomach that well.

"Here is your drink." you said and gave Hongbin his drink before you sat down next to him. "Thanks" "By the way, had anyone told you before you have such beautiful eyes like chocolate?" "No not really... But thank you I guess." "I’m seriously they are beautiful, but what would you expect? You’re handsome after all." "Y-you sure you’re okay?" he asked totally shocked of the way you were acting right now, since he only knew you as that shy and awkward girl from moments ago. "I'm totally fine, don’t worry about me."

He took a sip of his drink but almost chocked on it when you suddenly hugged his arm.

"But seriously, did it hurt when you fell from heaven?" you asked as you stroked your hand over his chest making him more nervous than he already was "Y-you’re totally not f-fine. W-what happened to the cute shy girl f-from moments ago?" he stammered over his words "My friend gave me something to drink... So i could get a little bit more loose so I would be able to flirt with you." you said and let out a little laugh. "She gave you alcohol so you would be able to flirt with me?" he asked you just nodded

It became quiet after that expect for the bad and weird flirting from you. He didn’t really said anything to you, just because he didn’t know what to say. You kept flirting and before you knew it you were sitting on his lap, the space between your faces becoming smaller and smaller before pressing your lips on his.

"Wow, stop... you're drunk, you don’t know what you’re doing right now. I think you’re an attractive girl and I would love to go out with you and kiss you but not when you’re like this." he said really fast "What did you say?" you asked with a weak voice, you started to feel tired and weren’t able to hear the things he said "Wait you’re not going to pass out are you?"

But you didn’t hear him, you already had passed out. You just passed your own limit.

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The next morning you woke up on the couch where you had passed out the night before. You slowly sat up but regretted right away when your head hurts like hell.

"Great... I shouldn't had drink that soju... Now I got a hangover..." you said to yourself

You opened your eyes and looked around carefully, ignoring the pain of your headache. Some people where lying on the ground, they probably had passed out just like you. But still there was no sign of Hongbin.

"OMG... I didn’t do anything stupid did I?" you asked yourself as you remembered the soju you drunk last night. You wanted to stand up and look for your friend to ask her if she knew. You stood up slowly and in pain, when you noticed a letter falling down to the ground. You picked it up slowly before folding it open. You concentrated on the handwriting and read it 

"Dear (Y/N),

First of all I hope you don’t have a really bad hangover, since you were pretty drunk last night. To be honest I didn’t thought a shy girl like you would be the total opposite when drunk. But let’s forget everything about last night, except for that kiss you gave me. Anyways how about we go out sometimes? My phone number is on the back, call or text me when you got time.

- Hongbin'

You were blushing madly when you were done reading. You kissed him... You freaking kissed him and you couldn't remember it at all. You turned the paper and indeed there it was his phone number. You let out a sight, you felt really embarrassed and how where you able to text or call him? How would you be able to actually face him?

You just stared at the letter when it suddenly got pulled away, when you looked up it was your friend. You tried to get it back while she was reading it but you headache made it harder to take it back. She then took her phone and dialed the number.

Today you were going to a concert of your greatest idols. But because the concert started late you decided to go early anyways and go to the mall for some awesome new clothes that you could wear at the concert. You were going by train because you would never find a parking spot for your car on a Saturday in a big city. When you arrived at your stop you got out of the train and took the escalator to the ground floor which was outside. Every time when you came here you had to settle for a moment because it was so big. The train station had also a bus station, a metro station, a cab pickup point and had a giant parking building. You stood still and looked around you before you started walking towards the mall. There were so many people in here. At some point your eyes stayed focused on one point. ‘This couldn’t be real….. Was that VIXX over there?’ you really couldn’t believe your eyes. The men you would see at the concert tonight were right before you. You were really awkwardly staring at them, at some point one of the members looked around and saw you staring at them. ‘Shit, he saw me.’ You thought while you looked away. You felt that he was still looking at you so you decided to just walk away from this awkward situation. When you had taken a few steps your feet got stuck behind a tile. You lost your balance and fell flat on your face. It hurt like hell, but what hurt even more was the extreme shame that came over you. That man that was staring at you had defiantly seen this happen. When you looked up a bit you saw him walking towards you.

Mama N:

You kept lying down on the ground, you would rather die than that you wanted vixx to see you fall on your face. you were embarrassed and you would nothing more than to be able to turn invisible right now. you heard someone panicking in a language that wasn’t English, but you were able to hear some words you knew and were able to identify the language as Korean. you looked up, eyes wide when you saw it was N, who was standing in front of you. he kept talking to you in Korean but switched over to English the moment he noticed you didn't understood him all the time.

“You okay?” he asked with his adorable accent as he reached out his hand to help you up “I’m fine, I think.” you said pushing yourself up onto your knees and taking N’s hand “You sure? You not hurt?” “I’m sure.” you said, smiling awkwardly when he started to inspect your arms. just in case you got injured but didn't feel the pain or you didn’t want to tell him. “you’re hurt.” he said as he had found a wound near your elbow “It’s nothing, really I’ll be fine.” you said with a smile but N didn’t let go of your arm “No you’re not fine. you bleed.” he said and let go of your arm “Please wait.”

that said he ran off to the other members, you just stood still where he left you and waited for him to comeback. after a while he came back with a small box. he opened the box and took some bandage out of it. he bond the bandage around your wound after he cleaned it. he then let go of your arm and closed the box.

“Be more careful next time.” he said and smiled, you nodded and thanked him before he went back to the others.

Leo da lion: 

you pushed yourself up into a sitting position and took a deep breath. It wasn’t the end of the world because you fell in front of your favorite idols. okay who were you kidding of course it was. you just sat on the ground hoping you will get invisible or something, but too bad for you that didn't happen. you heard footsteps coming closer to you. as you turned your head to face the man you saw Leo, your bias. like your luck couldn’t get any worse.

you wanted to stand up as fast as you could, so this awkward situation will be done, but as you tried to stand up, you fell back on your behind. you keep trying to get up by yourself a few more times but it didn’t work. and Leo who only stares at you didnt make it less awkward. he’s probably thinking how to say something to you in a language that isn't his first.

“You okay?” he asked after a while with his soft and angel like voice. the voice you have fallen for. you shook your head. “Not really, I can’t get up and my ankle hurts, but I’ll be fine.” you told him, he looked at you for a while with his poker face before answering. “Let me help” he said and reach his hand out to you.

your hand was shaking as you were about to take his hand. when you took his hand he easily pulled you up, back on your feet. you couldn’t help but blush. lots of starlights would be so jealous at you right now.

“Maybe you should go see a doctor.” he said as he had kneeled down and looked at your ankle. it had swollen a bit. “okay I will” you said. “just be careful from now on.” he said as he stood up. you nodded and thanked him in korean before he walked off to the other members.

Kendy:

You looked at your legs, both of your knees were bleeding. It really hurts and you wanted to cry. Ken kneeled before you. “Are you okay?” He asked with a concerned face.

Tears started to roll down your cheeks. You didn’t want to cry but the tears escaped your eyes. Ken looked startled at you. He looked around panicking, he looked like he didn’t know what to do.

He looked you right in the eyes and made a weird face. “OTTOOKKAAAJJIIIIII!” Your tears disappeared and made room for a smile. “Wooowww, Your even more beautiful if you smile like that.” He said with a sweet smile, it made you blush.

He dried your tears with his sleeve, he reached his hand to you and helped you up. “your knees are bleeding, we have a first aid kit in the car.” He said as he took your hand and led you to the car.

RAVEEEEEHHHH:

In a few seconds Ravi stood in front of you. “Are you okay?” “I’m fine, don’t worry.” You said with a fake smile, your ankle hurts like hell. “Can you stand?” He asked a bit worried. You tried to stand up but fell on your ass right away, it really hurt. “You should see a doctor for your ankle.” “I will.” You said to him with a smile, although you had no idea how you should get there when you couldn’t walk. Ravi lifted you up, you were laying in his arms. “I will carry you since you can’t walk.” You looked at him with big eyes and an open mouth. ‘Am I dreaming, is Ravi really caring me, OMG OMG OMG OMG, KEEP CALM, OMG.’ You thought while you stared at him. “Is something wrong?” he asked you because of the face you made. “No, nothing is wrong, I just don’t want to be a burden.” You said with a bit of a sad face. “Don’t worry, you aren’t a burden to me. Besides I like helping beautiful girls in my free time.” He carried you to the car and took you to a doctor.

Hongbong:

Your leg hurt pretty bad but there was no wound or anything, it would probably be a giant bruise nothing serious. Hongbin came rushing towards you “Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere? Do you need any help?” before he could reach you he bumped his feet into the roadside and lost his balance, he fell face first right before you. ‘Ooowwhhh, that must hurt.’ You thought while holding in your laughter. It was really sad and painful for him that he fell but it looked so funny. He pushed himself up in a sitting position. “Are you alright?” you asked while looking at his face, thankfully he didn’t seem to have any wounds.

He stared at you and suddenly start to laugh really hard and really awkward. You couldn’t do anything but laugh really hard as well. He stood up and reached his hand out to you, you took his hand and stood up as well. His hands were big and warm.

“Guess we are both kind of clumsy, aren’t we?” He said with a little dimpled smile on his face. You nodded and blushed a little, your heart mantled as he smiled like that. “Are you okay?” you asked him, hoping that he didn’t hurt himself. He nodded “You to?” He asked a bit concerned. “Yes, I’m fine.”

ManHyukkawaii:

you pushed yourself up as fast as you could, brushing the dirt of your jeans and picking up your stuff that lie down on the ground. as you picked up your labello that had fallen out of you bag and wanted to stand up you were face to face with Hyuk. He said something to you in Korean and smirked, you just looked at him confused.

“I see you literally fell for me.” he said switching to English “Um… yeah..” you said smiling awkwardly, blushing madly as you put your labello back into your back. he let out a small laugh. “Are you okay?” he asked, you nodded “I’ll be going then. I still have some things to do.” you said as you spin around to walk away from the awkwardness.

But unfortunately you feet got stuck behind the same till and you fell again and all your belongings flew through the air. you let out a heavy sigh before  you stand up again and collected your stuff again.

“Here.” he said as he gave you your notebook and pen back. “Thank you.” you said, staring at your notebook. “Um… maybe if it’s okay, can I have your autograph?” you asked handing it back to hyuk who took it and signed it. “You’re a starlight?” he asked you nodded “You sure are lucky.”

  "What do you mean you want to break up?" you asked your boyfriend, Jaehwan. Almost letting go your tears but you didn’t want to cry, so you stayed strong keeping it all in. "I'm sorry." he said and paused "The feelings for you, the one that I had. They are gone."

You just looked at him waiting if he got more to tell you. It took a while before he let out a sight and stirred with his straw into his Frappuccino. You took a sip of your Latte macchiato and placing the Starbucks cup back on its place at the table. You looked around as you waited for Jaehwan to continue.

There weren't that many people today, there only were an old couple probably in the fifty or something. You wondered why they would be here since most of the time young people or business people came here. You looked away from the old couple, focusing on Jaehwan again when he still didn't continued.

"Have you met someone else?" you asked, he just nodded "Do I know her?"

He stayed quiet, taking it as a yes. That you did know that girl he likes but he was probably too afraid to tell. Maybe he started having feelings for your best friend, you did introduced Jaehwan to her and they did get along very well.

"Is it Bambi?" you asked, saying your friend’s nickname. To be honest you never called her by her real name, and start doing it now would be weird since you had been friends for years. You had start calling her like that after you had find out she was a really big fan of the Disney movie Bambi. She had lots of stuff related to the little deer, so you thought that name would fit her perfectly. "No it's not her." he said as he shook his head, showing a small smile just hearing your weird nickname for your friend. "Then who it is?" "You aren't gonna get mad at me are you?" "Don't worry I won't." "You remember that party I had a few weeks ago?" he said, you nodded "Well I kind of lost a bet that night. A bet I shouldn’t had made to begin with especially since most people were really drunk included myself."

 He took a sip of his drink before he continued.

 "Some of the people there thought I was gay. I told them I wasn’t and that I had a girlfriend but they didn’t believed me, even when I showed them some pictures of the two of us. And after a while some dude named Hakyeon came with the idea that I only could proof it to them I wasn’t gay when I made out with another guy and tell them it was nothing after kiss." "So you kissed a guy and were technically cheating on me?" "Yeah... I'm really sorry for that and I know I shouldn’t had listened to him to begin with. Anyways, all the guys there did rock, paper, scissors to decide who would make out with me and unfortunately Hongbin lost. So now I didn’t only had to kiss a guy but I had to kiss my best friend as well." 

You just looked at him, as you took another slip of your drink. You kind of knew what he was about to tell you but you just let him continue. 

"In the beginning it was kinda awkward for the both of us so the guys gave us some more soju trying to get us more lose and get us even more drunk then we already were. When I couldn’t think straight anymore because of the alcohol, I kissed him, he didn’t broke the kiss, he even kissed back. After that I don’t remember anything of that night, but the morning after I woke up in my friend’s room with a really bad hangover. As I slowly sat up I looked around the room seeing my and his clothes all spread around the floor including our underwear." he said not looking you in the eyes "So you did it with a guy?" you said in disbelieve 

You might had expected him to turn out gay after he made out with Hongbin but you didn’t expect him to actually have sex with his best friend.

"So in the end all I have proofed is that I am gay..." he said with a soft voice. He stayed quiet not knowing how you would react. He just told you he has cheated on you and dumb you for a guy "It’s okay." you said, he looked up at you surprised he didn’t saw this coming. "It's really sweet to know you would do anything to prove others that I'm your girlfriend. It’s just sad the whole situation turned out like this." you said and smiled a little "Aren’t you mad? I just told you, I'm gay and cheated on you. And you aren’t mad?" "Well… I’m not mad because you found out you’re gay, I’m just mad, sad and disappointed about the whole cheating… it’s not like its great news to hear your boyfriend cheated on you and dumb you for another guy... I do feel empty right now even though I got those mixed feelings but I know that getting mad doesn’t solve anything. At least you see what you did wrong and there is just nothing I could do about it. What happened has happened and we can’t turn it back." "I'm sorry." "Don’t say you're sorry." you said placing your hand on his "I just need some time on my own now but when I moved on, I would love to be your best friend." "I would love that as well." 

You just stayed strong but you knew that you will break down on you knees the moment you will be alone. The two of you took both your own cups with you and so you both walked off in another direction. He said he would go to Hongbin’s house, talking about moving in with him since he won't be living with you in your shared apartment anymore. He also said he would pick up his stuff this weekend so you would have some time to yourself. 

That weekend he had picked up his stuff and you had met Hongbin as well. Of course you still were sad about the whole situation but you couldn't help it and feel happy for them. Some weeks later you met up with them at the Starbucks you and Jaehwan had broken up. 

You stood in front of the entrance, feeling nervous as you looked through the window of the door. This would be the first time you would enter the Starbucks in weeks. Your phone beeped, it was a message from Jaehwan 

'Hey, where are you? You haven't forgotten that we would meet up, have you?"

You didn’t answer the message and took a deep breath as you pushed the door open. You looked around as you walked in. 

"(Y/N)!!" Jaehwan shouted, waving at you from a table that was almost fully hidden behind a wall. You walked over to the table and took a seat a cross from them after you had taken off your coat. "Do you want something to drink?" Jaehwan asked "Yes, please." "The usual?" you nodded in response. 

Jaehwan stood up from his seat, giving a quick kiss on Hongbin’s lips before going to the counter to order your drink. He used to kiss you before getting something for someone when to two of you were together but that was just history by now.

"I'm sorry for screwing up your relationship with Jaehwan." Hongbin said after a while. "It's okay, sooner or later he would had find out anyway. It's for the better." you said and smiled "You mean it?" "Yeah I mean it, I'm just happy for the two of you." "Thank you." he said and showed his charming dimpled smile. 

"So, how did you realize your feelings for Jaehwan? I know he had realized it a few days after that party." you said "Actually I have liked him for a long time, but I never had the courage to tell him. Because first of all the two of you were in a relationship and secondly I was afraid I would lose him as a friend." he said and took a small sip from his coffee. "You know the moment he kissed me made me feel happy but guilty as well, since the two of you were still dating. And the next morning he looked really shocked when the two of us woke up in the same bed. So I still didn’t said anything about my crush for him and waited for those feelings to go away but them a few days later he confessed to me. I told him I love him too but also that he first should break up with you and tell you the truth what had happened, before we would start dating and such. He really had a hard time with telling you the truth. He had struggled with how to tell you for days, asking me what and how to tell you." "Yeah, I can understand. It’s not something easily to say. I'm glad you helped him a little to tell me."

 The two of you talked some more until Jaehwan came back with your Latte macchiato.

"I'm sorry it took so long. Apparently it’s the first day of the barista and he didn’t knew how to make your drink and screw up so many times." he said a little annoyed, placing the cup in front of you and then taking he seat next to Hongbin "It's okay." you said and smiled "So did I miss something?" he asked as he leaned against Hongbin, his head resting on his shoulder. "Nothing much." the other man answered

Pairing: Ravi x Reader x N Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort Writer: Sabsab Authors note: And then here it is the last chapter of Unfair! this chapter also gave me teary eyes but hey what would you expect the subject is kinda sensitive. you also probably hate me by now, for writing something like this. anyways let me know what you think and maybe I will make a sequel for this story, so you can also let me know if you want me to make a sequel.

It was around three in the morning when you woke up by a sound of a long beep. You panicked when you realized what that sound was. Looking at the heart monitor you saw a flat red line on the screen. As soon as you could you rushed out of the bed pressing the bell to call the nurses when there was something wrong. Not even five seconds after you pressed it doctors came into the room, they must as well had heard the beep that woke you up.

The tears kept rolling down your cheeks as heavy sobs escaped your mouth. You couldn’t see that much anymore because of your tears. It happened all really fast, the doctors tried their best but there was just no hope anymore. it didn’t took a long time until a doctor came over to you that there was nothing they could do and that he was gone.

You broke down to the ground, crying loud as the words kept repeating into your head. He won’t be waking up, you had lost him forever. One of the nurese wanted to help you to calm you down by giving you a glass of water. But you just hit it out of her hands and walked out of the room. You didn’t want anything else but cry.

A few days had passed and the funeral was today. You wore a long black dress, a black rose into your hair and heavy black make-up. People who didn’t knew you had a funeral today probably would think you were a witch or something but you didn’t really care at all. You felt sad and empty and those clothes and make-up fits your mood.

When you stepped into the hall, you walked to the front row of all the chairs where all the family and really close people sat. While you walked toward your place you saw lots of familiar faces, but you just wished you would have seen them because of another reason than a funeral. Most of them you had met when it was visit hour at the hospital, but you would rather had met them at another place than a hospital.

You took your seat next to Hakyeon. He placed his hand on yours, to support you and letting you know that he’s there for you. You and Hakyeon had prepared most of the thing for today together with Wonsik’s family. You had sorted out pictures that will be shown on a screen and the music that was playing by now on the background.

As the funeral began, family and close friends were able to hold a speech. His parents were the first to begin, telling stories and memories about their son and ending up crying by the end of everything they had to say, after them followed some others and the manager of Vixx. Then it was Hakyeon’s turn to say something. He repeated his promise he had made to his dongsaeng. That he will keep on leading the group for him and how he would miss his fellow member that had passed away. He also shared a few memories with everyone else. At the end of the speech he could barely walk because of the emotions and crying. Jaehwan and Hongbin stood up to help their leader back to his seat.

When he sat down you stood up, tears already rolling down your cheeks and your make-up being all messy on your face. You had been crying already since the beginning and to be honest you had no idea how you would be able to speak. You slowly walked to stage where Wonsik’s coffin stood with beautiful flowers on it. It were the kind of flowers he liked the most and the one he gave you from time to time.

You took the microphone that stood on the stage as well. Unfolding your paper you started your speech. You told everyone what a wonderful person he was and how happy you are that you had a boyfriend like him and how much you love him and that he will always stays in your heart. You also shared a few memories that were dear to you. By now you were a crying mess but still continued ending your speech with a rap you had written for him.

Walking back to your seat crying your eyes out, the next person followed to held his speech. And so it went on until the last person had said his words. The funeral didn’t last long after that and soon everyone was saying their condolence to each other.

You leaned against a wall looking outside through the window watching all the people leave. You let out a sight it sure was a hard day for you, and if you still had tears left you still would be crying. You turned around the moment someone placed a hand on your shoulder.

“We should go home.” Hakyeon said, holding your coat. You nodded as you look outside of the window up into the air. “Wonsik, I don’t know if I would be able to move on, but I’ll do my best for you and be happy like you wish me to be.” you said to the air before turning back to Hakyeon and taking your coat from his hands.